is it body dysmorphia or is it body dysphoria?
alexa play i go hungry by mother mother
my gender is the discordant piano notes in "jealousy, jealousy" by olivia rodrigo
okay so i havent gained too much, but still its a big step backwards :(
tw: ed ad bpd vent
i've been feeling very down lately. my weight loss just stopped after i reached 49.9 kg and i know that it's normal and it happens, but it's really hard to keep doing all of this without seeing any progress for almost a week now.
i really wanted to hit my second gw before 21st of October and it's only 1.5 kg away which isn't a lot but like i'm not sure that i can reach even 49.0 kg until then with how things were going lately
also my bpd is acting up again and i know that it's "all in my head" and my friends don't actually want me dead and don't hate me but ugh it's so hard to believe this with this fucking disorder i feel like a burden in everyone's lives including my own
i don't know what i'm doing with my life. i'm not sure i can even call it "life" at this point. it's just being and existing and it's so god damn hard
p.s. english is also hard right now so sorry for possible grammar mistakes i hope it all makes sense
and thanks to everyone who reads this. it's really helpful to have this not at all mentally stable but still very nice community
i hope we all get better some day🖤
No, not really. It’s pretty easy to hide since I’ve had ARFID (Avoidant Restrictive Food Intake Disorder) since I was little so I’ve always struggled with food and eating... Rather than attributing my eating issues to ana they instead attribute it to ARFID and Autism lmao
I might even be able to convince them to buy me a scale but idk fingers crossed!
Not to be this bitch but im trying to find meta about why people like blue. She just seems like she... sucks. I'm trying to hype myself up, okay? I'm trying to convince myself. Pls help
My gender is Batsubami Rei
These help me get through the day
Yeah, so... I’m pretty sure I just pissed of my friend... That or their phone died, but they usually would’ve contacted me back unless they went to bed without telling me ;-; I swear if I did I’m going to add another day to fasting 🙃
I use she/they pronouns, but when translated to my first language (ela/elu) I don't really like the neutral ones.
Does anyone feel like that too?
My gender is Weatherday
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BS’ Daniel Lutaaya has made it to this year’s world young journalists award. Daniel was shortlisted with nine other journalists. This award is offered by Thomson Foundation. Supported by the UK’s Foreign Press Association (FPA), the foundation has been searching for talent from around the world since 2013. “We can now announce the shortlist for this year’s Young Journalist Award – and what an…
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Currently thinking about having a dom write dirty, degrading things all over my body and then fuck me while reading them out making fun of me for getting turned on by it
*beats up past self* WHY DID YOU DELETE OUR LAST ISLAND!? WHY DID YOU WASh AWAY ALL OF OUR PROGRESS AND OUR BELOVED HUSBAND AND WIFE!????
Past me: hehehe I want peach tree islandq next~
Current me: *has a peach tree island now* but at what cost?
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someone just referred to me as an en/by and im like 😬 no rebloggy