answer me this, brain: what the FUCK was that you just dreamed up
answer me this, brain: what the FUCK was that you just dreamed up
BYYYE my mom had a dream and i saved my brother from dying then after i said was “can i have an apple” and went and about my day
Just had a dream (nightmare?) Where the sun disintegrated any exposed skin and the only salvation was shadow. It was weird.
nothing has quite convinced me that dreams are reclycled day events like this quarantine. i never had so many dreams about browsing social media or consuming media
it was one of those impulses.. luckily she had not forgotten to take a blanket with her this time after getting up from her side of the bed & make her way to her own hideout . although going up to the roof calmed her for the night , his company turned out to be a plus she didn't know she needed . setsuna moved her arms to place the blanket over their heads , grabbed him by the collar of his pajamas & pulled him down enough for her to kiss him on the lips , closing her eyes as she poured her feelings into the kiss . although they were not newfound feelings , perhaps it was the moment what prompted her to let go at least for once.. even with her own husband .
it wasn't until she slowly pulled away , that she removed the blanket off their heads & positioned it back over her shoulders to cover herself once more ; " returning to normal " after she gave a couple of steps back & cleared her throat while keeping her eyes closed . she could still endure a few more hours without sleep , but he had to go to his job early in the morning .
❛ you may go now . ❜
( for tasuku ; ace c': )
Tasuku, even in his sleep, was a very observant man. It was only natural considering his line of work, wanting to be prepared for anything to occur at anytime. He isn’t unaware of how many enemies he’s made in the past, of how many would love to see him and his family crumble. So, that’s why when his wife leaves their bedroom on the second floor of their apartment to go for her favorite place on the roof, he isn’t far behind her.
When he reaches his beloved wife, he is about to ask her if something is wrong. It wasn’t too uncommon she’d awake in the middle of the night after one of her recurring nightmares, after all. However, before he is even given the chance to utter a word, the commissioner is suddenly pulled forward by the collar of his pajama shirt after his wife covered them both in her warm blanket. He can’t see anything among the darkness, but he instantly feels her as their lips lock. That feeling, how it made his heart race, was enough for him to know exactly what was going on even if he could not see it properily.
The taller returns the kiss, of course. While his preferred place to do so was always and had been the forehead, something he had realized even back when he adorned the Purgatory Knight persona, he did not mind her preferred location either. Physical affection of any sort from Setsuna was always welcome in his eyes, including her more forward and sudden displays just like she had done.
“Is that so? Well, I’ll go back to bed...” He then moves to take the blanket off of her shoulders, wrapping her in it gently before taking her up in his arms without much effort. No way was he going to let her stay up here on a freezing cold night until the warmth of the sun would grace her. “And so will you, my beloved Songbird.”
slept horribly last night, dreamed an entire new season of spn, onlyoneof was there in very cher sheer seventies bodysuits but with neon eighties blazers, i woke up briefly then fell back asleep every hour or so, cas was a strange little Victorian child in a one-off episode from the pov of his young idealistic nanny, i am so disoriented and also i'm getting my first covid shot today
I woke up and chose to ship Donna and Alcina.
That‘s it. That‘s the post.
I finally did it, I finally had a dream about Spock. And bonus, it was both mirror!Spock and regular!Spock, and I got to hug the latter (after I tried it on the former and he pushed me away by the face). 🥰💙
There is this guy I know, have known, for 15 or 16 years of my almost 30 years on this earth...
He used to be my whole world, my partner, the person that was next to me no matter what, no matter what he went through or what I went through...
No matter how I treated him (which was often badly due to issues of my own) he never hesitated when I needed him. It was love. Real love, true love, it was unconditional.
Through several series of unfortunate events, we were forced away from each other, decisions were made for us that were out of our control...
And our lives went on... states now separated us, not just time, the distance was huge... before long we were nothing more then a memory to each other.
But I never forgot, I never stopped thinking about him and I never stopped knowing in my soul that I would forever love him with a love that was incomparable to any love I have ever felt. He was my one that got away, he was the one that I compared everyone to. The one that set the standards for what I wanted. And no one ever came close. But life moved on.
So this message is for you..
I met someone, fell in love, at least deep enough to be happy and create a family. I truly love my family, my husband, my child....
But he is not you... he can’t make me smile like you, or make me stumble over myself like you, he doesn’t feel as warm in his words and he will never know me the way you did... you saw me through some of the toughest times of my life, where I wanted to end it all, you kept me here. You know a side of me that no one else has or probably ever will.
We are talking again you and I, the man of my dream, the man of my past, we are friends after all these years, we have forgiven and come to terms with everything that darkened our past together...
But I don’t think you really understand how completely you have consumed my heart, how often I think of you, how regularly I miss you... you don’t know how painfully my heart beats knowing I can’t tell you this out of respect for the others in our lives... I love you still so completely that I hurt myself trying to do what is best for you and my own family. I feel this way but I don’t think you do and it’s ok if you don’t... years and years have passed and things change, things grow, and things wither. I don’t expect you to feel any thing for me at all...
But I love you with all my heart and soul, you feel like home to me, and sometimes my love for you and the memory of our love in the past is the only things that keep me going day to day....
But I message you hoping I’m not invading your life, I wait for you to reply like a love sick teen and feel the disappointment when I hear nothing... I set myself up to hurt, this I know...
But you consume me... completely consume me... I see you in my dreams. If I were to hear your voice I know tears would stream down my face, I miss that voice, the voice that still echos in my ears and brain, I still remember the way you smelled then, the smell of suede will always remind me of you.... I remember the way you held me close and never wanted me to be to far from you, I remember the look and feel of your hands, the ones I loved to hold, and most of all I remember the way you would look at me, with such intensity it would make my heart flutter until I feared it would stop. I still listen to the songs we used to listen to together, and I still sing the songs I used to sing to you, everything reminds me of you, whether I want it to or not, whether I try to think of you or not, you are always there. Like my shadow, behind me, mysterious and dark, and elusive. Uncatchable.
And I would give anything to be yours again... but our decisions have gotten us to where we are and not everything is bad. You seem content if not happy, and I am as happy as I can be through the stresses of my everyday life...
I just miss you and I miss us.....
I wish I could tell you that everyday. But I also love you enough to keep all this locked away, to not add confusion and regret to your mind and heart, to not make you betray the life you live now... I love you enough to keep it to myself... I love you enough to give you space. Keeping you as a friend in my life is enough for me.
And that’s why I’m here writing this, to get it out of my heart, this great heaviness I feel. I don’t shed a single tear, though the lump in my throat grows painfully pushing them away. I can’t escape, thoughts that circle my brain, and pinch my heart, finally down on paper and out for someone to read... though it probably won’t ever be the person it’s meant for...
But that’s ok. It has to be...
Just know I love you...
I had a dream that I fell into a void which erased me entirely including memories and personal belongings. After I became like a ghost, and was watching but couldn’t interact. There was only a few tiny hints that I existed: there were footprints left right where I fell and my cat remembered me and would walk around yelling and searching. My partner suddenly felt really sad and lonely but was t quite sure why. He had to work out I was missing in order to bring me back.
good morning I had a dream that some random girl was tryna turn into her dog so ENA robbed a bank and gave everyone in thr world jobs to "help"
I want to be someone else. I want to leave my country and start a life somewhere else, somewhere better.
*has a fucked up dream inside of another fucked up dream* Damn this better not be prophetic
i hate showering first thing after I wake up in the mornings it’s like my ADHD is speed running all the thoughts it couldn’t have while I was asleep
I can't believe I'm still crying over the same things this many months later like this is actually pathetic
had a dream last night I was the middle part of a Regina Mills and Lena Luthor sexy sandwich. honestly that was the best dream ive ever had. shame how it transitioned into an I am Legend style zombie apocalypse where I was running for my life. all good things have price I guess.
there r some ppl i’ve followed on here for so long that they show up as the stock characters in my dreams.........
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IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy, happy birthday from me and the other Hucci Mermaid Shirt xxxxx
Oh my GOD!!! This is the BEST!! Thank you so much, lovely! You're wonderful 🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Back when I first played through Half-Life like a year ago I ended up having this random dream where I was sitting somewhere and for whatever reason, a baby(?) houndeye came around the corner and just plopped itself down in my lap. It had the whole compound eye thing going on, with three legs and all that, but it was furry. Covered in soft light brown fur like a little bulldog puppy. Anyway, that’s why I think Valve intended houndeyes to be fuzzy (despite the ambiguity of the 1998 textures) and anybody who thinks they’re smooth and rubbery is Wrong /j