You deleted me from your whole life in a matter of seconds… everything that tied us together from a simple photo on Instagram to a picture on your wall. You deleted everything in seconds…. teach me how easy it was for you, so I can delete all of you as well.
I don’t like feeling this way. How do you not feel anything at all?
Spencer: I think I should go in first
Derek: what ?
Hotch: you want morgan to come with you?
Probably the most self destructive and toxic thought to have right after a breakup is, that he/she’s probably sleeping with someone else right now… doing all the things you used to do. And not having a care in the world about how you feel. He/She calls it “distracting themself”….
Bruno Mars - Grenade
If your significant other tells you that you don’t show how much you love them, all while your giving them your whole world. Being 100% loyal, push people away in life to make them feel more secure and less stressed with what you’re doing, working more for more money, paying for everything, making sure they’re pleasured before yourself to relieve their stress not yours, not letting them walk on the sidewalk closest to the street. Putting yourself closer to harm to make she they are always safe. Doing everything that think you can possibly do to give them and the relationship a better future… if they say that you still don’t show how much you love them…. they don’t deserve to be loved… they are blinded by falsehoods and fantasies…. What was just described is one of the purest and truest forms of love.
Why can’t people just genuinely talk to one another when in a relationship. Why do they have to get advice from outside people? Their so called friends… people who have no real relationship experience, because they’re not the type of people to have healthy relationships. But your significant other listens to them and let’s them manipulate themselves. Thinking their relationship is broken somehow for not meeting their friends fantasies, or being so called “normal”. When did private relationships not become a 1+1 thing? I would like to know. I might not ever agree to get in another one. People now days make all kinds of bullshit excuses and run away from anything that’s even remotely physically or especially mentally hard…. it’s rather cowardly, disrespectful and disgusting in my opinion. Don’t be in a relationship if you can’t handle it. End of story.
I really don’t understand how you could throw what we had away so easily. Almost as if it never happened for you. I can’t even begin to comprehend what goes through a persons mind to think this is okay to do to someone. Especially the person they’ve been telling for years that they “loved” them…
I wish I could have answers for my own mental health and sanity so I can just move on already. But you’ll never give them to me. Almost as if you get some sick joy knowing you’re putting me through all this suffering.
I just want to know…. what did I ever do to you?