#mental breakdown Tumblr posts

  • nisseth
    19.06.2021 - 50 minutes ago

    PSSS

    When you guys request lockscreens can you please be specific with the style you want? 😭 bc I need to have an idea before I start editing ;-;

    As you see I can do 3 styles (kinda. i suck at editing tho)

    sorry for the trouble 🥲

    #nisseth is having a mental breakdown #nisseth talks
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  • the-mexican-wolfman
    19.06.2021 - 57 minutes ago

    I'm ether gonna get a face tattoo

    or

    Carve out my left eye

    I've always hated that eye

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  • lucid-king-of-the-north
    19.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    that moment when youre on the verge of a mental breakdown but you cant handle htem alone so youre just :D /s

    #tw vent #tw mental breakdown
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  • blond-b
    19.06.2021 - 5 hours ago

    Everyone tells you to reach out when you get to a point where the noughts of ending it get too much to handle… but no one tells you how much it will hurt when you try to get help from people you love, and they turn you away because you are too much to handle.

    #mental heath support #mental breakdown#tw suicice #bpd favorite person
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  • thatdude-noah
    19.06.2021 - 5 hours ago

    YALL YALL IM CURRENTLY JUST,,,,, AWOOGA ING YKNOW YKNOW

    #i am. down bad skdjksjd #not fandom #noahs mental breakdown #tw caps
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  • cassandrablah
    19.06.2021 - 6 hours ago

    Sometimes people don’t want to hear “you’re not the only one going through this” because sometimes I think about

    - how selfish I’m being not thinking about other people emotions

    - how saying that implies that I’m not good enough to have your attention even though I know that’s not what you’re saying but im worried and anxious and I feel ignored but I know it’s not your fault and I don’t want to say it is but maybe I’m doing this wrong? Maybe other people are better at this? But if I say that you’re not helping then all of a sudden I’m the bad guy even though I’m the one who reached out to help but like I said I KNOW you’re trying to help but maybe just not like that?

    I don’t know how I can stress this enough but sometimes that fucking phrase just doesn’t fucking help

    #mentally unstable#mental breakdown#mentalwellness#ptsd#anxious #thanks for reading #even though you probably didn’t
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  • daech-witless
    19.06.2021 - 6 hours ago

    my dad is sO bad at psychoanalyzing people i’m dying 😭😭✋

    #this isn’t really a rant this is just me laughing at him 😌😌 #for some reason he’s very set on the idea that i have the perfect personality to be a lawyer #but like. he’s basing this off of the personality i had when i was 7 #(because for some reason he thinks i’m going to retreat to that personality?? which is just not how that works) #and like i see conflict and i go 🏃🏃🏃 hOW would i be a lawyer #and i’m sHIT at problem solving?? like i had to rearrange my schedule yesterday and i had a whole mental breakdown #and he’s DEAD SET on my sister being a doctor #even though she spends half of her time talking about how fucked up that entire system is #also the difference between what we want to do and what he thinks we’re suited to do 😭😭✋ #my sister wants to make DOCUMENTARIES #and i want to be a musician #where’d this fool get doctor and lawyer from 🤡🤡🤡 #also this man has changed his career a sTupid amount of times so idk why he’s acting like he’s good at telling about these things 😭✋ #and he has a real conversation with us maybe once a month? if that?? like he doesn’t know aNYTHING about us to be able to say this #so i’m just dying of laughter here because literally whAt #(im gonna tw this just in case) #tw: rant
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  • pissandrats
    18.06.2021 - 9 hours ago

    sensory issues + fear of intimacy

    A pearl, Mitski
    Bathtub, The Front Bottoms
    It's Only Sex, Car Seat Headrest
    Wasted, Marya Hornbacher
    I want you, Mitski
    #web weaving #sad web weaving #anxiety web weaving #anxiety#sensory issues#ADHD #rejection sensitive dysphoria #mental heath support #mental breakdown #the front bottoms #Mitski #car seat headrest #Music#Words#Poetry#Web weaving
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  • cant-be-helped
    18.06.2021 - 9 hours ago

    Really depressed so I bought myself a teddy bear.

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  • sadistgalore
    18.06.2021 - 11 hours ago

    Summer of Whump: Day 16- Touch-Starved

    @summer-of-whump

    Taglist: @elliei-m, @livingforthewhump

    Please let me know if you would like to be added or removed from the taglist.

    CW: noncon touching, implied noncon, implied torture, dubcon, mental breakdown

    A pair of hands rested on her shoulders, making the girl jump, but quickly remained still. A nose and lips found their way to her neck, sniffing and making goosebumps form on her skin. The hands moved down lower, to her waist, reaching under her shirt and caressing the skin there.

    She whimpered when they slipped under her bra.

    Harper flinched as she heard an annoyed sigh behind her. The hands spun her around before making their way behind her back, trapping her against the strong body in front of her.

    Harper couldn’t bring herself to stare at her captors disapproving gaze.

    “You know, it’s quite rude when you act like this.”

    One of the hands moved from her back and grabbed her chin, forcing it upwards.

    “You should know by now I don’t tolerate ungratefulness.”

    Harper swallowed as she involuntarily stared at the brown, cruel eyes of Edward Darmine.

    “Explain,” the man commanded. “Tell me why you always reject my touch.”

    The girl’s voice was just above a whisper. “You’ll just hurt me if I do.”

    The hand that gripped her chin was now grabbing her arm in a tight squeeze. “Tell. Me.”

    Fine, asshole. I’ll tell you the fucking truth.

    “I don’t want it. I’ve never wanted it, and will never want it. If you actually think I enjoy my forced housewife role, you’re fucking sick.”

    Edward said nothing. Just stared for a moment, then gripped her arm tighter and led her down the hallway and into the basement.

    Once they were down the stairs, he simply let go of her and walked back upstairs, locking the door.

    Harper stood there in confusion as she was left alone in the dark basement, no chains, no boxes. She was just left standing there with no instructions.

    She stood there awkwardly for a few moments, but soon grew tired after being forced into labor 10+ hours a day. She sat against the wall, eyes facing the door, awaiting for the danger to return.

    He never did.

    She was there for...days? Weeks? She didn’t know, there was no light. It wasn’t like her first days of her capture; she wasn’t starving. The door would open, a plate of food would be dropped on the top of the stairs, and that was it.

    Dark never interacted with her. Never said anything, never beat her, never touched her.

    Never touched her. Harper realized what he was planning to do the first time he dropped off the food with no interaction. He was going to leave her in solitary, touch-starve her, until she begged him to.

    She wouldn’t.

    She couldn’t.

    But now, after sitting for god knows how long in the darkness and silence, she was craving for it. And it was killing her.

    Despite the beatings, whippings, slaps and punches, he could be intimate with her. Sure, most of the time, she didn’t want it, but it didn’t hurt to have someone give you a nice massage. Give little kisses on your neck. Or giving you the ultimately pleasure with just a flick of a tong-

    “No!” she screamed, the first sound she made since being trapped in the basement.

    God, what was happening to her? Was she glorifying her rape? This is just what he wanted her to do, she could not give in.

    And she wouldn’t.

    But she was so scared that she could.

    “Princess,” came a soft murmur from somewhere behind her.

    Harper turned around, but of course there was nothing there. Her eyes suddenly darted to her leg, feeling phantom touches on her skin.

    She subconsciously reached towards the touching, swallowing a whine when she couldn’t feel the familiar rough hands there.

    Touches appeared again, this time on her shoulder. Then she felt ghost lips on her neck, with a ghost tongue trailing up it.

    She reached towards each of the touches, soon growing frustrated as she kept on reaching for touches she just couldn’t get.

    “Just stay still, my darling. I’ll make you feel real good.”

    “Please,” she whispered.

    “Your skin is so soft…”

    “Please!” She yelled, not even thinking about the consequences of yelling for her Master to come back- to touch her.

    I don’t want this I don’t want this I will never want this

    I need it.

    The door opened.

    Steps came down the stairs.

    Harper looked up from where she was, tears in her eyes, and smiled.

    “Master.”

    “Pet.”

    Harper, no!

    Shut up.

    “Please,” she said again, silently begging for her Master to touch her.

    Don’t give in!

    Edward simply smiled, and crouched in front of her. Then, very slowly, he caressed his hand across her cheek.

    The girl whimpered.

    “Do you want to go back upstairs? Back to bed?”

    No!

    “Yes. Please, touch me. I want to be touched, please.”

    The man smiled cruelly.

    “Whatever you say, Harper.”

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  • patricksharp
    18.06.2021 - 11 hours ago

    Mat Barzal in Quest for the Stanley Cup (2021)

    #mat barzal#mathew barzal #and barry trotz #new york islanders #hockeyedit#myedits #he got a new suit #listen i am having a full on mental breakdown over this??????????? #actual tears are streaming down my face
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  • the-inkkedxwitch
    18.06.2021 - 12 hours ago

    If any of my witch friends and empaths could send some peace and calmness my way it would be so appreciated. My brain just had a massive invasive overload I wanted to scream and cry all in one…😣 currently at work, I hate these these types of days. I was super zoned and when I returned it was like a wave of hell fire my head was going to explode. The worst was due to my job we had people waiting so they were staring me down. Causing the thoughts to be SO much louder and invasive on top of one another.

    So please send some positive and relaxing energy if you can, any way you feel will help would be appreciated🖤💜😊 thank you lovelys

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  • ithinkimnotgood
    18.06.2021 - 12 hours ago

    Does she like me or not? I want to be like his bc she love him...

    Im not ok...I think starving will be the answer:))

    #body dysmorphia #eating disoder thoughts #i dont want to eat #i wanna be pretty #i want to be skiny #i want to lose weight #tw ed content #weightloss#tw#mental breakdown#mental disorder#lmbtq#loveislove #i love her
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  • metahigh
    18.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    Every time i see spn or destiel trending, i look to the left, into the camera like in the office or parks&recs. Like weren't you supposed to be rip?.. What happens there all the time? I thought spn ended both as a show and as the discourse by dividing fans in two categories: english speaking people (no homo) and spanish speakers (🏳️‍🌈✨).

    #i am confusion #Looks at spn #I used to watch u dude #What happened to u? #It's like seeing an old classmate at the 20years reunion and they look like complete mess and after 3 mental breakdowns in the parking lot #At groceries store #Like are you ok #????? #I only know that sam looks like bengamine button or wtever and dean died after tripping and falling on a nail 25times #And also go to hell for being gay
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  • blissfulparker
    18.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

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    #tw anxiety #HELP I go to work for the next 10 hours and my anxiety has been so high I feel like im going to vomit everywhere #vomit or pass out or both #but it’s been like this for two days and idk if I can handle 10 hours 😭 #like I physically could not sleep last night even after two sleeping pills😔 #I try not to come on here and complain but my eyes are so raw from crying from a mental breakdown and now I have to go to work #I’ve been distracting myself/trying too with books but idk I just need to rant #im sorry for whoever comes upon this and reads the whole damn thing
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  • nighwng
    18.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    Can someone diagnose me with ASD already so everyone will get off my fucking back when I don’t respond to them in .2 seconds and telling me I’m being rude and disrespectful like fuck you im PROCESSING

    #I’m so angry #because i know my parents won’t listen to me until I’m actually diagnosed #like they support me in wanting to get tested #but they’re still like idk you weren’t like those other people we know who are autistic #Fuck you it’s a SPECTRUM #and I had a mental breakdown at work the other day from sensory overload and had to be sent home!!!!! #I really don’t believe that’s just GAD!!!! #I’m angry >:(((
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  • truthsbykk
    18.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    06.18.21

    mental illness lies. and so, to combat those lies, I was taught to do things that make me feel good - hobbies and experiences that I enjoy and are positive. but no one ever mentioned what can sometimes follow if im actually able to get myself to do those things... when I put forth all my effort, fight through the pain, and still feel just as terrible as I did before I went and did anything at all.

    I guess I'm just struggling to see the point of doing these "positive" things if all I'm left with at the end is exhaustion and the disappointment in realizing depression has such a grip on me that things I used to love to do don't bring me joy anymore, like all I can feel is debilitatingly low or numb apathy. it's almost more defeating than if I'd just stayed in bed.

    sometimes trying over and over and over again gets to be too much honestly

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  • white-fledermaus2
    18.06.2021 - 13 hours ago

    Weißt du, woran du merkst, dass du komplett am Ende bist...? Wenn du einfach aus einer Nichtigkeit heraus oder gar ohne erkennbaren Grund in Tränen ausbrichst...

    Wenn ein einziges Wort zu viel ist, wenn eine unbedeutende Geste dich zutiefst trifft...

    Es bedeutet nicht, dass du empfindlich oder übersensibel bist, - sondern dass du zu lange zu viel ertragen hast...

    #am ende#am verzweifeln #ich will gehen #ich will nicht mehr #ich kann nicht mehr #reden hilft auch nicht mehr #es hört eh keiner zu #die ärzte haben auch aufgegeben #chronic pain#mental breakdown
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