#negativity cw Tumblr posts

  • eagledreaming
    01.12.2021 - 7 hours ago

    I’m also sorry that I got MIA for days on end, only to come back to make a single post, and then nothing else. I really don’t mean to, my brain is just constantly filled with self doubt about my everything, and it prevents me from doing much. I really wanna do more threads for many different reasons, but I just have a lot of problems going on.

    So I’m really sorry if you want anything specific from me, or just even want me to be around more. I really can’t help it. I’m a bundle of messes walking around in the bipedal approximation of a man.

    #;Taken to the Sky || OOC #negative cw
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  • sapphicautistic
    01.12.2021 - 8 hours ago

    Today we figured out that despite the assurances of the landlord, the dryers in this building do not get hot enough to kill bedbugs and now their sheer impossible immortality despite treatment after treatment of the home itself suddenly makes a horrible kind of sense.

    No one here is physically capable of going to the laundromat enough to get rid of them. We have barely managed getting to the laundry room.

    We have to move within 2 months.

    It’s looking like we won’t be able to get rid of them before we move.

    The people we’ll be living with are disabled themselves, have carpet, and just cannot fucking get bedbugs.

    In order to not spread them, I think we will have to replace our clothes and anything else that might harbour them.  We’re packing our most special items with poison and we’ll keep it double or triple wrapped in plastic for a year. Almost everything else will have to be replaced or lived without.

    Our freezer apparently doesn’t get cold enough to kill them. The oven doesn’t go lower than 200F, and my clothes are mostly microfiber which starts to melt well below that. I can soak a few items in rubbing alcohol, but I don’t actually know where I could dry them to completely avoid risk of reinfestation.

    The poison only works when there’s enough air circulation so it’s too risky to depend on that alone for something like a bag of fabric - it’s also dangerous to breathe so we’re only using it inside 3mil bags packed in sealed plastic totes.

    I’m so goddamn tired and meanwhile my sister can’t afford her medication and I’ve already sent her all I can afford to send right now because the move was gonna be fucking expensive even without this wrinkle cuz the new place is a couple states away. And I’m dealing with my own medical stuff and a lot of very stressful stuff with family and friends.

    And I’m not resting enough so I feel like I’m physically dying every moment of every day and I can’t TELL anyone that because they’re all stressed out about me not being able to do the things they need me to do because there’s no one else to do them.

    I hate this so much and I can’t stop fucking crying.

    #negative cw #updates on my boring life
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  • filmtvlover
    01.12.2021 - 8 hours ago

    If riverdale season 6 is a battle of good and evil and only the female characters have been demonized while their male boyfriends get sacrificed as “heros”… then I’m really not here for this.

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  • illyriamade
    01.12.2021 - 10 hours ago

    nice, get sb by someone who i actually really wanted to write with. fantastic. this night has gone to utter shit. i hate this site sometimes. if you need me, IM me for my discord.

    #⠀「⠀. ❀ ུ˚. what the fuck is oatmeal⠀」… ooc #negativity /#negativity cw#negativity tw #i give up. #i want to rip my own hair out #i want to bawl my eyes out #i fucking hate this place #i cant do this anymore #self harm tw
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  • illyriamade
    01.12.2021 - 11 hours ago

    god i fucking hate this, i wish my father would stop fucking mansplaining and infantilizing my mother. he patronizes her anytime they fucking argue and it pisses me off. yes, she has hearing problems, does not mean you need to mock her and ‘speak. like. this. the. entire. time.’ i get that he has aspd / low empathy , and this might be a little insensitive to say and im sorry -- but holy fuck , you have gone to therapy and all this other shit , how do you not understand what your own WIFE is feeling right in front of you????? how do you not understand how your fucking words hurt your own CHILDREN let alone your wife. stop referring to your wife as her actual name the entire time to belittle her, shut the fuck up. acting all high and mighty the entire time makes you look like a damn clown -- emotionally manipulating us? we can tell, and it makes you look like a clown. “do you just want me to give up?” , “im at my wits end, i dont know what to do with you” holy fuck, just shut up for once and listen to yourself PLEASE. god, it is so fucking taxing to listen to this half the time and im not even involved. im tired. im so fucking tired.

    #excessive cursing tw #tw emotional abuse #rant tw #long post cw #emotional manipulation tw #negativity /#negativity cw#negativity tw
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  • the-world-spear
    30.11.2021 - 12 hours ago

    Put under read more for drama and negativity.

    damn aight i’m considered a whiny bitch for trying to defend myself from a vote throw while i was crewmate.

    then i got banned from one room in particular

    if whomever is named Safina hosted that game (and i remember it being hosted in the asia serers) and is on tumblr right now reading this: bloody shame on you

    #charger talks #the complain train #ask to tag tw #negative cw #ask to tag cw #drama cw#among us #public rooms are a hit and miss #and unfortunately i've had to deal with particularly toxic ones #the recent dumb room ban included
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  • empatheticagent
    30.11.2021 - 12 hours ago
    Gotta love that feeling of -$3 in your bank account because of multiple bills and repairs and shoes literally wearing holes through at fucking holiday times. 😑
    #It’s been one thing after another recently and im soooo over it #negativity cw #Read more eats itself out of the post every time so whatever
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  • enchantedpendant
    30.11.2021 - 15 hours ago

    “WOW we really are just some chemicals in the brain riding some pieces of bones and meat huh”

    —me, just around 7 hours after my first ever dose of sertraline

    #sertraline#zoloft#mental health #cw mental illness #dani’s life #sure of course one day might be a bit too quick to tell how its working out for me #but so far??? so far in just these few hours?? #its been good #it has been *better* than how it was #thats really what matters #of course its not perfect #i just started lol i cant expect immediate perfection #but (i hope) im getting better and will continue to get better #like my trigger happens to be one of those u cant avoid at all irl #but this drug really… just… helps… numb the pain #numb but in a GOOD way #before this ive gotten to the point where ive become tired of all the negative feelings and i started to feel numb instead #but this is a different kind #big difference#✨✨✨ #btw this is a psa #you are free to reach out for help anytime u want! #you dont need to ‘deserve’ help #the moment u consider getting help #thats probably when u’d start benefiting from actually getting it #like retrospectively now i realize that #feeling happy used to feel like it ‘took a significant amount of effort’ #which i thought was the norm #but now its just? i feel good? for no particular reasons #i just do? which feels novel and lowkey confusing to me like wHoa why am i feeling this happy??? but its good?
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  • chbyungchan
    30.11.2021 - 17 hours ago

    chan :(((

    #i know he is getting treatment but I'm WORRIED WORRIED #they have to treat the pneumonia quickly or it could be dangerous 😭 #cw negativity #i guess sorry ;;; i just didn't think it would get to this point #🌙moon#dl
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  • dreamlikequality
    30.11.2021 - 19 hours ago

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    trying to cope w waking up to my dopamine receptors being pruned and harboring eldritch knowledge of Isolation For The Rest Of My Life

    #.txt #negativity cw #see this is why i needed that emergency bacco dang nabbit lolol
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  • stolenmagi
    30.11.2021 - 21 hours ago

    keep having nightmares centered on one thing so like I guess the tldr of this is... if we're moots, please tell me if I'm being too much, don't run around behind my back and spread nonsense... I am but a small neurodivergent queer, pls be kind

    #ooc. #tbd. #cw: negative #im fine being softblocked but seriously #these are trauma nightmares from shit ex friends have done to me #entirely real talk here people have accused me of being too much to the point im the reason they have no dragon age muse #my neurodivergent ass does not compute other people in the fandom not sharing my level of special interest #like it do but it also don't y'know? #pls tell me to back off and i will i really dont think im that hard to talk to #rosal bites but i dont i swear
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  • skyguarded
    30.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    this has been a stupidly stressful day and i hate it

    #; probably sleeping in (ooc.) #negativity cw #first there was the trauma thing then tahoe choked on a stick and scared the hell out of me
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  • oddness-bottled
    30.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    Sometimes I forget to drink water and eat during the day and it really fucks up my ability to cosplay as a responsible parent and adult. Other times I forget to write shit down and drop the ball. Brains shouldn’t be allowed to have so glitches like this, I want a patch update.

    #cw; mental health issues #I’m venting not whining #important to rephrase that negative shit so the depression doesn’t hit quite as hard
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  • come-chaos
    29.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    18 is not a magic number.

    My mother has multiple mental issues, including an intellectual disability.

    When I was 17, I was going to an event in the city. Might have been a metal gig, I don’t remember. My mother asked me how I was supposed to get home afterward, to which I replied that I could take a cab. At this, my mother was horrified. “No, the driver might rape you!” she protested.

    I reminded my mother that she and my father had already decided to move to their new home six hours away from me in a year from now. “Once you’ve moved, are you planning on returning here to drive me yourselves every time I need a lift?”

    “No, no,” my mother clarified, “by then you’ll be 18!”

    “Oh,” I said, “so when the cab driver tries to rape me, I’ll just show him my ID, and he’ll be like ‘oh, I’m so sorry I tried to rape you, I didn’t know you were 18!’”

    At this my mother laughed at herself, finally understanding the flaw in her logic. And the subject was dropped.

    I sometimes think back at this memory and many other like it, usually to reaffirm to myself that yes, my family was pretty messed up, and there are reasons why I ended up with the problems I still struggle with.

    BUT I DESPAIR when I see my mother’s brand of logic being perpetuated in fandom discourse today.

    Turning 18 doesn’t magically transform you from a helpless, innocent victim to an invincible adult and potential abuser. That is not how any of this works.

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  • storiesung
    29.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    it’s really disheartening that my male muses have more threads than my female muses. my male muses have multiple threads meanwhile my females, each one are lucky if they get 2 or 3

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  • hamadaxfighter
    29.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    Drapes self across my desk in lazy cat fashion.

    This ain’t it.

    #out of suit ░ OOC ; #(( Here’s to getting rejected by every writing job for the last year and a half. #If I can't even get a job writing simple manuals #then what am I good for. #jfc. #' you need experience ' #bruh I have articles essays chapters of novels #sHORT STORIES #WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ??? #just hiRE ME ??? #I promise I can learn aNYTHING. #IM JUST TIRED OF A JOB LIKE THIS. #where I have no drive . no passion. nothing. #At least I have friends at work... #that's cool ig. )) #(( weary sigh )) #negative cw ; #tbd soon ; #vent cw ; #(( it's a yikes day. ))
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  • helshound
    29.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    I wish I interacted more (or by now rather at all) with the other gods, but unfortunately I appear to be too mentally ill to interact with fucking anyone, human or otherwise 🙄

    #fml #i hate it here #why'd the norns give me a fate this shitty i want a redo #cw negativity#beast barks
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  • nightiingaled
    29.11.2021 - 1 day ago

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    #♜ blog work ahead? i sure hope it does ⇾ ooc. #negativity cw #good news: it looks like my mum has finally let me go #bad news: oof. why am i self destructive???
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  • trcstfunded
    29.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    x.

    #«    ⚔    »        ❪    ooc    ❫ #I've been short paid £600 lmao #basically they've not paid me for a single hour of overtime despite doing 65 last month #they're gonna 'sort it' apparently but now my regional manager is giving me attitude despite me sending him all the info he needed #over a week ago #honesTLY#finances cw#neg cw #listen its almost Christmas i need them to sort it out
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  • katgracemcnamara
    29.11.2021 - 2 days ago

    would sure love to break from the vicious cycle of mental illness <3

    #i had another week long breakdown #amazing. #negativity cw#mental illness
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