#my stuff Tumblr posts

  • daemonmatthias
    03.08.2021 - 1 minute ago

    I've been fiddling around trying to be productive while waiting for a text that my rx is ready (ADHD hell already, ofc), and finally gave up and was about to leave to run the rest of my errands when two different people I love texted me at the same time about extremely unexpected things happening to them. I had my shoes on an everything but now I've been sitting on the couch texting them for 30 minutes.

    Like... Do I just shake that all off and go on my errands?? My rx still isn't even ready!!

    #my husband's supervisor is leaving very suddenly and there's a small chance for internal promotion #i think if they do promote then my husband would have the best chance #the only other guy who's been there longer than him does like network stuff #when my husband's work is closer to the supervisor's #also my friend for whom dropping stuff off with was on my list of errands #got threatened by a student and is now being investigated by the district #she is absolutely panicked that she's going to lose her job #and also because of her meeting i can't drop stuff off with her #so like... for real i need to convince myself that the remaining errands are worth running anyway #even the adhd says do all errands or none
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  • queersette
    03.08.2021 - 2 minutes ago

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    #im back in my flat and there's too many people and too much stuff im back to bite bite kill kill clenching my jaw get my family Out Of Here #like its fine ill adjust its just Very Sudden and im not coping
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  • burning-chaos-in-the-wind
    03.08.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    Nero has joined the bean family ~

    I love how they gave him his little devil-arm. So cute. ❤

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  • pezitech
    03.08.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    the past two illustrations i’ve made for the kronian reference sheet :]

    #kronian meta #definitely could’ve put more effort into it but alas ❤️ no. #u can tell i just slapped a blue color burn layer over it LOL but it looks cool so it’s ok #the original colors were too muted #also procreate’s hard rain brush sucks lmfao. i tried making my own rain brush but i couldn’t figure it out so i gave up #i’ll try looking for a good one some other time #< wait all of this is in regards to the city scape LMFAO should’ve made that clear #the fashion one is fine i think i could’ve done some stuff differently but i’m kinda proud. i’m really bad at designing clothes #pinterest is my best friend #also click for quality tumblr sucks ass
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  • andzia267
    03.08.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    Deans transgression: he got shoes on the bed wth

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  • manifold-updates
    03.08.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    Jack replied to Tommy!

    #jack manifold#twitter#tommyinnit #sorry my phones been on charge for a bit #and doing stuff on desktop rubs me the wrong way
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  • lizzy-dotharl
    03.08.2021 - 10 minutes ago

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    #I keep trying to find self-diagnosis stuff for autism #cause I want to KNOW #but I got so frustrated trying to find anything #which probably just reinforces the idea that I am autistic #but also I feel wrong and bad about doing that #but I just spent two hours in an overstimulation nightmare #locked in a silent dark cold room #Im very conflicted and I just want help... #but Ive been told an official diagnosis could hurt me because of my child... #so Im too scared to actually get tested #and everything just sucks #Ill probably delete this later #im just venting...
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  • devilbunzz
    03.08.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    Just had a nightmare *does a kickflip*

    #me stuff #it was another reoccurring thing which I didn’t like #I’m kinda paranoid now too but whatever uhm #I’m gonna add a new thing to my world cuz of it tho so that’s cool #but yea AUHG >_<
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  • terudai
    03.08.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    atlus said “fuck you” personally to me by using hebrew words for the mementos paths, but basing them on references from a specific book, and this book is so niche that amazon is the only site that sells mostly used copies of it for about 800$. how’d they even find it bro

    #at least the wiki says that's the source for these names #i couldn't really find it anywhere else so i mean. yeah probably #man idk how to explain this stuff in my video i really don't. this is evil
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  • stuckinmythroat749
    03.08.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    Do you ever feel so horrible, but you know you have to soldier on because you decided to live?

    #sad-ish#sad#personal #IDK. I'm just SadTM #depression#my posts#stubborn #I KNOW I'm going to live which makes me feel bad for asking for attention and stuff :/ #like. I CAN soldier through this but also I shouldn't have to
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  • veritasnvirtue
    03.08.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    6.12.20 -- "i wish i could bottle this up," i whispered to no one at sunrise. "i never feel like this for long."

    and were this the novel i spin, someone i loved would've sat beside me, would've responded in the same hushed tone, "like what?"

    "happy."

    but this wasn't a novel, and there was no one around but the orioles, the squirrel that dashed from the sign of life, and me.

    #this is from last year and its unedited but i love it #my writing #poetry on tumblr #spilled poetry#on poetry#my poetry#my poem#prose poem#poem#poetry#poemas#my thoughts#my stuff #this wasnt meant 2 b writing i was just depressed but a yr later i find it so evocative
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  • spiralstain
    03.08.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    I started watching "what we do in the shadows", and don't get me wrong it's very funny and good but I constantly feel so bad for Guillermo :'((((

    #poor little man i wanna give him a hug #almost done season 1 atm #i have a very boring job so im allowed to listen/watch stuff while i do it and ive been making my way through the movie and show today
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  • itsthemysteryofthedroods
    03.08.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    Brent Halligan from The Mystery of The Druids is unironically one of the best written neurodivergent (and mentally ill) characters in fiction and no, I will have no one tell me and the fandom otherwise.

    #mystery of the druids #the mystery of the druids #motd#brent halligan#MOTD meta#ND Halligan #I wanna write so much on this subject. #There's already stuff on my drafts-
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  • innovation-daughter
    03.08.2021 - 15 minutes ago

    i see a lot of my mutuals talk about their bad relationships from the past. at least none of have dated ppl that unironically enjoyed those new white twink minecraft ytubers

    #no shade to ppl that like them but having been made to watch those videos i have never in my life seen cringier stuff #maybe its cause im not in their main age demo but ik that even like 14yo video game obessed me would have found #those men annoying as hell #mine
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  • saltwatertaf
    03.08.2021 - 18 minutes ago

    Nothing pisses off cishet people like calling inconveniences homophobic/transphobic in their presence. Traffic light stopping you at an inconvenient time??? ‘This is homophobic!’

    Watch as they get annoyed at your throwing the label around.

    #ofc if other queer or lgbtq ppl take offense then I’d stop doing it in their presence #but my sister gets annoyed at the comedy she’s like ‘ugh dont call stuff that’ #and the stuff in question will be a spoon that bent trying to scoop out ice cream
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  • spanishrose2002
    03.08.2021 - 19 minutes ago

    How I Spend My Day:

    1. Write two chapters. 2. Start planning the final chapters of Wandering Home.

    3. Get very detailed plans of the first ten or so chapters of the Caryl Mail-Order bride fic done.   Of course, Daryl isn’t the only Dixon special-ordering his bride.  (Not gonna lie, I’m already sqeeing over certain things that have been written.)

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  • squishownu
    03.08.2021 - 21 minutes ago
    #im so sadddddddd :(((( #this was so cute #but god im scarred from past experience and will never ever act on a crush ever again #and i don't mean going forwad #i mean making myself known/seen #first year in uni before i changed my major there was this girl in our class who got into a relationship with this senior guy #apparently she approached abt him helping her with studies and notes and stuff and she was persistent and he wasn't that interested #so at one point he started showing interest in me(which honestly made no sense bc she was way more attractive than me at the time at least) #they broke up and he was everywhere I went and my fool ass my friends would sit around giggling at how one of the hottest seniots in the- #-department is into me. he even sent a follow request on ista and we followed each other for ages. but he never came forward #basically what im saying is im never putting myself out there again. #it was so humiliating that he did that only so the other girl would leave him alone... not even to make her jealous. #ask#namjooningmoonchild
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  • asilentguardian
    03.08.2021 - 23 minutes ago

    They fall in love at all of the wrong times, Bruce and Hal. There’s a push and pull to it, a tide that crashes through them as often as it recedes.

    Their first kiss is innocent in its violence. It lasts mere moments, time that no longer feels sufficient, a moment that gets washed away by Bruce’s grief. He loses a child and seems determined to lose everyone else along with him.

    They learn to trust each other again, their interactions hazy and so thick that Bruce thinks he’ll choke on it. He can see the pain in Hal’s eyes, pain that he can feel splitting his own heart in two when Hal goes down a path he can’t follow. Bruce has never really believed in evil, but when Parallax stands before him he can’t help but see the devil.

    Their second first kiss is horrifying and wonderful and Hal is alive. He’s holding Bruce’s face in his palms, alive. The pain lingers and his eyes are darker and Hal is alive. The current fades, for a while. Their hands are steady, bodies in sync.

    This time, when it’s Hal’s turn to look into the eyes of the devil-who-is-familiar, the pain that grips him is no longer pain. It’s an agony he exists in, an agony that is barely eased by the knowledge that Bruce is alive, somewhere. Love and hope are brief respites from the storm that has swallowed Hal.

    Bruce’s body has been overworked for 40 years and the Lantern Corps have been reformed countless times before they have their last first kiss. The breeze is gentle at Wayne Manor, the noise subtle. Right here, on the roof of the manor, where the sun is softened by the clouds and Hal is safe in Bruce’s arms, where kissing Hal feels like home, Bruce no longer fears the devil.

    #had to make it a happy ending tbh #batlantern#halbruce#shippy stuff#my stuff#my writing#aspeaks #ALSO the religious undertones here came from no where sorry lol #I'm not particularly religious but I love when writers compare love to worship and shit #especially queer love
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  • spaghetti-0
    03.08.2021 - 27 minutes ago

    Society if Claire Novak dressed just a teensy bit more like my irl friend Margret:

    #I need to finish this drawing still but tbh I probably won’t so I’m posting it as is #i am once again asking someone to come teach me how to draw hands #my art stuffs #spn
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