~~A Letter to Myself (Body)~~
I’ll admit I haven’t always been very fond of you. I’ve honestly at times out right hates you. Wished I could change you to be someone else’s.
But as I’ve grown older I’ve learned more about you. I’ve learned to accept your flaws( stretch marks, dimples, and imperfect skin). And to acknowledge, accept and even praise you for what you’ve done and do.
I’ve come a long way to loving you (much less even liking you). And I still have a long way to go.
But I want to thank you, dear body, for being my own. For getting up in the morning and pushing though the day. I want to thank you, my body, for never going away. For staying standing and walking when I wanted to fall and never get up.
I’m still beginning to learn how to love you and I want to thank you, dear body, my body, for giving me the time to figure out how.
0My partner’s pet name for me is Goober/Goob.
I absolutely live for it.
0The exams have me exhausted … I want to stalk Pedro’s fans all day 🙊🙈 … and my veins need new content from Pedro!!!
0i don’t know where you are or how you’re doing. i don’t know who you’re in love with and i don’t know if you ever think about me. but know this, my love, the thought of you keeps me up at night. i remember how we used to talk every day, how you told me that you loved me. how i told you my darkest secrets and you listened to each and every one. how i came to you with my problems and you made everything better. you were the light of my world, the best part of every day. and now you’re gone. i can’t find you anywhere. you won’t answer my texts and your blog is nowhere to be found. wherever you are, my love, i hope you’re happy. i hope you smile and laugh and enjoy life. but most of all, i hope you haven’t completely forgotten about me.
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