All I wanted was a good solid relationship with you. I still want that with you. But you’re not capable of that right now. And it’s not your fault. I’m not mad at you, I don’t hate you. But I can’t keep hurting myself over and over waiting for you to be ready. it’s not fair to me. I shouldn’t feel this way. If i’m with someone I should be happy, not hurting. And the same goes for you, you should be happy, not hurting. I still love you, I don’t wanna let go because I love you. But I don’t know what else to do. I can’t fix all your problems, I wish i could, but I can’t. you have to do that for yourself. Like you said before, you don’t wanna need me, you don’t wanna “be saved” by me. I get that. You need to save yourself. And I really hope you do. And maybe for you to do that you can’t focus on being with me and making me happy. so maybe this is all for the best. I hope you fix yourself and i hope you don’t forget me. I hope how much you’ve said you love me stands the test of time and when you’re ready, you think of me. But I fear that won’t be the case. But at this point I just have to trust that what’s meant to happen will happen. and if it doesn’t happen, maybe it wasn’t ever supposed to....as much as i hate that. I love you, and I’m sorry.
Hate me, but I still have no clue how are all my biggest crushes headcanoned by most of fans specifically as bottoms and why. Lmao how does that even work?
And why I never get into that?
So today I learned that people will stop considering you a friend if you commit the unforgivable crime of *checks notes* not hanging out with them every day during a worldwide pandemic. Nice.
help girl my hyperfixations are running out and my special interest is making me extremely angry
I am not really a “shopper” (I actually like to window shop, I like to go and look around in stores, but I am pretty frugal and I don’t part with my money willy-nilly) but I have a few small items that I have been wanting for a long time, that aren’t expensive, actually most of them are small collectable items that I keep on my bookshelves or desk and such, but a few of them are not in-stock anymore and I have to find them on ebay, and they are usually expensive re-sale, so I can’t justify it to myself to buy a Funko Pop for like, 40 bucks, and it sucks because the reason I want those in particular, is because the character/person/franchise they represent hold some special meaning to me, they have value to me in my heart....its such a dilemma, but I am not willing to part with my money like that, especially not right now.
I'm allowed to put importance on things I do with other people that are not a big deal to them. We don't have to care about the things we do together equally. It's okay if it's important to me.
I HAVE SUPERBS ON EVERY RHYTHM HEAVEN FEVER GAME EXCEPT REMIX 10 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
𝑨𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑫, the face daniel sharman has been reserved for the next 24 hours.
I’m always actively working on a playlist for you
I miss mixtapes.
Listening to shared playlists is nice and all but there’s something visceral about have a mixed tape or CD in your hand and sharing songs and artists with your friends