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  • Life is made of little connections between people.

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  • Details. Details make a person fall in love.

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    • Kai: This is my second favorite suit of yours.
    • Bonnie: Second?
    • Kai: Right after your birthday suit.
    #bonkai#kai parker#bonnie bennett #the vampire diaries #tvd #incorrect tvd quotes #incorrect quotes#my
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  • so much g🅾️re on my dash dog bless

    #keep it up y'all #my
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    My cake!

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    And this yummy dish~!

    And the alcoholic drink I got.

    All amazing~!

    But at the same time…

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    Originally posted by mfwpics

    I’M 30!!

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    Originally posted by alienigena-pansexual

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  • Hi.


    “Apprehensive”


    Apprehensive is about how I deal with everyone’s opinions on how I should live my life. It’s about realising that life is short and death is always waiting to take us away at some point. When I think about everything people do everyday to each other, all the chaos, all the opinions and voices that scream at you everyday, the ever flowing time passing you by, the storms that brew inside your mind like a crashing sea.


    Sometimes I sit at night and wonder if death is better than life, but at the same time, I don’t want to die. I want to enjoy life. I want to experience music, food, art, the world, love. I want to experience all the things I deem good.


    But there’s always this apprehension in the back of my mind that people will always try and take that away from you. There’s always that apprehension that life will pass me by and death will be there to greet me like an old friend that looks at me sympathetically as he takes me off to somewhere I don’t know.


    This song is basically a plea for everyone to stop making life so miserable for others. To let people get on with their lives and stop taking away so much of people’s happiness.


    Everyone deals with life in their own way and hopefully this song gives you comfort that you’re not alone and you can get through with whatever you’re going through. Whatever makes you Apprehensive.


    Lots of love and tea from a fugly emo.


    Chris


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    Out 01/09/2020




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  • I feel like I deserve great punishment for thinking so poorly of anyone I ever thought has hurt me

    #guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt guilt #not to be a drama queen but i think drowning myself in my own blood is an appropriate method? #lol#my
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  • I was thinking about hard work and those who refuse to do any work for others, and the way it’s just about the ego and how it’s connected with action, like for those used to giving to others, to “do” something takes no pride and no ego, it is simply about task and necessity and love and respect… And those for whom doing anything takes a great amount of effort and breakthrough in terms of their ego, insist on doing less while counting more.


    And then the way that doing is something that depression takes away from you, the way that it makes each thing that you do use up and count so much energy, the way that it says at your effort so that your hand falls while it reaches out… The act of doing is so connected with life and energy and love, it makes sense that as depression takes away from your energy and life, it also takes away from the effort you are able to exert, from the act of doing, which is an expression of love.

    Sometimes people don’t raise a hand to help because they’re arrogant. Other times it’s because they’re mentally ill. It can be hard to tell if you don’t know them.

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  • Taught IA yesterday that the conversation is fluid and involves all members within the conversation and is centered to the present moment, meaning it goes on and flows forward instead of holding onto the past. It includes everyone and allows participation from everyone. It must maintain interest.

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  • If you think of life as a flow state with ups and downs and as human life as a journey with struggles that don’t define you except in how you respond to those struggles, then nothing can hurt your self worth. Life becomes about emotional health and understanding how your experiences and relationships grow and change as life ebbs and flows, and in that transient space of human life, you are beautiful. Because you are a journey, among other journeys. Remember that and you’ll be connected to your power, and no singular destructive event can take away your power or your self worth. It can create emotions that are unstable and heavy to handle, which you will learn to accept, express, unravel and heal from. But your self worth will never leave your hand.

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  • maybe i can forgive myself

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