I just finished reading The Song of Achilles and I swear to GOD I have never felt anything more painful in my life. Also it’s a crime that someone isn’t in love with me the same way Patroclus and Achilles were 😐
(Also please recommend some gut wrenching, life ruining, soul crushing book recs cause I like feeling pain.)
briefly breaking my vow of silence to question whether animals in the world of supernatural have souls
#i mean #they can all talk apparently #and are essentially conscious and sentient #i guess angels and demons don't have souls and they are also sentient #we see animals in heaven but they could just be a recreation from memory #okay but if they don't have souls #that means they go to the empty when they die right #like angels and demons #maybe that's why the empty can't get any sleep #irl i don't think souls exist but in the mythology of the show like #what is going on
Is it just me or does that feeling of wanting to be dead after getting the vaccine, knowing that you did your best in life. That you tried making your parents proud. You read a lot, knew how People's thoughts were just amazing. You cared for yourself, for your family and people you loved. You made three highschool friends' lives much better. You didn't do anything wrong. You were honest, hardworking and trying to learn a new thing every day. You were sad knowing you hurt someone accidentally. You enjoyed music. Your relationship with God was good. You Loved. You Loved like you never did. You didn't judge. You were real in a fake world. You loved nature, sun, the ocean and especially the moon. You fought depression alone. You tried becoming the best version of yourself. You prayed for him every time you pray. You overcame your fear of darkness, and now you got nyctophilia. You analyse every thing. You understood. You knew their feelings were fading. You want to die now before seeing them go. His name makes you smile every time. Suddenly you loved life. We never met, you're leaving. I realized I am " YOU "
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So our teacher gave us a project and it's about dressing up as your favorite greek god/goddess and guess what day today is rn... iT'S JUST THE FIRST WEEK—
#look i don't have fancy ass clothes #and i don't think Persephone really wears tank tops and band shirts #also my eye allergy is gonna foccing kill me after i wash off my makeup #*sigh* #if only I'm not so into mythology i won't even bother to put a lot of effort into this later #bUT SADLY— #dumbash.rants
#Iron Maiden#Raising Hell#The Clairvoyant #Release date: May 1994 #Video #Recorded Live 28.08.1993 at the Pinewood Studios in Iver Heath United Kingdom. #Raising Hell was Iron Maiden's final performance with Bruce Dickinson in his first run with the band #Genre: Heavy Metal NWOBHM #Lyrical themes: History Literature War Mythology Society Religion #UK
Void with a capital V? If I’m your void, but you’re my void (really wanting to embrace y’all as English’s second person plural)… then is reality a relative void? It is if you remember that everything is mostly nothing, a thought that is both relieving and terrifying depending on where you’re (y’all’re) at mentally (guessing probably not great as we meet here between the trenches in no man’s land).
Behold, the long-expected intro post. However, consider the following arguments:
a. Time is relative
b. Frankly, my dear, I don’t give a damn
Hi, my name is Kira and I’m a pretentious bastard. Sugar is my drug of choice, love starting my day off on that high and proceeding to crash harder than Icarus. Guess you’ve got to be a self-destructive sadist to believe the ‘tis nobler in the mind to suffer and the rage, rage against the dying of the light mindset of academia. It’s a very Greek idea. Profanity, do I hate citations. You’ll find vaguely described sources for quotes and allusions in the tags.
To return to the point—if there ever was one among the rambling nonsense that is my scream stream of consciousness—this is my personal blog that will be filled with mostly studying, but also fun extras like Stuff in General. I’m a linguistics major taking five classes this semester: English, Spanish, French, and two linguistics classes. I’m focused on getting good grades to apply for law school in the ominously approaching future.
Days like today—when I am never enough, gotta do more, gotta be more—are why I’ve joined you in the void despite my general dislike of social media. This blog is for me more than anyone and more of a reminder than anything else.
“Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.” —Ralph Waldo Emerson
I had a fairly productive day, but it never seems like enough. Listening to an absolute shitmix of low-fi classical alternative punk rock pop with a side of rubbish (like garbage, but tasteful). I’m within and without. Also vibing with Roses by The Band CAMINO.