Shitty Asuka Langley Sohryu aesthetic: honestly if nothing else i think we all owe asuka a really big debt for the “you think you can just say things to me” reaction image. she might be insufferable but she did that for us and she really didn’t have to
hey everyone, asuka langley here, i'm looking for canonmates and hoo boy do we have a lot to unpack!
so, first off, me and rei? totally in love. i was her hot topic wannabe and she was my blue gumball son of a bitch and we were at standstill in the middle of tarzans forest /j
shinji, ohhhhh my god shinji. how could you get more clueless, spineless, brainless, and godless than shinji ikari? i couldnt stand him. argued with him all the time, and even if he didnt mean it he tended to be lesbophobic
BUT ANYWAY ANYWAY ANYWAY back to rei because i love rei so much and i have so many memories of rei she and the third impact are like the two biggest anchors i have to my past life
rei was super unemotive all the time yeah but thats just how she was
other kids at school made fun of her for it all the time and i absolutely slapped them almost every time they did it
one time their bullying and teasing sent her into a super dissociative state where she didnt believe she was a person because she didnt show any emotion and it made me so scared because every time she fell into dissociative episodes like that i was always afraid i wouldnt be able to get her out of it
rei visited me a couple times when i was in a coma, i could... feel her prescence. she would just sit by my bedside for like an hour or more at a time. one time she held my hand, and her touch was so gentle.....
the third impact and everything after it sucked. even though i was already dead when instrumentality took place i was acutely aware of what was going on. it was so overwhelming that i literally couldnt feel or think or even know what was happening in the smallest sense. when i came to i saw lilith's split head in the distance and i just like. knew it was rei, subconsciously or something. i fucking lunged at shinji bevause i knew he was responsible for this, for me being stuck in a wasteland hellworld where my girlfriend was an old dead god and the only other person left on earth was the person i hated the most.
society rebuilt itself eventually somehow i think. like, people just started coming back and even though there was now more ocean than land the lcl was perfectly breathable so underwater cities were built and stuff
anyway i have even more memories so if any of this sounds familiar please dm me unless youre shinji i know there are a lot more shinji kinnies on tumblr than anyone else but to be fully honest i never want to see my shinji again probably so. yeah.
rei come home please
it’s been a long time.