girl help i have an exam tomorrow and a writing project check in today and all i can think about is mass effect & mshenko
my heart hurts like shit but I’m still going to keep growing
honestly I can’t even watch TUA and see Klaus anymore without being like “yeah... yeah that’s valdo marx”
omg i just bought darkest dungeon not knowing it was a rogue-like
My post about wanting to eat a gemstone has almost 17,000 notes, hope my ex sees it and realizes I'm powerful (but still fucked in the head)
my stove broke and it's made me freak out about my food in a really weird way. i have lots of food that i can't make without an oven or a stove so my brain is like !! you have no food but I do have stuff I can make in the microwave and stuff that doesn't need cooking at all. but it's not the stuff i normally eat for dinner, its my lunch/snack food, so i still feel like i dont have enough. even though i definitely do. i have to keep convincing myself not to buy more groceries. there's no reason for me to order more groceries and i can't afford to just buy more groceries because my brain can't accept that i have to eat something other than pasta and veggie burgers for dinner
I didn't type it all out cause I was too busy staring wide-eyed and slack-jawed at the screen as Matt described the progression of the eye but the amount serotonin I got from having all that lore handed over like that???
I have feels I gots to spills
On a random evening, I picked up the book that was written by the people behind this drama. (Figuratively. In actual fact I went onto Netflix and started the series.)
I don't know why it took me so long to watch the drama, when I had this idea that good osts are hand picked by good people who love the dramas they make, and I knew jannabi's song was selected to be in the drama.
Honestly, I didn't even ready myself for the drama; I just watched it to support jannabi in my own odd little way, later because the words were as artful as the pieces of lyrics jannabi shares with the world. I understand less than 100% of their lyrics and it frustrates me so much, because their lyrics are so endearing and endlessly thoughtful. And just like the regret of not being able to fully communicate the feelings betraying the jannabi song 나는 볼 수 없던 이야기 (in English, the title is Take My Hand, and I think it really shows how hard it is for me to enter their world of lyrics), I wish I were able to fully understand and appreciate the beautiful of the script for the drama.
Thank you, Romance Is A Bonus Book, for publishing the thoughts that I resonated with. A little reminder that you can be like a book that lends comfort and companionship to the readers of your life. A distant memory of a younger me trying to understand people better by reading strangers' thoughts never strayed too far from the edges of my mind.
How apt, the setting of a publication company. I glided through the drama easily, with the lessons of life jotted down in chapters and between unspoken gestures. Ironically, words were not bountiful, but whatever that was spoken spoke volumes.
How apt, the smell of old books and static radio burying comfortably into a corner of my mind as the starting bars for that jannabi song that once took the backseat in my playlist being the stage for all the important scenes to me. Take my hand, I'll be your book if you'd let me.
How apt, the collision of two halves of the world I cradle - emotions spilling onto blank pages, and music capturing whatever escapes the pen, and the graceful entertwining.
바람 불어와 서러운 마음을 달래고
The gentle wind soothes the sorrowful soul
시간은 또 흘러서
And once more, the world spins
Take My Hand by Jannabi, loosely translated by a person with feels to spills
oh, also jannabi also made a surprise cameo with For Lovers Who Hesitate, which is the biggest bonus in my humblest opinion.
That is it for the feels to spills,
I should get to watching the other drama featuring Beautiful by jannabi, I haven't been disappointed since I discovered jannabi through that indie k drama ex girlfriends club.
This was a rather pleasant act of spontaneity.
Tiktok is fun because it’s a young social media which means there’s a lot of teenagers on there which means there’s the obviously fake story phenomenon reminiscent of early 2010s tumblr. I saw a tiktok where someone wrote “when I was a kid I didn’t know that people dying during movies was fake so I thought they hired suicidal people and it was a win win because they got to die and a movie got to film it” and it has like 100k likes
I commented “you understood the concept of suicidal ideation was before you understood the concept of “pretending”?” LMAO
lovely. i’m scrolling mindlessly on tumblr and my baby cousin (10 yrs old) sends me a message filled with chinese characters i’m assuming thinking it was korean 😭 GIRL PLS RESEARCH FIRST!!
