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  • يعزّ علي وعلى قلبي أترك علاقة قريبة لي مرة..في كل مرة أفكر فيها أقول الحل الأنسب أنها توقف هنا بس للحظة يعزّ علي وللحظة أفكر وأخطط وأبحث عن طرق أدل فيها حيرتي بس الطريق واضح أمامي،لطالما طرى على بالي أقدم وأسوي أي شيء حتى وان كان بسيط جداً بس لأشعر بالارتياح ولأكون الطرف اللي حتى وان حالت بيننا الأقدار واتخذت مجراها للفراق أبقى الطيّب السمح النقي الصافي.لكن تردني أشياء كثير أولها ردّة فعل الشخص أعرفها قبل لا أشرع بالفعل اللي أفكر أسويه هل بيتقبل هالرحابه اللي قابلته فيها هل بيطيب خاطري بكلمه تعدل الصورة الأخيرة من اللي حصل بيننا! طيب حماسي وشعوري اللي حطيته بهالشيء البسيط المقدم وش بيكون بعد ما أجزم وأسويه!هل أنا بكون راضية عن نفسي؟ولا أنا بكون مبسوطة بعدها؟

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  • Küstüğümüzde kollarında şarkı söylemek isterdim

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  • Accepting death only so long as it’s by the hand of a specific person is actually something that can be so sexy

    #i Am still thinking about the kurokura murder-suicide idea. i will Never stop thinking about the kurokura murder-suicide idea #currently losing neurons all because of them #never has a ship made me long for a tragic ending as much as a happy one more than them. their power #one half of my brain is just can you PLEASE start thinking about studying PLEASE. while the other half is all OH I *AM* THINKING YES. #will this ever end... #mypost#p+
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    حـالتي في اقتباس:

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  • how many times will i type baenabas or barnanabas instead of barnabas. how many

    #blows a raspberry @ my keyboard #mypost
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    howl time

    #he is like generic twink but i still like him #mypost
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    mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmovie first i can do fr stuff later

    #mypost#😩😩😩😩😩 #it took me too long to make a simple decision help
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    i am not getting Any notifications

    #i updated tumblr in the hopes of getting pictures in asks powers but instead it broke #mypost
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    do i movie first or dick around on fr Then movie

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    i hate my eyes post says galo essay and i read it too fast and saw galussy

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    i couldn’t see icons on kast last night but now i can and we are all galo once more

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    promare isnt a movie its just an experience

    #i dont register it as a movie in my head its just a thing that exists and makes me go :) thats all #it also makes me go :( too tho #mypost
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  • Ok I’m a nice person I like being nice I feel bad if I’m not nice so whenever someone has a problem I try to help them but there’s this guy in one of my courses’ group chat who’s always like “no this doesn’t work, tell me another way” “send me another link” and never asks gently or thanks you and just. Oh so you want me to kill you. You want me to stab you huh. Be thankful DaD is a thing.

    #i don't even respond to him anymore fuck you if someone else feels like it They will #i've learned his number out of Spite i hate him #mypost
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  • Ok look, I don’t excuse what Bobby/Trevor did in cannon. BUT I just had this idea for something that might make it less horrible, and also kind of makes sense. Also this is going to be long and I’m on mobile so I’m sorry I cant put in a keep reading link.

    TW: this will probably have some not at all researched psychological theory and also probably some mental health things mentioned. It will not get super dark though, nothing outside of the cannon deaths.

    • Ok so here’s the thing, having traumatic experiences can lead to memory loss right?
    • So, Bobby is the one that discovers the boys dealing with the severe food poisoning/whatever was in those hotdogs
    • He runs to the nearest place with a phone and calls the ambulance
    • He is the one in the ambulance with them all as they die
    • People always talk about who was the last member of sunset curve alive? Luke, Alex, or Reggie? Who was the one that was all alone when the other two boys died? None. None of them were alone as they died because Bobby was with them the entire time. He was the one that was left alone
    • He watched as all three of his friends died one by one in the back of the ambulance (he convinced ambulance workers that he was the closest thing any of the boys had to family (at that point he was))
    • By the time they get to the hospital, all of the boys have been declared dead
    • The hospital staff call Bobby’s parents to come get him (because he did still have a relationship with his parents) and then Bobby’s parents talk to the police (because the police have to investigate this incident) and tell them how to contact all the other boys parents (they knew that the boys weren’t in contact with their parents, but surely their parents would care that they had died?)
    • After they deal with all of it, Bobby’s parents take him home and try to talk to him but he’s in shock (obviously)
    • Bobby says hes just tired and want to sleep, they let him because he definitely needs time to process (Bobby’s parents were hippies? That is very possible)
    • When Bobby wakes up the next morning he doesn’t remember anything about the band. All he can remember is that his best friends are dead. He doesn’t even remember how they died.
    • His parents send him to therapy and basically they find out that he has PTSD from the whole event (and also survivors guilt) they think that if they play some of the bands music for him it might help him remember
    • He eventually starts remembering the songs and then eventually starts making music again
    • Since none of their parents were super involved with the band nobody knows who actually wrote the songs (and our boys didnt think they needed to put writers credits on their demos, they all knew Luke was the writer) so they just assume Bobby wrote the songs for whatever reason.
    • Bobby starts performing at open mic nights as part of his therapy and he plays sunset curve songs because that’s all he knows
    • He gets signed by a record exec that makes him change his name because Bobby isn’t “rock and roll enough”
    • Bobby gets famous and as the years go by he starts remembering more songs
    • Its 10 years into his career before he remembered that Luke wrote all of the songs, but at this point it’s too late to turn back
    • And then he sees the boys on Carrie’s computer and he can feel that those are his old band mates so he gets the tickets to the orpheum
    • When he sees them performing he knows that its them and he is suddenly hit with the rest of the memories of them that had been blocked out for years (including the night when the boys died)
    • He doesn’t understand how or why they’re here, hes still not sure if this is just a weird sort of flashback remembering or not but he thinks it’s happening in the present.
    • All he knows for sure is that he needs to talk to Julie. As soon as possible.
    #jatp #julie and the phantoms #mypost#kimberleysthoughts#jatp bobby#jatp trevor #this is 100% just a random thought that i in no way think is going to be cannon #i think i may have taken some liberties with the plot of the actual show sooo... #enjoy my thoughts
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  • ahahah my mom is gonna beat the shit out of me

    I went to tell her goodnight, see you in the morning, etc etc and she asked me if I was doing school stuff, and I said no, and she said why, and I said that I dropped the class, and she said why again, and I just said I don’t know, and she’s going to talk to me in the morning

    There’s no eloquent way to say “the only thing keeping me from splattering my brains on my bedroom walls is the fact that I need to go to work and take care of my old people” and I have zero energy nor drive to do anything else

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  • Idc how many people give me attention if it’s not from you it doesn’t mean shit…

    #mypost#myposts #I miss you
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