..Just keep on steppin… “Mastery of Moods- To think that “I am the mind,” is unawareness. To know that mind is only a mechanism just as the body is, to know that the mind is separate … . The night comes, the morning comes: you don’t get identified with the night. You don’t say, “I am night,” you don’t say, “I am morning.” The night comes, the morning comes, the day comes, again the night comes; the wheel goes on #moving, but you remain alert that you are not these things.
The same is the case with the mind.
Anger comes, but you forget – you become anger. Greed comes, you forget – you become greed. Hate comes, you forget – you become hate. This is unawareness.
#Awareness is watching that the mind is full of greed, full of anger, full of hate or full of lust, but you are simply a watcher. Then you can see greed arising, becoming a great, dark cloud, then dispersing – and you remain untouched. How long can it remain? Your anger is momentary, your greed is momentary, your lust is momentary. Just watch a little and you will be surprised: it comes and it goes. And you are remaining there unaffected, cool, #calm.” -#Osho #Zen Tarot
#tantra #lifeforce #thankyou #fiercegrace #justwatch #dance #heal #cycles #vishnu #shiva #paravartil #ganesha #lakshmi #yoga #liberation #medium #psychic #wellnesscoach #awarenesstraining #wheelturns #nofilter #godsandgoddesses #mindfulness #movingmeditation #mondaymotivation
I’m really stressed today, and contemplating my life choices has been my biggest obsession lately.
I started a new job that might be difficult to navigate. I want to nanny, but I have a misdemeanor from 6 years ago that needs to be expunged before I can move forward. And I’m going to be moving out of state again within the next few weeks, which will cause me to lose my solid support. I’m very nervous to do this with my 9 month old, but I know it has to be done.
Looking at God for strength and wisdom.
I’m one of those inspired ♥️
Day 027 of 365: Let’s Go
En mouvement - Fébrile
We’re moving at the end of next month and I’m already starting to feel better. We’ll have our own backyard, a huge nice kitchen, and we both get to have our own workspaces, I get a room for my art stuff and Kyle his music stuff, I’m so excited and I think not having neighbors so close (we’ve lived in an apartment/duplex the entire time we’ve been together so far) is going to be really good for each other. Last summer I was too anxious to even go check the mail because our neighbors were always sitting outside being loud and such. This is a long post but I’m just excited to see our new home come together and how we adjust to something different. And we can get a pet, so..yeah. 😀😊
Seeing a friend before she moves to the province she always wanted to live makes me feel happy, sad, proud and anxious
Spent the weekend learning Godot and some animation with photoshop (photoshop can do it but it’s real rough).
They say “Lee are you not sad that she has moved on and is meeting up with someone new?” Lee replied “No of course not because although she may think I don’t know her that much , the one thing I do know is she is thinking about me” They say “How do you know that?” Lee counters “I just do”
Y’all.. I am so exhausted. & I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much lately! This past week I have been doing nothing but unpacking boxes, arranging furniture and pictures on the wall, then rearranging it all because I didn’t like how I had everything set up. Moving is hard in general but doing it with 2 littles? Whew, child. It’s a whole new ball game.
Today was the first day I haven’t had to do any unpacking or anything. We went out to eat with my in-laws and they came over to see the new place. They loved it, which made me feel pretty good! Now it’s time to snuggle up with my husband & babies & watch some Netflix. 🙂
So Steve and I are probably (99% likely) moving in a month. I’ve been trying to convince him to look at the apartment above ours in the building, but when he talked to the landlord, he said that ours was the biggest unit in this building. But he had a couple other units in another building just down the street from us. Went to see it, and in general it is a bigger apartment, separated into more defined rooms - our current apartment is a big bedroom, a big living room with a “kitchen” and the bathroom - but the bedrooms are not as big as we’d hoped. It’s an incredible price for a 2 bedroom in the area (moreso because it’s our current landlord and he offered us a discount), has so many windows (bring on the natural light), I’m very interested in having things separated, and the additional bedroom means Steve can have an office for all of his crap and it doesn’t need to be in the living room.
Steve told the landlord that we would take it, but we had to measure the bedroom to make sure our current bed would fit. If it doesn’t, we’re not taking it. My concern is mostly with the physical move. We’ve decided to pay a moving company to move for us, partially because it’s the middle of my busy season at work, partially because we’ve both moved too many times and just don’t want to, and partially because we have a lot of big, heavy furniture and our new apartment is on the second floor. I’m concerned about the cost of the move, which we have to start getting quotes for, and I’m concerned about all of our stuff actually getting up the stairs / into the new place. My mom has moved a bunch of times into increasingly terrible (in terms of stairs/etc.) places and always had movers do it and I get that’s kind of just the job / how it goes, but hers have also always been very expensive. But we have a lot less stuff, so that’s something.
Anyways. There’s my life update.
Semi-related, and definitely more on the fitblr note I’m supposedly on, I’m going to cancel my gym membership. It’s too expensive for how little I’ve been using it, and now that we’re going into my busy period at work I’m not any more likely to use it. There are cheaper gyms when I’m ready for that, and in the meantime spring is coming & there’s lots of nice parks around me.
My last long car ride until March! Yay! New house Tuesday and movers come Thursday. I am so excited.