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  • loveraindropsblog
    25.09.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    "Οι σχέσεις αποτελούν δομή, ενώ η αγάπη είναι αδόμητη.

    Η αγάπη λοιπόν σχετίζεται ασφαλώς, αλλά δεν μετατρέπεται ποτέ σε σχέση. Η αγάπη είναι μια διαδικασία από τη μια στιγμή στην επόμενη. Να το θυμάσαι. Η αγάπη αποτελεί μια κατάσταση της ύπαρξής σου, όχι μια σχέση.

    Υπάρχουν άνθρωποι που αγαπούν κι υπάρχουν άνθρωποι που δεν αγαπούν. Οι άνθρωποι που δεν αγαπούν υποκρίνονται πως αγαπούν μέσω των σχέσεων. Οι άνθρωποι που αγαπούν δεν χρειάζεται να έχουν κάποια σχέση – η αγάπη αρκεί.

    Να είσαι άνθρωπος που αγαπά αντί να βρίσκεσαι μέσα σε μια σχέση αγάπης – διότι οι σχέσεις συμβαίνουν τη μια μέρα και εξαφανίζονται την άλλη. Είναι λουλούδια΄ το πρωί ανθίζουν, ως το βράδυ έχουν χαθεί.

    Εσύ να είσαι άνθρωπος που αγαπά…

    Αλλά δυσκολεύονται πολύ οι άνθρωποι να είναι άνθρωποι που αγαπούν κι έτσι δημιουργούν κάποια σχέση – και ξεγελάνε κατά τον τρόπο αυτό, ότι ΄"Τώρα είμαι άνθρωπος που αγαπάει, αφού έχω μια σχέση".

    Και η σχέση μπορεί να είναι μονοπωλιακή, κτητική, αποκλειστική. Η σχέση μπορεί να υπάρχει μόνο από φόβο, μπορεί να μην έχει τίποτε να κάνει με αγάπη. Η σχέση μπορεί να είναι απλώς ένα είδος ασφάλειας – οικονομικής ή κάτι άλλο. Η σχέση είναι αναγκαία μόνον επειδή δεν υπάρχει αγάπη. Η σχέση είναι ένα υποκατάστατο.

    Να είσαι σε εγρήγορση! Η σχέση καταστρέφει την αγάπη, καταστρέφει την ίδια τη δυνατότητα της γέννησής της." - Osho

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    Δυστυχώς... Πονάει πολύ αυτή η αποκάλυψη...

    Προσωπικά με διαλύει

    Όμως...

    Η αγάπη μου για εσένα, τα ξεπερνά όλα...

    Ακόμα και τον προσωπικό μου θρήνο, την συντριβή μου που δεν υπάρχει στον κόσμο για εμένα η αγκαλιά σου

    Κι έτσι ξέρω πως είναι αλήθεια.

    Ξέρω.

    Κι ας με διαλύει.

    Και ξέρω ότι το ξέρεις κι εσύ.

    Κι αυτό με διαλύει ακόμα περισσότερο.

    Όμως ίσως να ήρθα γι αυτό το μάθημα εδώ...

    Σε αυτό το παράξενο μέρος....

    Μα δε γίνεται να δεχτώ πως δε θα με κρατήσεις στα χέρια σου ποτέ...

    Ούτε μια φορά...

    Δε μπορώ να το διαχειριστώ σαν ιδέα...

    Δεν αντέχω να το σκέφτομαι....

    Μου είναι ανθρωπίνως αδύνατο....

    Δεν καταλαβαίνεις...

    Ούτε ο Osho καταλαβαίνει...

    Είμαι γυναίκα...!

    Γιατί...

    Γιατί.........

    #ap #love of my life #my love
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  • fruitymac
    25.09.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    feeling particularly transgender this morning. might fuck your mother.

    #i LOVE going through my drafts <3
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  • dehydratedbookworm
    25.09.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    Why do we need validation?

    How does the world possess any right to decide who we are supposed to fall in love with?

    Aren't our hearts built to beat

    for anyone we desire?

    Equations are solved

    Unnecessary yet necessary theorems are memorized,

    Still, it seems so difficult

    For everyone to comprehend

    That Love is Love.

    It is strange,

    How things like cigarettes and cocaine and alcohol

    Are often accepted,even appreciated .

    Maybe the world wouldn't have turned its back on me

    If I had chosen to indulge myself

    In chalky white powders and velvet smooth drinks.

    But I would rather get drunk on you.

    #original poem #dead poets society #lgbtq#lgbtq poem#wlw #love is love #my poem#poetry#tumblr poets #poets on tumblr #spilled writing#writeblr #writers and poets #my writing #writers on tumblr #writing #dark academic aesthetic #dark academia #dark academia aesthetic #romantic academia#chaotic academia #chaotic academic aesthetic #chaotic energy#original writing#spilled poetry#bisexuality#bisexual#lesbian#gay#sapphic
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  • hella1975
    25.09.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    hey hypothetical game you have two options, option no1 you can be healthy and responsible in the days before literally leaving home and going to university to be an adult OR option no2 you can stay in birmingham until 1am and lose your voice absolutely BELTING british bombs by declan mckenna and spend a two hour train journey home sat next to a tory who loves the sound of his own voice and WILL NOT shut the fuck up no matter how much you insult him. totally hypothetical ofc

    #i may have made some mistakes.... #i feel ROUGH and i have to finish packing lmaooo live love laugh #i regret nothing #but yeah the boy next to us on the train was like that tiktok audio of that lad saying all those big words without ever actually making #a point. like he just kept going on and on and me and my mate were just like :/ #we were SO rude as well and he would just not take a hint #at one point he brought up thatcher and literally started the sentence with #'do i think what she did was wrong? yes. but do i think she was under a lot of pressure-?' YOU FUCKING WHAT DSFJKDSNHGKJ #anyway if anyone has any advice for uni move in day PLEASE give it me #particularly people who know anything about uni in england but honestly i will take any and all advice rn xx #declan mckenna was fucking insane btw omfg #never gonna top it #i've peaked
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  • lacylovesdragons
    25.09.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    taking care of the boys~

    can’t wait to get my hands on the rest of ‘em

    #punishing gray raven #pgr #i love them all very much #might lvl the livs next... cant neglect my daughter with watanabe
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  • littlefrenchsims
    25.09.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    Yessica Asmodée

    Nature : Demon

    Job : medium

    Single

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  • loveandviolets
    25.09.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    okay, but how do i dream about being on a date with a girl and then afterwards my brain goes "oh no, bitch. you're not bi. you just dreamed about her cause yesterday you remembered she never texted you back, but also you subconsciously want to dream about her as proof that you're bi. so you're not."

    #my brain 30min later: okay but have you seen karen gillan #i sure love internalised biphobia #bisexual#lgbtq+
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  • jisungshotfirst
    25.09.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    Hanse... I'm in love with you.

    Having drag queens in a mv for a song that is very much house edm which is so rooted in drag culture... the amount of respect. And him playing with gender expression (as he always does) but putting himself alongside the drag queens saying that he understands them exactly, he understand what gender means to him and them and isn't afraid to play with it.... I'm rambling here but this is just so important!

    #I love hanse :((((((((( #my emotional support queer idol <3 #hanse#do hanse#victon#subimps#hanse doose
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  • sarcasticmii
    25.09.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    Vibe check but oddly specific

    #Gremlin (affectionate) #You are so chaotic and I would 100% come to you with my worst ideas for approval! I would love to take you to my family events with absolut #Gatekeep#Girlboss baby #you're the best. #uquiz
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  • stfreds
    25.09.2021 - 15 minutes ago
    𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒    /    ft. @kalixus.
    #𝐃𝐘𝐍 . 𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐗   /   the truest of blue and a love like a roar. #𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒   /   an artificial light - come and gather around ! #don't @ me i just wanted these on my blog so i can cry abt them always thanks
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  • iamibxxi
    25.09.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    Stay with the one

    who does not mind you

    staying hugged for more than

    1 minute.

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  • spn-in-2021
    25.09.2021 - 17 minutes ago

    childhood friends have that unique ability to absolutely destroy you 

    #im being dramatic they just called out my love for loki #log.txt
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  • boyishdevotion
    25.09.2021 - 18 minutes ago

    this is my last year of taking mandatory latin lessons but What if i continued taking them higher up into school

    #its just so fun all my classmates disagree but well i love learning latin
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  • chaotic-gay-is-my-alignment
    25.09.2021 - 19 minutes ago

    I love playing dnd with the queerest of groups because I can just throw in an npc who basically ticks off all the gay stereotypes in the most loving way possible.

    Sometimes (always) you just want your queer characters to be fruity as hell, you know?

    #yes he'd definitely die insulting the wallpaper #it's just that when you have enough queer npcs (all of them) you can do this #because i love this little fruit #enough to make several moodboards about him xD #also sometimes i myself would like to be completely gay stereotypes so here we are #just leaning into it :D #hope i don't have to bury that gay too soon #you never know what happens in dnd... #dungeons and drag gang #my beloved
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  • theprettybluedreams
    25.09.2021 - 22 minutes ago

    I don't to be part of your circle if it means that I have to cut off my edges

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  • balkan-ballad
    25.09.2021 - 22 minutes ago

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    #got a cryptic text from my grandma telling me to not stay alone and give birth to a child because they stay with u and whatever else she #meant to say. my grandparents sometimes text in their own made up languages and only God knows what they mean #anyway as much as I love my grandparents; sometimes these get too much #I did however realize for myself that I don't own anyone in my family a single thing. I can't yet completely turn off the feeling of guilt #but I did not choose to be anyone's anything. they did choose where they went back and where they left their family. then and now #this makes me sad but I will have to accept that some things will never be the same. I'll keep my memories of the good times
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  • trashcanniballecter
    25.09.2021 - 23 minutes ago

    my dog: *does a little gallop*

    me, crying: you are the cutest thing in the world and I love you

    #it's so cute #i love him #baxter#my dog
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  • thatsulleninhabitant
    25.09.2021 - 25 minutes ago

    (from hobart)

    watch you watch me

    over an entire sea

    flashing subdued lights

    pretending i’m at a high

    argue about the concept of regret

    that’s what fiona apple said

    or perhaps it’s actually just shame

    your face the visual to someone else’s name

    #my poetry ew #i wrote this back in like march so #hm #interesting display of mental place #loved hobart! had a totally grat tim #was so good #not at all traumatic #q: its just that the moon is full and u happened to call
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  • nonbinarynoahczerny
    25.09.2021 - 27 minutes ago

    To own a cat is just to routinely remind them you think they’re a bastard cunt

    #shiv I love you but also die <3 #my post
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