I kinda wanna scream out to someone rn?
I kinda wanna tell someone I’m on the verge of having an anxiety attack ?
But I also just wanna keep it to myself and suffer .
Is it cause I’m used to it? Or I’m scared about judgements?
Just the thought about waking up tomorrow scares me.
Do I have to live another day?
Why is it so hard to just dissappear?