In my nightmares I still smell the beer lingering on your breath, or the way it sent chills down the back of my neck. I still feel my hands shaking as they were pushing yours away. I still taste the salt of my tears that slid down my cheeks and made home on my lips. I still hear your words “I’m sorry” after you were finished. I still remember. I’ll always remember.
2I cannot believe Eddie brock canonically has star wars stickers on the back of his laptop and watches the movies with his boyfriend and has a glitter phone case
this is the cutest thing oh my god
3You give me the strength to push forward my love, and for that I owe you everything.
0I know to you it didn’t seem like that long, but to me it was. It was more than those months, it was a lifetime I thought we had, all the plans we had. After he broke my heart I had to figure out who I was, and who I want to be. I had to figure out my future without him in it, and start to learn to love myself again. Sometimes when I miss him and you think I’m being rediculous, I miss more than just him and his presence, I miss the way he made me feel, I miss feeling loved like that, and I miss being that happy. When I’m missing him I don’t just mean his body, I’m missing the wedding with the colours and themes we had and I’m missing out kids that I already loved so much with names I’ll never be able to use now. I’m missing more than just his voice, I’m missing the laughter and the friends we made, and being able to open my photos without my heart dropping from seeing the pictures I still don’t have the strength to delete. I lost more than my best friend, my boyfriend, my first love, I lost and entire future, and an entire plan and I’m sorry that cutting and dying my hair seemed too over dramatic to you. And I’m sorry that I have trouble accepting the loss, but I’m also thankful you have never had to feel such pain, because if you did, you wouldn’t be so quick to judge.
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Seriously guys… 😭🥰
Like some randomness I threw up before bed…I cant even…like no words guys just love.
3I love V so much.. like they’re just so good and give support and comfort over every little and big thing I’m anxious or worried about. I don’t deserve them but am so grateful that they like me for some crazy reason. They’re just so amazing holy shit
1Pearl: finally admits out loud that Pink’s carelessness hurt her deeply and that even though she didn’t mean to cause so much damage, it still hurts
Me:
23And I told you I was happy for you, even though I was feeling totally empty, even thaugh your words made my reality colide. You chose her. I try to imagine you both together. It feels weird. I feel weird. Melancholy comes in. You chose her over me.
3my life… hasn’t been what you probably think it has. we all have our struggles
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