also i FINALLY got to meet/incessantly hug one of my internet besties @lonleywarrior tonight for like a minute and it was a truly wonderful moment tbh 🥰

Sailor Mars Afternoon Tea Set Version 2!

A lot of these tea sets are collaboration boxes with other local businesses! I was kind of annoyed that I gave them themes to choose from so there would not be any repeats. At the last minute everyone change their design 😆 I love how the first Sailor Mars Set came out for her birthday back in April, however, it wasn't really how I personally envisioned it.

I want to be able to properly dedicate each aspect of the sailor scouts for their birthdays. I'm thankful for one of my regular customers for making this custom order as she kind of felt they same way that I did for the previous set. This was made back when I was first starting to bake desserts with no experience so bare with the shoddiness of some of the desserts 😂 if I had better baking & decorating skills it would be better 😂😂

Sweets:

Heel - Ube Cheesecake Mousse

Transformation Pens - Strawberry Eclairs

Uniform, Crystal & Bow - Sugar Cookies

Mars Pheonix Fire - Earl Grey Baked Alaska

Savouries: (almost a repeat)

Burning Mandela - Spicy Fried Chicken Sandwich

Phobos & Deimos - Curry Bird's Nest with Labneh

Ofuda (Talisman) - Spicy Loganisa Fresh Roll

Sailor Mars Tile Art - Spicy Dynamite Roll

Close up on the Savouries. I made some Rice Paper Flame Cups for the Burning Mandela Sandwich but the customer used it for cheese 😂

Dessert close ups. This one made me kind of mad 😆 I bought a really nice $20 Pheonix silicone mold so I cold have a really awesome fondant figure on the top of the baked Alaska. My 2 year old toddler hid it. I had a last minute resort to print a Pheonix on edible paper and slap it on 😂

I already lightly torched the meringue but I decided to give some cointreau to the customer with instructions on how to flambe their ice cream cake. They said the cointreau was the perfect touch for the Earl Grey. :)

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I hate being mentally ill because i’ll find someone I adore with my whole being until one day my brain decides to find every reason to strongly dislike them

𝐑𝐔𝐍 | nct social media au!fic | part 2

Part 2: Reassurance

Genre: horror, thriller, suspense

Summary:

Being in the public eye can come with a lot of things, to the point that Jari becomes involved in a cat and mouse game of her trying to survive and get out of this, or die and end up never seeing her members ever again. So how does it all equate to her being the one chased out of her safety as she tries to play this brutal game of her being the mouse and someone she may know as the cat?

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Stampy: Not understanding Greek Mythology is my Achilles' Horse.

Snake: Stampy.

Amy: Stampy, please don't.

Stampy: Uh oh, I've really opened a Pandora's Labyrinth now.

Ash: Stampy!

Stampy: You guys aren't too mad, are you? I don't wanna end up like Narcissus, pushing that boulder up a hill.

Broomy: Stampy, why?

Stampy: Or like Echo, who got turned into a shrimp that one time.

Squid: Stampy!

Stampy: ...Jason? Did those twelve labors?

Chache: I'm quitting the race.

Look at my super gay skates. ❤️🌙✨🌈

spinning around for three seconds made me so dizzy. think my inner ear is fucked tbh.

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Some screenshot edits, all from the 90s anime.

Top Left:

Sailor Palladium & Sailor Paradiso - @junohsartdumpster

Top Right:

Amarylla (Sailor Meida) - me

Aster - @junohsartdumpster

Bottom:

Rebecca Ruckus (Sailor Titan) - Steriaca

Ren Najimi (Sailor Ediona) - @junohsartdumpster

Astronomy #Space #Espace #Astrometry

Artist by Lennon Soledad (Instagram)

full moon

No dear,I'm not happy! I'm just crescent Moon!

(image credit to rightful owner)

like maybe it’s late and maybe i’m tired but it is truly fucking exhausting, sometimes, to see the way parts of the fandom discuss something as emotionally rich and nuanced and selfish and tragic as TTM. and i could talk about lujanne in that comic, or callum, or rayla, but rayla is the one that people misunderstand the most bc... people are teenagers and Dumb, i suppose??

like, literally every part of rayla’s character led up to her decision at the end. literally every single notable, character defining scene and relationship in her life, particularly with her family.

runaan leaves ethari at home and takes rayla off the mission. rayla sees ethari survive and she is the only one of her troupe to survive, ergo, leaving callum at home and taking him off the mission will ensure his survival. that is, quite literally, a Surface level reading of the text. that’s not even getting into how tdp is about trauma and grief and how ttm just enforces that tenfold.

it’s not even talking about how rayla has been Left so many times she’s developed the obvious coping mechanism of leaving first. that she struggles so hard in believing that other people actually need her. she thinks callum can complete her mission without her (“just keep [the egg] safe” in 1x03, “if i don’t come back, you and ezran can get zym to xadia” in 2x07, “you and ezran should take zym, but i can’t leave” in 3x08) but she doesn’t feel the same way: “because i don’t think i can do it without him.” how their relationship has evolved from rayla realizing she can depend on him to saying it’s okay if he can’t help her because she values him beyond what he can do to her telling him not to come with her because she can’t handle more loss.

how rayla has broken both her word stated in bloodmoon huntress, that she would never kill anyone or leave someone she loved behind, showing that she’s surely already going to rapidly change over the course of the novel. at the end of s3, she fulfils her mission by killing the king of katolis - and simultaneously fails again, just like in 1x01 by sparing marcos, because viren isn’t actually dead, and in her mind, it’s her fault. “you let him live” and “you killed us all” are deeply connected.

that her self loathing issues have been evident since 1x09 (“this is all my fault [...] i let you both down. i let the world done”) which is why 3x04 repeats this almost word for word: “it’s me, and it’s all my fault. i failed them. i let them all down” and how even saving zym, both times, by going nearly off or actually off a cliff wasn’t enough to soothe her core wound. that her self loathing directly feeds into her belief that there’s something fundamentally wrong with her (“i’m sure it would’ve flopped when it was my turn”), that she will always lose people because of it (“i can’t lose you like this”), that the guilt and restlessness she carries around is something she has never been able to entirely put down. that she’s cracked and so far gone that she won’t believe she’s ever Paid the Price enough until she isn’t just already dead, but actually dead. because it’s her fault if viren is alive and if viren is alive he’ll hurt callum, and in her mind, that will be on her. it’s all her fault. of course it’s her responsibility to make it right. (it always is).

that her last words to callum are “just... remember me, okay?” and leaving a letter in TTM because in her mind, her parents forgot her when they left and forgot their duty, because runaan and ethari forgot their love for her when they turned their backs on her, because she is terrified of being left, she is terrified of being forgotten, again, of having another person she loves die and be ruined.

because rayla is working from a fundamentally flawed viewpoint where she moves, and grows, becoming more emotionally open, understanding what she wants to fight for and protect, because she is so much like runaan it hurts (aka exactly where she got her “i bear it so my loved ones don’t have to”) but even amongst all that growth, she’s still trapped in the same cycles. she’s still repeating history.

it’s the way i’ve been waiting for this sort of plot beat since s2 and see the way that 1x02 and TTM perfectly parallel each other with rayla trying to ultimately spare callum’s life, and “i’m sorry. i have to do this. i don’t want to, but i have to,” because when has what she’s wanted - what makes her happy, what keeps her safe - ever truly mattered in a life wrapped up in war and grief? (“it doesn’t matter what happens to me”)

when will she get to choose to Stay and not feel like the floor is going to fall out from under her, again

Staring at the back of this man head with the brown hat on the bus

I almost wish we hadn’t met yet

Somewhere in the future after the magic in our bones stretched itself out and out into its very limits the blues and purples comingling further and further into the vast universe until inevitably the tincture of our beings, the new ravishing hues find each other emulsifying and quivering with new found love

Farther along than we were before

Knowing more of ourselves of others of life’s frisson bends and whirls

what new things would you have learned by then

what would I?

Would we eat tangerines by the windowsill un afraid of the space silence creates

The hues filling the expanse unshrinking

No parts of us lost to the tranquility