Day 11.
Sometimes it’s hard to find beauty in yourself . I just need to keep trying.
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I’d roam outside forever if I had a cozy little home to follow me so I could cuddle up in each night
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I took self portraits and honestly, I can’t believe I did them, let alone that this is me.
Maybe it’s just that I’m high tho.
0I’m falling behind
Can’t keep up
The list of tasks that need fulfilling are piling up
I can’t
I can’t catch up!
The mound of tasks I need to complete is overbearing
I can’t
I can’t climb it!
The daunting mountain is too much to bear
I can’t
I can’t get over it!
BUT I MUST
I’ll dig with my hands if I have to until that mountain crumbles.
I will succeed.
I’ll shovel the rubble if I have to until that mound has flattened.
I will succeed.
I’ll burn that list if i have to until the tasks are nothing but ash.
I
WILL
SUCCEED
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ps here was my full outfit for my halamshiral bullshit and also my man because i love him
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Hi lovelies!!!!!!! Just checking in 😊
I finally got my date for the academy and I’m super excited to go✊🏼I’m a little nervous but overall super stoked to go and finally get this probation done with 💪🏼I’m paying the universe grants me a pass and I can finally be able to do everything that comes with the job 🙃
Life aside from work has been blah honestly. Friends are basically non existent at this point. I try and try to reach out and say connected but idk, it’s just not reciprocated and doesn’t seem like I have real friends. I’ve been getting closer to leenie tho and I love that 🥰my internet friends seem to have become the only friends I truly do have.
Papa bear is hanging in there after his knee replacement surgery. He had a fall the other day but thankfully didn’t break anything he’s just really sore :/
I need to and really want to get back into my spirituality practices since I’ve fallen off so much but ugh I suck at doing things >.<
How have you all been though?!?! What’s new in life for all of you. I want to hear all the good things 😘🥰🖤
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