I was always the main character growing up. I was bright, bubbly, confident, pretty, smart, and friendly . I felt like I was the shit up until I was 10, everyday for 3 years I was degraded and touched, By a stepdad who did bad things but to this day I make excuses for his actions. I see it as my fault because I could have fought back more then once but I didn’t . I just laid there and cried when I was alone. I hate that. I feel like something is wrong with me because I cant keep a relationship of any kind and I am a little too beyond comfortable with that…He was a horrible man I know that but He listened, He somehow managed to make me feel like he was the only person who would ever like me as a person or find me attractive. Which disgusts me to a point words can’t even express. I never feel pretty anymore. Here I am a 16 year old turning 17 with seasonal confidence, annual depression, and commitment issues. I want to be more than this
0On the 30th of September, twelve years ago, Wonder Girls released their first EP, The Wonder Years - Trilogy, featuring Nobody, their biggest hit ever!
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0Say what you will about Hozier, but the man has RANGE. Sometimes I want to lay me gently in the cold dark earth and sometimes I want to warm my hands over a burnin Maserati and sometimes I wnat to kiss like real people do and you know what? My man Andrew comes in clutch every single time.
41it feels like everyone’s gotten closer to eachother over the past few months and i am just. usually alone
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