Honestly the failed beta round for the faery wip was a pretty substantial blow to my feelings on the WIP. Like I still love it obviously, but the fact that I couldn’t get 15, or heck even 10 people to read it? And that maybe 5 people actually finished it and maybe 3 actually sent in their opinions?
Absolutely dunked on me, man. I don’t necessarily think it says something about its quality (although maybe it does and I’m in denial), but it does make me think like ... what’s the point, ya know? If peeps wouldn’t read it for free, whomst the fuck is gonna want to represent this? Whomst the fuck would market it, sell it, buy it?
Why am I writing this when there’s already so many similar things out there?
I’m not even like sad ... well yes I am but not boo-hoo crying sad, more like existentially sad. Like ... why am I doing this lol. Where is this going? What’s the point? What’s the point of telling a story if nobody’s listening?