#myself Tumblr posts

  • decimateddreams
    14.05.2021 - 1 minute ago
    #and honestly?? great!!! it's really cool actually #ask#beleth tag #wow i suddenly want to teach myself to play the piano (like properly not just messing around hm we don't currently have a piano or anything)
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  • vintagedean
    14.05.2021 - 3 minutes ago
    #making myself sadder lmao #daddycest#deanjohn#claraxbarton
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  • f1oneshots
    14.05.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    SMOOOOOTH OPERATOOOOR

    SMOOOOOTH OPERATOOOOR

    SMOOOOOTH OPERATOOOOR

    SMOOOOOTH OPERATOOOOR

    #yeah#hey#carlos sainz #look at me #i like this song #that means you like me #ugh you wish girl #lol im talking to myself
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  • perfectlyhappypumpkin
    14.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    An open letter...

    All I wanted was a good solid relationship with you. I still want that with you. But you’re not capable of that right now. And it’s not your fault. I’m not mad at you, I don’t hate you. But I can’t keep hurting myself over and over waiting for you to be ready. it’s not fair to me. I shouldn’t feel this way. If i’m with someone I should be happy, not hurting. And the same goes for you, you should be happy, not hurting. I still love you, I don’t wanna let go because I love you. But I don’t know what else to do. I can’t fix all your problems, I wish i could, but I can’t. you have to do that for yourself. Like you said before, you don’t wanna need me, you don’t wanna “be saved” by me. I get that. You need to save yourself. And I really hope you do. And maybe for you to do that you can’t focus on being with me and making me happy. so maybe this is all for the best. I hope you fix yourself and i hope you don’t forget me. I hope how much you’ve said you love me stands the test of time and when you’re ready, you think of me. But I fear that won’t be the case. But at this point I just have to trust that what’s meant to happen will happen. and if it doesn’t happen, maybe it wasn’t ever supposed to....as much as i hate that. I love you, and I’m sorry.

    #personal #Everything in me wants to cling to you and not let go #but i can't do that #i shouldn't feel this way #I shouldn't put myself through this much pain #but i can't help hoping one day it'll all work out #no matter how far fetched it seems #or maybe i'll just be alone for a long ass time #who knows #because i can't even begin to try to put forth the effort for another relationship any time soon #I can't handle more disappointment and sadness #i can't handle putting everything into something again just for it to fail. #i'm still in the process of trying to rebuild myself #and now i feel like i'm starting all over #sorry word vomit #i'm very emotional and i just needed to get my feelings out #because if i don't i'll hurt myself
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  • harryysstyless
    14.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

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    #ignore ignore ignore #god I just want one full day of peace #one full day where I don't feel like a burden or someone to be worried about #I did't even get to eat my fod before it happened today just.. #I was having a really nice day too #:/ #like I would never ever do anything to harm myself ever but #just wish I didn't exist #things would be easier and better #i'm gonna try to eat and then probably take some melatonin and sleep a lot #lindsey rambles
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  • yuxatengri
    14.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    Hate me, but I still have no clue how are all my biggest crushes headcanoned by most of fans specifically as bottoms and why. Lmao how does that even work?

    And why I never get into that?

    Explaaiiiinnnnn

    #probably because im a bottom myself lol #bucky barnes#tom hardy#yuxa personal
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  • iveneverbeenmorestressedinmylife
    14.05.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    So today I learned that people will stop considering you a friend if you commit the unforgivable crime of *checks notes* not hanging out with them every day during a worldwide pandemic. Nice.

    #i had to psyche myself up to gather the courage to text you #sue me my social anxiety has gotten worse during lockdown #and you just reply with a passive agressive huh you finally remembered me? :( #like what do you want me to do you are the one who chose to change school :( #im sorry we lost touch i really am #Al's ramblings
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  • pykes
    14.05.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    help girl my hyperfixations are running out and my special interest is making me extremely angry 

    #leeg you are the only thing driving me rn but please #please #may i win one game #also its just making me irritated and angry and i hate it when that happens #but i dont know what else much to play right now except stredew #ive been thinking of buying le hadesa for myself but im unsure if ill #enjoy the gameplay #bc i like watching it but im not really a fan of that type of game ##🦈 posting
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  • bubblesandroses88
    14.05.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    I am not really a “shopper” (I actually like to window shop, I like to go and look around in stores, but I am pretty frugal and I don’t part with my money willy-nilly) but I have a few small items that I have been wanting for a long time, that aren’t expensive, actually most of them are small collectable items that I keep on my bookshelves or desk and such, but a few of them are not in-stock anymore and I have to find them on ebay, and they are usually expensive re-sale, so I can’t justify it to myself to buy a Funko Pop for like, 40 bucks, and it sucks because the reason I want those in particular, is because the character/person/franchise they represent hold some special meaning to me, they have value to me in my heart....its such a dilemma, but I am not willing to part with my money like that, especially not right now.

    #ignore ignore #i just occasionally go and do a search for them #and wish that I could find them cheap #but alas #in which i talk about myself
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  • palexya
    14.05.2021 - 9 minutes ago
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  • evilbi
    14.05.2021 - 9 minutes ago
    #killing myself inside my head to relieve stress etc etc
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  • naughtysunflower
    14.05.2021 - 10 minutes ago
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  • palexya
    14.05.2021 - 10 minutes ago
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  • chickenisamazing
    14.05.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    I'm allowed to put importance on things I do with other people that are not a big deal to them. We don't have to care about the things we do together equally. It's okay if it's important to me.

    #T #Just reminding myself #I often feel like I care too much but that's okay! It's okay! #As long as I'm not putting that same expectation on anyone else I'm allowed to feel how I feel
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  • razzberryfunhouse
    14.05.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    I HAVE SUPERBS ON EVERY RHYTHM HEAVEN FEVER GAME EXCEPT REMIX 10 LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

    #and im actually not that bad at remix 10 so i believe in myself.... #i also have 5 perfects #on the fucking LORD i am gonna 100% this game #doc talks
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  • descentintohellhqs
    14.05.2021 - 12 minutes ago
    𝑨𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑫, the face daniel sharman has been reserved for the next 24 hours. 
    #dih.reserve #nyssa #me reserving for myself? why yes
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  • samburger
    14.05.2021 - 15 minutes ago

    I’m always actively working on a playlist for you

    #in case you ever want to hear them #I love expressing myself via playlists #let the music say things I can’t #real emo girl hours #~#personal
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  • robintora
    14.05.2021 - 15 minutes ago
    #the thing is i think these toxic ones are the worst I've seen on this app #im not calling myself superior but- the behaviour they execute by anon hating on anyone not kissing their lis ass #and by being racist and homophobic... yeah i think we deserve to call them out massively. #and whenever such posts are made my (ethan romancing) friends are aware its not directed at them. they're cool #ask#long post
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  • pleasepleasepleaseme
    14.05.2021 - 19 minutes ago

    I miss mixtapes.

    Listening to shared playlists is nice and all but there’s something visceral about have a mixed tape or CD in your hand and sharing songs and artists with your friends

    #this is me #just missing my mixed tapes #did i just date myself #maybe but I'm ok with that #personal
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