I find that i give people the gift of trust, and with it comes a measure of control over the very swell of my soul. How do i tell someone that they have captured me, my heart, my mind? that I have given myself over to them, though they may not know that they consume every moment of my waking days? And what of the sleepless nights, mind churning over what if’s and could have been’s? I give people my trust, and with it comes turmoil unspeakable should they choose to ruin me.