Who am I today?
Today, I am an ignited soul.
Today, I thought of how small I am, and how the universe is big, or bigger than I thought. And how big the role I play because I take part in this universe. I thought of theories. That maybe reality has different versions, and it's not shaped like threads whenever a choice is made. Instead, maybe it's like shattered glass pieces of a big dome glass - which is the whole universe. And on other galaxies, what we might find are another versions of our reality. And I don't know why but it makes me feel - magical and whimsical ... and content even. As if I've opened the door to a truth that we were all trying to deny.
Today, I reinforced my theory that a soul is just a fancy term for energy - which is neither created nor destroyed. That emotions change the charge of a specific energy/soul. And so, when the body dies, and when we finally are in another body/life, the experiences or emotions we had in our past lives are still going to greatly affect us. That's why the same circumstances can create heroes and villains, depending on the charge of that person's soul. Does it make sense? For me, today, it does. Science always blames genetics and a myriad of 'other factors' but what if this is the missing piece all along? It's always science vs religion/beliefs, but what it everyone is actually right all along, depending on how you 'explain' things?
Today, I listened to japanese songs, and I don't know but it makes me feel happy and content and magical and... home, even though I'm a filipino.
Today it feels like my soul had a whole feast of theories and beautiful emotions. If it had a mouth and a whole gastrointestinal system, it would have been as full as I would be whenever I'd go to a buffet.
Today is a good day.
I hope I find this feast even on the days that I have to face the mundane aspects of life.