#my GOD Tumblr posts

  • seaturnip
    04.12.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    once again I am here as a fucking stupid fool learning that all men lie 

    #I originally went on tinder for a girlfriend and came out with a guy 1 year later they lie 2 u and I should have just stuck with women #GOD FUCKING DAMN IT #IM BALLS DEEP BRO I ALREADY PLANNED A WHOLE FUTURE WITH THIS FUCKER and I have no where to go lol fUUUUCK MY LIIIFE #oh yeah that's right Ill just move to Maine like I was actually gonna do fuck this shit fuck men
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  • super-lemon-sama
    04.12.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    I just finished my favorite book series. I'll be listening to Bôa and mitski while crying until 3am... for completely unrelated reasons of course.

    #this is about carry on #oh my god #simon snow #simon snow series #carry on series
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  • metodsceaft
    04.12.2021 - 13 minutes ago
    #Oswete is space #hes good at hiding things #and that's alright #gods dont really need anything its about the gesture not the object #thanks for taking my quiz! #uquiz stuff
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  • float-zone
    04.12.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    thinkin bout,,, beefy women,,,,

    #if i have a type it is… woman who can easily knock me out by tapping me;;; shhdjd #brain has been thinkin abt fallin into the arms of a strong muscley woman and;;;; gosh i am so goddamn gay oh god djjdjdjjd #my aro n ace for the week r on vacation it appears;;; #:points at self: aroflux got me like ‘oog women’ one day then ‘ew romance i dont want that’ the next #ndjdbjdjdjd same with ace flux;;; bdjdjjdnd #played a datin sim n. aaaa the chubby beefy person n the rlly strong girl;;;;;; would kiss them ahaha anygays moving on #i have no clue what m doin #but!!!! i’m actually in a rlly good mood rn :D #i finished my workouts for the day a lil bit ago n drew a bit ^o^ #also!!!!! i put my binder on cos dysphoria and!!!!!! holy fucking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I CAN PUT IT ON SO MUCH EASIER NOW!!!!!!! N IT ALSO DOESNT HURT TO WEAR WITHIN THE FIRST FIVE MINUTES AND!!!!!!!!!!!! AAA IT’S FRIGGEN AWESO #AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE!!!!!! CHEST? GONE!!!!!!!! AAAA #!! it may not be dysphoria actually!! it’s prolly dysmorphia actually!!!! not dysphoria cos it has nothin to do with gender presentation #i have no gender n do not care if i have a chest or not in the regards. i just do not like how i look dindndjjdnsj #i am gunna go think gay thoughts now peace out
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  • thatbassistbitch
    04.12.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    painfully lonely rn

    #have been for a while and i know i only have myself to blame but that doesnt make it hurt any less lmao #keep thinking bout the past and gods what i wouldnt give to just be that stupid 13 year old again with a friend group i could interact with #like irl#reliably #on a daily basis #when none of this shit really mattered and i felt like i knew what i was doing #those people dont think of me at all yet i think of them every day #several of them told me to kill myself and called me annoying as fuck but at least they talked to me and let me hang around them i guess #honestly i just. #im tired #i just wanna fuckin... #not exist anymore #it's been getting bad again for a while now and i dont wanna be here anymore lmao i spend most of my time either daydreaming or thinkin #bout how much i want this shit to stop #i wish i could just go to sleep and stay asleep #my dreams are horrific nightmares but theyre preferable to this living nightmare #im fucking haunted by shit nobody else can see or hear #im never good enough #i never will be #and i'm so fucking lonely im so goddamn fucking lonely #i havent had physical contact with a person my age since i was like... #14? 15? #the most physical contact i get now is when i touch someone else /platonic #or when my dad grabs my ass and thighs and kisses me and stuff #and i just #i cant do this shit anymore i dont want to #vent tw #for blacklist i guess #im so fucking tired #i dont wanna be here i just i wanna go to bed and stay there forever
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  • anomalousparaphernalia
    04.12.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    Extremely misread the second sentence and thought it was saying that somewhere there was an ER doctor named God

    #mine #jesus is my savior and god is my ER doctor
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  • jasbell
    04.12.2021 - 18 minutes ago

    Hey look!

    It's the genocidal gods!

    Xnau belongs to @dingodoodles

    And the other one belongs to me via this thing I did on deviant art

    https://www.deviantart.com/jasbell19/art/the-godess-chapter-1-her-return-885861595

    #drawing#art#oc#gods#genocide#dingo doodles#dnd#don't worry #i'm still working on it #chapter 4 i mean #of my book #... #yee
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  • brightbluesubaru
    04.12.2021 - 18 minutes ago

    Got a heating pad. Not a fan

    #my toxic trait is that im miserable bc of how much pain im in but am too anxious to take meds or use a fucking heating pad #seriously ill sooner vomit from the pain than take a god damn advil. i used to eat that shit like candy
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  • windstrider2017
    04.12.2021 - 19 minutes ago

    Wonderful, I think there’s some drunk freshman guy in the apartment

    #i like my roommates but dude #maybe it's bc i'm a junior but ugh jesus #i mean i don't want him to even notice me but #at least they're pretty responsible #i'm just gonna keep doing my own thing in my room bc i'm kinda burned out and not wanting to socialize rn #i also don't rly want to deal with some drunk freshman #i'm done w my video game marathon for now #i probably will need to eat some more food before i go to bed #and i don't want to stay up super late but i won't be going to bed for a few hours anyway #i've paused it to let my laptop charge and stuff but i wanna return to my gaming marathon tomorrow #oh god and then i guess i'll need to deal with my final paper proposal this weekend cause it's due sunday #and then the paper itself before next weekend preferably too #because i just want it over with so i can start my winter break earlier
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  • chelseasdagger
    04.12.2021 - 19 minutes ago

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    #hi hello i don’t rant on here because idk i feel like i’m not allowed to but yknow #just… this night is already so ridiculously tense and my whole body is on edge from sensory overload #and i just don’t get why you would let your phone play a video that’s so fucking loud it actually hurts my ears like #like i think if i hear this theme song again i’m going to actually rip somebody’s head off from their god damn neck #i want to fall through the floor and cry #also i vjdkskk i’m typing this as i’m stuck in a car with 5 other people and i just wish i could call that southern man who runs a hotel #just ask him to pick me up so i can drive home in some quiet #okay well i think i’ll try to listen to some music and cry quietly while i’m stuck here #chelsea stop speaking
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  • aqune
    04.12.2021 - 19 minutes ago

    i dont know why but i keep straight up like mentally have not been able to acknowledge that this month is what it is whatsoever

    #blook says things #Every Day im like oh my fucking god its december now wtf. #i realized in the middle of the afternoon christmas is this month. somehow it just doesnt even feel like it at all #but ig thats also how basically every holiday has been this year honestly
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  • cup-ah-jho
    04.12.2021 - 22 minutes ago

    Playing Cupid Parasite is like living your best romcom life while a royalty free version of Beach Boys’s “Wouldn’t it be Nice” plays in the background, and I am here for it.

    #cupid parasite #the ost for this otome game has been one of the best ones i’ve encountered so far #definitely love the feel the ost gives overall #really hammers in that this is a romcom in…Los…York…lmao #no thoughts on overall story since i’m just on my first route #but oh my god that common route i cannot
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  • unpolishedamber
    04.12.2021 - 23 minutes ago

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    #tw suicide #it's getting Bad again #its worse this year somehow #it's getting a lot harder to fight it #i know everyone only barely tolerates me so. why bother #not like they'd know #god im talking like im actually gonna do it but #delete later #im so tired all the time #i know everyone is only friends with me for what i can give them #nobody actually gives a shit about my feelings anymore
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  • a-honking-great-idea
    04.12.2021 - 25 minutes ago

    is it the hollow knight art speaking or are bleak cold grey scenes with a blaze of golden light just absolutely delicious

    #ramblings #just watched greyhound and. god. the scenes with burning ships or cannon fire or signal lights on the sea. feeling things that aren’t real #this color scheme my BELOVED
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  • jikookiekosmos
    04.12.2021 - 25 minutes ago
    #jey don’t forget to refill your fucking meds challenge failed again #these last few days and the ones coming up are gonna be some of the most trying I’ve ever had #I’m doing my best but my god do I feel like I’m failing
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  • safaerax
    04.12.2021 - 27 minutes ago

    Tik tok teaches me so many things.

    #SO MANY THINGS MAKE SENSE MY GOD #ooc. / / ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈˡʸ ⁿᵉⁱᵍʰᵇᵒʳʰᵒᵒᵈ ᵈᵘᵐᵇᵃˢˢ ~
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  • nbvethbrenatto
    04.12.2021 - 27 minutes ago

    moodboard: polyamorous taako (taz)

    #taako taz #the adventure zone #taz#tazedit#taz balance#my moodboards #a pretty adn little ditzy and weird and self cnoisu and good and etc character #a blessing #god i fucking love you so much #i mayb have named myself magnus but taako is the one i love with my entire heart <333
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  • nbvethbrenatto
    04.12.2021 - 30 minutes ago

    moodboard: scisaac (scott x isaac)

    #scisaac #scott x isaac #teen wolf#twedit #teen wolf edit #my moodboards #i know i made this but i also hurt myself with it #fucking hell #and god those top left front bottom lyrics for them..... fuck dude
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  • xmintyluvx
    04.12.2021 - 34 minutes ago

    HOLY SHIT IT ALL MAKES SENSE

    #OH MY GOD THEY WERE RIGHT #HOLY SHIT JUST BXJSJSNSK #sorry the newest chap of my manga came out and some big info dropped
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  • furloid
    04.12.2021 - 34 minutes ago

    What if we were both cat defense attorneys… and we both kissed… and we were both boys 😳🙀⁉️

    (So many alts + ref used under cut)

    (X)

    #my art #NEKO PUNCH! #GOD THIS TOOK LIKE. 2 HOURS I KNOW THATS NOT A LOT BUT I DONT USUALLY SPEND MORE THAN 30 MIN ON A DRAWING
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