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  • sad-sad-times
    20.06.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    This maladaptive daydreaming shiz is turning into a whole ass movie production. I could win an Oscar for some of this stuff

    #maladaptive daydreaming #maladapting daydreaming disorder #mental illness#oop#fr tho
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  • inspiredopenmind
    20.06.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    This is how pain changes you (a short story)

    A few years ago, I was that girl innocently seeing the world as it should be. Seeing people as they should be. Believing them when they said what they said. Giving them chances when they asked for them. Because people make mistakes and good people forgive.

    Then, when I still had very tiny white wings, life pushed me off what I thought was a cliff. It turned out to be Mount Everest. I didn't know when the fall would end. I didn't know whether I would make it out alive. I didn't know how much longer I would be able to take the wounds, the breaks, the winds.

    I hit the ground, alone and lonely. I shattered so badly that the old me was nowhere to be found. I knew I could either decide to stay where I was, grieving the old me. Hoping I could go back to being her. But life said: this is your chance to create someone new. So, with gold, I stitched myself back up. This time, loving every piece as I added it to the new me. So I could be the person I am today.

    I'm thankful for the fall. I'm thankful for the pain. I'm thankful for everyone who pushed me off that cliff when I wasn't ready to fly. I'm thankful to everyone who looked away. I'm thankful to everyone who walked away. Above all, I'm thankful for the few who chose to stay. The few who chose to love me as I was breaking, as I was broken and as I was healing.

    The excruciating pain gave life to some of my best writings. And it gave life to the new me. I wouldn't be who I am today without the pain that ripped me to shreds.

    I still welcome pain, but before it comes I tell it: you have no idea how big and glorious my wings are this time. The coming years will be marked by my rise. I'm ready to live.

    -Najwa Zebian

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  • benj-barnes
    20.06.2021 - 20 minutes ago

    Do you ever watch 3 movies at the same time? I’ll watch 10-20 minutes of one movie, pause it, and then open the other window and play the next one.

    #I do this with books sometimes #mental illness#t*
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  • spaceye1f
    20.06.2021 - 30 minutes ago

    TERFs are absolutely DESPICABLE towards People, especially minors, with DID/OSDD and licherally everyone is like 'I do not see it.'

    #i.txt #'I'm alright with the harrassment of traumatized mentally ill minors but I draw the line at transphobia' #Both are horrible but like... this needs to be addressed. People with DID and OSDD are actually being traumatized even further and no one- #-says shit abt it. #tw terfs#tw ableism#tw harrassment
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  • dasstreben
    20.06.2021 - 34 minutes ago

    Sometimes it feels like I ve made everything up, all my life is an invention in my mind.

    All the sadness, the love, the friendship,was in fact but a dream and all this time I ve been playing with myself.

    It s such a lonley feeling.

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  • inspiredopenmind
    20.06.2021 - 45 minutes ago
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    20.06.2021 - 46 minutes ago
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  • hope-strength-courage
    20.06.2021 - 57 minutes ago

    Evening Thoughts - 20/06/2021

    Feelings This Evening 🧠

    Drained

    Tired

    Exhausted

    Anxious

    I am feeling a bit overwhelmed this evening. I just feel a bit flooded with Anxiety for various reasons. I feel low in myself and embarrassed of who I am and what I stand for in some regards. I’m just hoping things will all be okay this week and as usual I'm just overthinking it all. It’s just really hard in these moments to cope with the emotions but I know they’ll pass and I'll find a way through it all.

    It’s just tough sometimes isn’t it. I truly feel for anyone out there going through difficult times with Anxiety and Mental Health in anyway. I hope that you find the support you need and tools to help you cope and deal with these complex difficulties. I wish I had the words and knowledge to help others but I'm still trying to work through it all myself.

    During these times where my Mental Health is struggling I tend to learn more though and gain further insight and understanding of myself. These in turn will help me in the future, so I guess in someway it can become a positive? I don’t know I’ll just be grateful when I feel calmer and less on edge again.

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  • happystonedhippie
    20.06.2021 - 59 minutes ago

    i’ve come to learn something. ik this is something we’re told all the time, especially in the neurodivergent community, but you can’t fix a relationship with someone else until you fix the relationship with yourself. until you are healed you will constantly be attracted to ppl who you’re going to try and save. ppl with toxic and narcissistic traits. when you’ve healed yourself? you know your worth. you know when to walk away from things that no longer serve you. so pls, help yourself, before you help others. put your oxygen mask on first.

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  • galaactic
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    :/

    #too depressed to eat #my body is rejecting food i keep gagging lmao #fucking shit. fuck fuck fuck fuck #food#neg #tw mentally ill #txt
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  • whumpetywhump
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Kill Me, Heal Me - Ep. 19

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  • madworld-happylife
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    How I create peaceful mornings despite being on the schizo spectrum ☀️

    - guard your mind heavily. Intrusive thoughts hit harder if you're still tired so make a conscious effort to stop your thoughts from racing, asking yourself to stop overthinking while looking in the mirror can help

    - jump out of bed as soon as you're awake, even if it's hard. You will most likely lose against your evil thoughts if you stay in bed

    - create a peaceful and calm atmosphere with soft tunes. No matter if you usually listen to Death Metal, your brain needs to wake up slowly and gently. Music is great to focus on if your thoughts won't stop racing. Search for soft indie, lofi or classical music. Worship songs are also great

    - light a scented candle that you like and put on clothes made of comfy fabrics. Our goal is to calm down as many senses as possible

    - do the same things in the same order every day, if possible get up at the same time everyday. Our brain loves stability and routines

    - drink lots of water, take your meds if you're on any, take supplements, make yourself some tea (yes, even if you're a coffee drinker, stuff is good for you)

    - remember: Even if yesterday has been hell, today is a new chance to feel better. Breathe in some fresh air and smile a bit

    - meditation can help. If you're religious like me, search for christian affirmation videos on YouTube, they help a lot with dissociation

    - eat something very soon if your stomach is up for it (personal experience: delusions get much worse if blood sugar is low)

    ❤️

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  • milfromaingrosjean
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #peter strahm#saw#mine #listen.... i am not back Fully yet but i like popping in occadsionslly and showing you the latest result of my mental illness #i spent two hours on this and for HWAT..... i come back and i was being slandered left and right... #blood tw
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  • jknip3
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Actually fully awake for longer than 45 minutes at a time for the first time in two and a half days and just took a shower.

    My health bar is full!

    Mana points regenerated!

    Gonna eat some Mac n cheese!

    Let's fucking gooooo

    #does anyone else have chronic mental illness and you just kinda hibernate every once in a while? #like ill be fine for weeks at a time but twice a year i gotta have mini break down to reboot me to factory settings #my boss is very cool withbit because tbh he would be screwed without me #i talk to myself #at a certain point in recovery you kearn youll never really be 'okay' in the sense of hiw others want you to be #but youre okay in the sense that you maintain your forward momentum #brain shit
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  • faiththroughpain
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    God is always with you 💜💗❤️⭐️

    Verses: “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not be terrified or dismayed (intimidated), for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go”

    Joshua 1:9 AMP

    God is always with you.

    So story time: so on Tuesday I was going on a first date with a new guy (my other boyfriend and I broke up), anyways five minutes into the date I got in a major car wreck. It was really bad and I was hit by a semi truck. Praise the Lord me and my date were not hurt. But my car is badly damaged. But by the grace of God, I was safe because I was hit on the driver's side and it could have been a lot worse. I knew that God was with me because I was safe and not hurt, and that is a miracle. So I want to encourage you today that know matter what you are going through, God has not left you, He is always with you (Hebrews 13:5).

    Maybe right now, you are really struggling. Maybe you are battling a mental illness, chronic illness, COVID, cancer, loss of a job, stress at work or school, or maybe you lost a loved one. But no matter what you are going through, God wants you to know that you can always come to Him (Psalm 121:1-2).

    One amazing thing about God is that even if you have not been seeking Him for a while or you feel so broken, you can come to God as you are. You don’t have to pretend that you are fine and everything is great. God wants you to bring yourself, just as you are (Isaiah 49:13). And how you go to God is just by seeking Him through: reading His word, worshiping Him, praying to Him, and listening to Him.

    As you seek Him daily (I know I say this all the time but if you truly want a relationship with God you have to seek Him everyday or most everyday) He will: comfort you (Isaiah 49:13), love you (John 3:16), help you (Psalm 121:1-2), and always be with you (Joshua 1:9).

    God loves you (John 3:16) and He can’t wait to hear from you (Psalm 136:1)!

    Prayer:

    Dear God,

    Right now I am really struggling with (you fill in what you are struggling with) and I know I can’t do life without you. So Lord I pray that as I seek you that I am able to build a close relationship with you. I ask that as I seek you that you fill me with your love, joy, hope, comfort, grace, rest, mercy, and everything else I need. I pray for the Holy Spirit to come into my heart and help me be close with you. I know that your word says that as I seek you will draw near to me. I thank you Lord for always being there for me. I praise you because you are a good God. I thank you for your love, grace, and mercy.

    I thank you for all my many blessings and for Your Son.

    In Jesus’s name, I pray, Amen!

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  • whumpetywhump
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Kill Me, Heal Me - Ep. 18

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  • synthfoxx
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    hate bein aware of my unhealthy coping mechanisms and not wantin 2 do n e thing abt it

    #fuck bein mentally ill bro i am str8 up not havin a good time right now
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  • mentallyunstables-blog
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Well my mom just told me to "get over" my 10 years of CSA. I told her I can't just get over it in the snap of a finger and she goes "snap? It's been years" yeah with NO therapy, NO support, NO help, NO fucking meds etc I have mental illness outside of just PTSD and she just acts like I can fucking do everything on my own. So frustrating.

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  • tonyyyyyyyyyyy
    20.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    What it’s like w/ bpd

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