i loved that reaction so much! they did not spoil it so army could pay and watch the concert, but at the same time made it enjoyable to watch!
Hello !!
It’s finally March a.k.a. Yoongi Month and I got an opportunity to write a blog so I thought, why not write about him?
Before I start writing about anything else, here are some facts about him:
Min Yoongi is a South-Korean rapper idol who is a part of the global idol-group BTS. He was born in Daegu, South Korea on 9th of March, 1993. Yoongi, who loves music, tangerines and ARMY (their fanbase), has now been making music for about 15 years under the names of Agust D & SUGA.
Yoongi, who has had his share of sufferings, is now one of the richest artists ever who has global recognition. He is one of the youngest awardees of South Korea’s Cultural Merit Award & James A Van Fleet Award and his group has collaborated with UNICEF for their Love Myself project.
Along with being so many things, Min Yoongi is also my role model. From his music to his quotes to his personality, everything has only inspired me to become a better me.
I love reading lyrics; and this was how I came across his words. An article called his work as the “Midas Touch”. Here are some of his lyrics !!
“The thick tree rings in your life
It’s part of you, it’s you
Now let’s forgive ourselves
Our lives are long, trust yourself when in a maze
When winter passes, spring always comes” - Answer: Love Myself
“Comparing myself with others became my daily life.
My greed, that was my weapon, suffocated me and also became a leash; but looking back on it now, truthfully-
I feel like it’s not that I wanted to be the best
I just wanted to become your comfort and take away your sadness, and pain” -Magic Shop
“I’m happiness to someone and the soul to another
A lullaby to someone and at times a noise
I’ll be with you at your birth and your end
Remember we’re always together anywhere
I’ll always console your life
So just lean on me and rest sometimes”-
I have cried to, slept to many of his lyrics. To me, they feel like a warm blanket on a winter night. But then, songs like So far away and Never mind feel like he’s pushing you to run on your path and never stop. Song request, wherein he has written about how he, as an artist with the power of his music, can give so much comfort to anyone anywhere- is one of my most favorite ones.
Yoongi has been very vocal about a lot of issues like mental health, capitalism, the pressures on youth, lgbtq+, etc. and when asked about politics, he said that it had never been about politics [for BTS]. It has always been about humans and their basic rights and every time they saw a violation of it, they would stand up against it. This was truly one of his.. randomly said words, that have impacted me very deeply.
One more thing that I absolutely love is that they are not afraid of growth and the changes it brings. In his earlier songs, he writes much about living passionately and aggressively whereas in the newer songs, he asks the audience rhetorically whether it is really important to do so? “Why live life so aggressively if we can find happiness in the quieter, calmer things?”, says he. Most times people are scared to change their words, to switch from one ideology to other, because of what ‘people’ would say or think. But this, the fact that he constantly adapts to new ideas and ways that seem right to him, as his experience grows, and of not being afraid of change or growth, is something that I have tried to learn.
I would go on and on about how much of an inspiration he is to me and millions of people all around the world. But this is my cue to stop. It is Yoongi Month and Yoongi day is in less than a week and I just want to wish him the best birthday ever. I wish him more growth, love, happiness and health. And I wish he continues to do what he loves so much.
To everyone who read this, in Yoongi’s words, here is a message for you.
may your trials end in full bloom. though your beginnings might be humble, may the end be prosperous.
- So Far Away
I hope you eat a lot of tangerines this month and keep smiling. :)
Chapter 2
Pairing: Yandere Idol! Yoongi x Singer Reader Warning(s): ? A/N: Story originally in my old Wattpad account :)
I don’t know why I write to you. Maybe because it calms me. The headaches seem never ending, to the point where I struggle to sleep at night. My mother calls me on the daily. Ever since that minor accident, she has been constantly worried about my well being. I get it, but it was nothing major, just a concussion.
You seem to be my saving grace. There’s times where I lie awake at night and think about what I’m doing. I’ve never been smitten with someone the way I am with you. There’s a part of me that thinks that my behavior isn’t healthy, but then again, it’s not any different than our fan’s looking up to us. It’s a loyal following.
As much as I hate to admit it… there is actually one thing I dislike about you: your damn privacy. I get it, I understand, I am too, but you don’t post on your social’s to at least quench my attraction for you just a little. The wait was agonizing. There’s not a day that goes by where I don’t refresh your’s and your bandmates and friends’ social media’s.
Is it wrong for me to wonder what you’re doing? I worry for you. I… care for you so much even thought I barely even know you. You’ve grown on me.
I’ll admit, maybe I do go a little overboard with the: “are you okay’s, are you alone’s, is someone hugging you at this very moment?, kissing you, fucking you?” It was human nature to wonder, but that thought alone boiled me alive, and it caused an in incident.
My hand is still slightly tender from the glass shards that my phone extracted when I crushed it. I’m glad Jimin called for me outside my bedroom, otherwise I might’ve harmed myself worse.
…I broke my phone. Crushed it with my bare hand at the thought of you with someone else. That’s when I realized I was spiraling. I was scared and I felt so sick, and I knew I needed help.
She’s plain, nothing like you. I notice that I compare other woman with you, something I’ve never done before until I met you. Her name is Lilian Kent, a therapist from Brooklyn, New York that moved to Seoul three years ago. I talked to her about the incident, but… didn’t really. I know that that was her job, to listen, and try to understand but I was too afraid to tell her the whole truth. I didn’t want to be seen as a fucking psycho and be sent to a damn psych ward. I’m not really sure if it works that way, but better safe than sorry. Right? That wouldn’t have not looked good with BigHit.
I told her that I found a pretty girl and that I couldn’t get her out of my mind, to the point where I couldn’t keep up with myself or my life, because I was too focused on her.
Her questions were stupid and useless. It made me want to tell her to fuck herself, but I thought of you. You like kind people.
Why do you think that’s happening Yoongi?”
What attracts you to her?
Tell me about your life - preferably the last six months.
She said it’s stress - fucking stress. That my career was taking a toll on me and that I needed an outlet, and apparently that outlet is you. If it’s stress, isn’t not wrong to fantasize about you the way I do. Many people do it - hell, I’m sure people fantasize about me as well, why can’t I do the same? There is absolutely nothing wrong with me. You help me, and I’m thankful for you.
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