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  • godly-gummybear
    12.06.2021 - 28 minutes ago

    hwatg ehf ucik

    #/pos but /neg
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  • tinkonka
    12.06.2021 - 29 minutes ago

    sorry this is just a . dumb vent disregard

    this damn sentence has stuck withme and i fucking hate it so damn much

    it was i n response to me being excluded in school and telling them about it. i cant remember the exact context but they said ‘we miss the old jordyn’

    and this is fucking me up SO much like? who was the old jordyn? was the old jordyn someone you loved more? is it that difficult to accept who i am now? am i unworthy of your love because im no longer the ‘old jordyn’? am i not worth your praise? i showed you an art piece. something i was proud of. you went ‘oh’ and after moments of silence said ‘it was pretty good’. how the fuck do oyu expect me to be functional because of that? how the hell do you picture me to grow up to be someone who takes pride in their art/music when all you say is ‘pretty good’?

    when was the last time you told me you loved me? when was the last time you ever told me taht you were proud of me, albeit when i get a high score on a mark or when the teacher tells me that im doing well when i’m barely scraping by? where’s the love that all my friends get from their parents?

    you want me to come out my room and hang out with you. you want me to come out and spend time with you when all i ever hear is sarcasm and shouting and insults and defensiveness. you want me to talk to you about my day when in response to EVERYTHING i say you give me a full on lecture? you want me to talk about my friends and then deadname them and call them lunatics?

    and then you want to ask me why i’m so quiet all the time?

    fuck you. fuck you so much. i hate the fact that i’m too attached to you. i hate the fact that i’m taught to show love and compassion to you even though you’ve hurt me the most out of anyone. i want nothing more than to cut myself off from you but i can’t because i love you too much.

    you make me want to die. you make me want to harm myself. most of my problems are because of YOU.

    #vent#neg#tw suicide #tw self harm #suicide tw #self harm tw
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  • loveslick
    12.06.2021 - 33 minutes ago

    man i hate being told that people i thought were cool have decided pride month is the right time to start making nasty posts about ace and aro people.

    #not abt anyone here #i think cishet is useful shorthand but unfortunately it also makes it soooo easy for people to use it as an exclus dogwhistle #talking shit about ‘cishets’ celebrating pride #and a lot of people are like. you’re so right! #without realizing that the post is obviously and horribly about aro/ace people having the ‘gall’ to celebrate their orientations #text#junespam#negative#junevent
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  • tinkonka
    12.06.2021 - 37 minutes ago

    parents: u never come out your room why is that why dont u spend time with eachother

    parents + brothers: start so many fukn useless arguments out of pettiness 

    #Wondering why im back so early? because they refused to play after a disagreement #i feel like crying lol *does the naenae* #vent#neg
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  • cpkuroo
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    sorta negative talk under the cut? hm. I feel very unstable hence why I’m posting this... sorry in advance ;; pls do not read if you’re not doing well yourself or are easily touched by negativity.

    last night I was in a call with a few of my irl friends (something that I haven’t done in two literal months) and we were all having a literal blast playing genshin and having fun, when I realized... how I’ve grown to care so little for people. and how badly that lack of care is affecting me.

    at each passing day I’m getting more and more self-depreciative, anti-social, and yet, I crave talking to people. I’m starting to see myself as someone really selfish and highkey toxic because I notice how I’m starting to crave the attention and the need to be needed. it’s driving me insane. I want to stop. I hate myself so much as of right now. I have to constantly remind myself that, all my live, I’ve had people discard me time and time again and that I should be horrified of the concept of growing attached to someone just because I’ll be discarded again. the fact that I have to make self-reminders of this is scary. it’s making me go insane. it’s making me cry myself to sleep every day (something that I’ve kept from everyone I talk to; I’m sorry... but it makes me feel so weak and disgusting) and it’s making me way more rude and mean than I should.

    there are too many thoughts in my head right now and I sincerely can’t see how anyone could ever want me around or to waste their time talking/hanging with me. I don’t believe it. I mean... how? literally how?? lmao. there are so many people out there who have actual things to say. actual things to do. I am literally nothing compared to them. they are so much better than me at every damned thing and no matter how hard I try, I will never be half as good as them.

    I feel like I’m running out of words... but my chest hurts so badly and my head’s literally spinning because I barely had any sleep tonight. I tried to cheer myself up and this time not even fanart did the trick. haha.

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  • dudeiwannasleep
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #ccomilk#cait’s ocs#maya irving#core four #she doesn’t eat people #she’s a spur of the moment thrill of bloodlust kinda gal #and shit got out of control #she has a negative character but she gets better #my art#blood cw#blood#gore#gore cw #ask to tag?
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  • lanotteseneva
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    oh so this diode can go into breakdown if you apply excessive tension to it? well it’s not special so can i :/

    #jokes that cater to me specifically but i do find it kind of funny that it's called breakdown zone #you apply negative tension to the diode? you send him into breakdown zone?? oh! oh! inverse current for mother!! inverse current for a hundr #*hundred years!!
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  • darkmasterkattsvault
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    How the fuck has it been five years? Why does it feel like nothing has fucking changed? Gods I could have done without the reminder.

    #[yes this is about pulse] #ooc: hush now dmk #negativity tw
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  • maddy-whhhyyy
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    One of the most interesting aspects that was brought up in We Are Lady Parts is navigating the world with intersectional experiences.The struggle of bringing nuanced criticism or satirise to your own minority group without adding to the stereotyping of that group.  Or creating media for your minority group and it being misconstrued when viewed by other audiences. 

    #we are lady parts #im lebanese australian and theres a couple of comedy bits on youtube/tv that are by leb aussies for leb aussies #but also perpetuate harmful stereotypes. #I am so hungry for real rep that is able to critique the negative aspects of the leb community without the racism.
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  • tangledskeleton
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    love crying at 4am for no reason :-) what the fuck is wrong with me :-)

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  • worldreligions2019
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Negative Core Beliefs | What They Are and How to Change Them

    Negative Core Beliefs | What They Are and How to Change Them

    Cognitive Behavioural Therapy And Negative Core Beliefs Negative core beliefs are judgmental and potentially harmful beliefs held about yourself, others, or the world. Common negative core beliefs include: “I’m inadequate.” “I’m unlovable.” “I’m weak.” “I’m a failure.” “I am not enough.” “I’m pathetic.” Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) is a talking therapy that can help you manage your…

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    #Cognitive Behavioural Therapy #core belief#negative #negative core beliefs
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  • gymfanconfessions
    12.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    “Everyone who was coming for Kara's ring positions hasn't made a peep about Suni's, which are almost as bad...”

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  • trapped-in-the-machine
    12.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

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    #I am despicable #Why can't I do anything normal #I keep looking at the messages and get overwhelmed and end up not answering to anything #and then feel awful for not answering and then feel even more overwhelmed and round and round it goes #I also can't fucking sleep #I can't do fucking anything I wish I hadn't survived that fucking fall I wish Steve'd killed me before figuring out who I am #I wish I didn't exist #I fucking hate it I hate this #Negative
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  • tekstelart
    12.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

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    #ok this is lowkey or highkey negative idk but #Sometimes I just really fucking hate how quickly my hyperfixations move on because I just want to stay focused on one thing for a while #Any friend group I had eventually moves on or maybe Im the one moving on because theyre still all happy excited about that one thing #while im playing parkour with fixations #i dont blame anyone at all its just something I personally struggle with and it really sucks #its hard to build lasting friendships like this #tbd
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  • sp-ud
    12.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    If ur gonna post stuff with karl in it. Please tag his full name, I have it filtered out for a reason.

    #karl jacobs critical #karl jacobs negativity #sorry it just rubs me the wrong way that despite being on the spectrum hes okay with working for someone who donated 25k go an anti-austism #charity :/ especially since when asked to address it he never even said sorry. just said he was on the spectrum #edit: never said sorry and/or explained himself and his reasoning
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  • c-kiddo
    12.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    started off th day.. great (/s) with trying to ask an innocent question on a server i thought was safe and instead gaining new trauma ;w;

    #i have failcringe autism that makes me gain new trauma so easy .. . it sucks man ;-; #haha kms #feel like im gonna throw up. i cried for like 2 hours gamers #kiddo say#negative
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  • wilbursoot-brainrot
    12.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    ive been seing way more "we're bad too you guyssss" posts on my dash about mcyttwt and like, no we fucking arent. all this talk about omg be self aware have only started popping up after the twitter refugees came here. ive been here since august fucking 2020 and we are just fine, all the old fans are chill fuckin people and the only people attacking random users are the people from twitter or new fans. and then they fuckin go around blaming us for their shitty actions.

    for me the only harrasment i have on my blog is targeted at me. i get hate anons and death threats for literally everything about me everyday and then i see fuckers saying thats what we are like. fuck off.

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