#nb ana Tumblr posts

  • skin-taut
    16.09.2021 - 5 hours ago

    ive been binging all day but nowive had alcohol so i am simply going to Binge More

    #vent#anorexjc#notprojustusehashtags #tw ed stuff #nb ana #tw ed thoughts #disordered eating tw #tw ed mention #low cal ana #ana#ed#trans ana
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  • skin-taut
    16.09.2021 - 18 hours ago

    im rlly hoping my 2lb gain is just water weight, i rlly just wanna b in the 110s:(

    #anorexjc#notprojustusehashtags #tw ed stuff #tw ed thoughts #disordered eating tw #tw ed mention #low cal ana #ana#ed#nb ana#trans ana
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  • touch-starving
    16.09.2021 - 22 hours ago

    i stayed in control today :]

    #ana boy#trans ana#enby ana#nb ana#anarecca #tw ed shit #low cal restriction #calories #tw eating disorder #tw disordered eating
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  • bxbybxnnie
    16.09.2021 - 22 hours ago

    Food log 9/15/21

    limit: 700

    Yogurt 80 cals

    An Apple 62 cals

    oatmeal 305 cals

    Banana 105 cals

    bacon 100 cals

    i decided to have breakfast for dinner today, no (very many) regrets ✌️🤡

    cals in: 652

    cals out: 359

    net: 293

    #tw ed content #tw ed talk #tw #tw eating mention #disordered eating tw #tw ed mention #tw ed stuff #nb ana
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  • faery-b0nes
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    the “developing a restictive ed” to “realising youre trans” pipeline

    #tw ed stuff #trans ed#nb ana#trans ana#anarecia #low cal ana #notproonlyusingtags#anarecix #tw ed content
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  • ghost-of-sorrows
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    Trying one of those metabolism days and my ed is screaming at me, i already feel like shit. this sucks…

    #edmemes#ed#nb ed #tw disordered eating #tw ed mention #trans ana#ana boy #low cal ana #fuck my ed
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  • skin-taut
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    hand comparison with my highest weight

    #u can see how chubby my arms were😭 #also that pics from like 4 years ago lol #anorexjc#notprojustusehashtags #tw ed stuff #tw ed thoughts #disordered eating tw #tw ed mention #low cal ana #notpro#ana#ed#nb ana
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  • amoreperlombra
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    nonbinarism as a spiritual quest

    My doctors consider me nonbinary. I can see their point. I have no desire to grow a beard. I emanate a kind of gender translucency, not vibing a clear male or female note.

    Since when I started transitioning my spiritual life exploded. Powerful dreams. Altered states of consciousness of the pleasant, euphoric kind - where once I had catatonia and sleep paralysis, with all its more-than-real disquieting visitors. My soul has grown into my body. I'm reaching that age where romanticism of the soul either goes back to an escapist pretend play or crosses the border and becomes mysticism. I've taken the leap.

    I'm just a man. A man who wasn't born as such, and who needs to negotiate his maleness with his need to recognize himself in the mirror everyday. Also, I need to stay connected to my origin point, the unfathomable reason why I was born this way. Because I'm made for connectedness. There is more to the soul than meets the body. Transitioning taught me this. It was true when I started, it doesn't stop being true just because it led me to whom I wanted to be.

    I defined myself as nonbinary when I started questioning my gender. Also I went see a therapist, a Jungian one, because I knew I couldn't live my life as a pure spirit for much longer. I stayed in therapy for years. Now I'm just a man. And also I give off a non binary vibe. The two things don't contradict each other, they just inhabit different planes of who I am. I didn't go to therapy to "turn into a man", but to make space, so that all of me could belong where it's more natural.

    The soul is nonbinary, always.

    I wonder for how many people nonbinarism is a spiritual quest, for wholesomeness and integrity. A question asked with the body when words fail, like medieval mystics did: how can I be a complete human being while taking a seat, a role in this world? How can I have a soul and a body at the same time? How can I love and be loved as both?

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  • skin-taut
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    im down to 119.8lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • touch-starving
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    i. made some choices today :/ i’ll do better tomorrow, i just hope i don’t gain too much

    #4na#ana#male ana#trans ana#enby ana#nb ana#anarecca #tw ed vent #tw disordered eating #tw eating disorder
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  • bxbybxnnie
    15.09.2021 - 1 day ago

    Food log 9/14/21

    I feel guilty, so I won’t be logging what i ate today, only the calories, I’m trying not to fuel my ED and binge rn :/

    cal in: 1010

    cal out: 117

    net: 893

    It’s not that bad but i just feel so guilty. I’ll dust myself off and try better tommorrow

    #tw #tw ed content #tw ed talk #tw eating mention #tw ed mention #disordered eating tw #tw ed stuff #nb ana
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  • ghxstbxnez
    15.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    I did good today lol

    Sept 14-

    limit: 1200

    ate: 1025

    leftover: 175

    burned: 1685

    net: -660

    apple butter toast- 150

    lemonade- 10

    goldfish- 140

    grapes- 105

    pasta- 440

    ice cream- 180

    not too sure the amount burned is accurate though bc I only took like 6000 steps today but my Fitbit usually says I've burned like 1000+ cals a day so idk

    #ftm ana#male ana#ed tricks#trans ed #eating disoder tips #weightloss#enby ed#thinzpo#enby ana#trans ana #only pr0 for myself #not pr0 just using tags #pr0 an4#anorekic#ana boy#nb ana #low cal ana #tw ed stuff #ftm ed#male ed#ed ftm#pr0 ed #tw ed talk #tw eating things #tw eating mention #eating disoder mention #skinysp0 #i want to be skiny
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  • skin-taut
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    also gonna up my calories bc i wanna get my metabolism working again

    though i refuse to go over 1000 but im gonna try and keep between that and 700

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  • skin-taut
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    thinkin abt toast

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  • skin-taut
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    145lbs - 122lbs

    cant see much of a difference:(

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  • touch-starving
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    looks like the limit is 700 cals today! i’ve been feeling close to a binge for the past couple days, i hope i’ll be able to stay within the limit today :\

    #4na#ana#nb ana#enby ana#ana boy#trans ana#male ana#anareksic #low cal ana #tw disordered eating #tw ed stuff #tw eating disorder
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  • skin-taut
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    why do i keep gaining in a deficit??? literally my net yesterday was 170cals and somehow i gained 2lbs?????? i legit havent binged in so long and yet im still fucking platoughing, i just cant seem to get below 122 fucking kill me

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  • ciurek
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    I be doing so good than BAM! somebody mentions my wight 😢

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  • ghost-of-sorrows
    14.09.2021 - 2 days ago

    I think my blog got tr*m*d idk tho 1st time lol was @/ghost-of-sorrow pls reblog and help me find my moots!

    #tw ed mention #eating disoder things #trans ed#nb ed#trans ana#ed#edmemes #self h@rm #self helf #tw disordered eating
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