Daddy vieni a giocare col mio corpo.
Farò tutto quello che vuoi
Farò tutto quello che vuoi
I don’t know why i stopped smiling In selfies. I just really don’t fucking feel like it
© Erwin T. Lim
well thanks to snapchat now i know what my dick looks like in anime form 😂😇
Okay so longest fast I had to end at 20 hours something minutes, not because I was hungry but because I almost dropped myself. I’m a really anxious but proud bitch I would HATE to collapse on the street so—- being active and fasting this long? Guess not for me! I mean 18 hours is basically enough and doable I’ll stop there next time.
Then I ate these hashbrown things (kind of like them but we prepare them a bit different) but so fucking much of it that I thought I’d die. And still probably didn’t hit 1000 cals or a lot more so I guess I’m good? I seriously have to remind myself SO MUCH that my bmr is fucking 1268 and if I eat that I’ll still be losing AND will be able to maintain. But this is where tumblr fucks with your brain, you see all the ppl doing 600cals a day and crying about it and I’M like “bitch are you even restricting” and FUCK YEAH I AM because I’m tired and sluggish AND I’m losing or at least maintaining.
Also my activity is too demanding just to sleep all day (I ALREADY DO THAT INSTEAD OF STUDYING DKLJFLJDF) and I seriously cannot afford wasted time. Wish I was addicted to something USEFUL not self destructive control mechanisms. WHATEVER BITCH.
Back to 48.6 when can I be hitting my 47? I might stop at 47, seriously. But I’m probably not working hard enough. Guess who’s postponing the walker to runner schedule AGAIN. BIATCH.
Have a nice day and please take care of yourselves.
i took a trip out to colorado with my bf and some friends last month. we hiked this gorgeous peak called gray’s peak. it was such a breathtaking hike, literally. the elevation on this peak was insane. it took us 3 hours of hiking up the mountain to even reach the main trail but it was such a dreamy view. and yes, that is snow on top of the mountain!
i brought along my film camera and was so so soooo pleased with how these developed. i can’t wait to take more film pics of my adventures. colorado was such a gorgeous state to see. 10/10 definitely recommend.
Me, myself and I…
I don’t want to save myself, love me
Me @ God: I don’t want to talk to them.
God @ Me: But My Son… you love Him right?
Me @ God: Okay, fine…
This is how ministry works for me (sometimes). Other times it’s a breeze, sometimes I fight it.
And it’s because I know how disciplined I am and not everyone can handle that.
It’s a heavy cross to bear being this fucking thiccc