Why am I still awakeeeee 🥺
Why am I still awakeeeee 🥺
The other day at work one of the guys asked if I was high cos I couldn’t get my words out & the other guy I work with asked if I had contacts in because my eyes were such bright blue from not sleeping… Basically just took some codeine for my back but every time I need to take them I end up just taking more each time soo…
sleep? what’s that?
Its been like a month.
I feel cursed.
I’m about to loose it
Anyone have any advice ?
Okay, but like, what if they made a musical based on The arcana?
𝒯𝓇𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁, 𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁.
(sung in the tune of Tell Me Why by Backstreet boys)
Tell me whyy!
I only get ideeaaaas-
(tell me why!)
When I’m supposed to sleeeeep!
Tell me why!
I only get them, when I’m stayin’ up laaate-
Or wheeen I prooocraaastinaaate!
actual conversation between me and my friend
Me: were you up all night?
Her: I plead the fifth
I’M GOOD IN BED. I can sleep all day.
For SLEEP, Peace, Tranquillity, Deep Sleep, Relaxation
I hope … one day i‘m feeling better .. i didn’t do something wrong i really did my best for the one i loved .. but that feeling of “loneliness” especially at night .. its hard .. i think of you and every time i did that i ask myself - what did i do wrong- am i really such a bad person who deserves that ?- i really did my best and i never wanted to hurt you in any way .. but you broke my heart in thousand pieces and i don’t know why … i wanted to help you when you were down .. i wanted to make you happy in every way .. we could have done everything together - I would have done everything for you out of love .. i loved you so much I’ve couldn’t see someone else by my side never! And it’s hard to realize.. you could … really i‘m looking for the problem all of my side .. but the only thing i did was loving you with all my heart maybe that was the problem i don’t know.. but it’s getting better everyday the sadness is getting smaler and my heart didn’t hurt that much anymore.. out of that fact you doesn’t care and i am nothing to you .. but remember.. i really loved you and everything i did was out of that deep deep love i feeld for you .. but .. life must go on and you decided to live your life without me .. and i have to accept that .. i’m sorry … 🦕 🐚
Things I should be doing rn: sleepin’
Things I’m not doing rn: sleepin’
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Stare at the silver of an empty flask
Ponder the use of a gift you can’t give back
Time spent on highways north of home
Sliding up 65 in heavy snow
My mind is a kiss that’s soaked in beer
An honest exchange of heart in December air
But even in the cold I can almost feel your hands
In my hair and mine on the steering wheel
I’m physically tired, but my mind is running a whole marathon right now.
Starry nights 💫