~ mulan's decision
~ mulan's decision
...actually you know what, let me post John with short hair I need people to see this
I've been frozen in place for the last hour with executive dysfunction because i decided to get up and shower
uhhh quick q are graphics cards and video cards the same tHING?
hiya, sorry but no story post tonight. I had to travel north to be with family on Thursday short notice and I only just returned home. I hope I can have the last scene of chapter one ready by tomorrow tho. fingers crossed 🤞
Soooooo this is the other reason why I’ve been so busy lately!
We adopted this little girl a while back and finally collected her today. She didn’t come in the best state but with some baths, grooming sessions and lots of cuddles she’ll be back to her normal self 🥰
Gotta love a dreary day in Surrey, BC. I’m not sure this is helping the flood situation we got in Abbotsford, Chilliwack and parts east.
I'm excited, I'm going to salsa dance class with my mum & her friends this evening. My bf is also joining us! Might take a pic if I feel cute. :(⁄ ⁄ᵒ̶̶̷́⁄⚰⁄ᵒ̶̶̷̀⁄ ⁄): I also queued up some posts, I hope you all like them! Once again thank you for everyone for all the interaction! It's really heart warming!! Hope you are all blessed with a wonderful day/night!
Gimp literally just crashed after I had finished all my editing and was scaling my screenshot down.
Dang, so far Long+Short seems the way to go 👀
First, this is not looking for attention by telling my story behind the anonymity. I just wanted to express myself because I have nowhere else to pour about this. Last year I did this kind of writing as well, but then I got dissed by a Tumblr user (or admin, I'm not sure). But I don't care this time. This is my account and I'm free to post as long it's appropriate.
I'm a mental health activist and my father hates it. He doesn't support me with my therapy and medication/treatment. He's always asking me when to stop my medication especially in 2018-2020 when I said I need money to afford my psychiatric meds. I was once having a zoom meeting with my therapist and he heard our conversation because there is no privacy in my house due to unclosed rooms plus I don't have my own bedroom, but the sound of the main bedroom can also be heard by him outside. Then he complained about it to me, and he said what if the doctors use me as their guinea pig (WTF?).
So, yesterday, I became a volunteer for my long-time psychiatrist. He's the one who treated me since 8 years ago (2013). He's a lecturer to psychologists and residents from nearby universities. He is also so nice. He likes to give me free medicine recipes when I can't pay for hospital registration and he likes to treat me to eat with his assistant and the psychologists. Since the beginning of 2014, I became the test sample and volunteer at once for his students (the psychologists and residents) to share my story, symptoms, and experiences. I posted it on my Facebook and this time, I didn't hide it from my family and relatives. My father didn't like it and commented "You should be wiser next time, you just wasting your time and they didn't pay you for transport" when in fact my doctor treats me food as well. I was disappointed and angry because he criticized me like that. I hid his comment after that although I haven't removed it. Abusive isn't enough to describe him, he's also unsupportive. I intend to make him proud and he didn't like it but he is the biggest cause of my mental illness. He's also the one who forced me to get out of the psychiatric ward in 2018, that's why I kept my hospitalizations in 2019 as secrets from my family and relatives, and it's still unrevealed.
In fact, my father is one of many people who made me like this. He is really, really toxic besides abusive. He is a man I despise since I was a kid until the present day. I don't even know where to start about his bad traits. He is grumpy, short-tempered, liked to beat up my mother (domestic violence), stingy, misogynist, manipulative, very slob and shabby so he smells bad, failed every business he has started but blamed everyone who hired him when he's the one who started the problem, prefers my twin brothers over me, and he is never grateful when I and my mother bought him food, even though they're delicious. Instead, he complained that the food is too salty/crusty, not good, etc. In my childhood days, he unleashed his fury by swearing, yelling, smashing the door, leaving a hole in the cupboard, and kicking a fan from the guest room to the back door. He also has multiple affairs from my mother but the women he slept with are hookers or call girls, and there are more than 20 women (I and my mom and brothers saw his smartphone from 2 years ago). Although we confronted him about this in October 2020 and he apologized, he never changed. 4 months ago we saw his smartphone again and he still using dating apps for sleeping with hookers or many women. I can't do anything when he yells at me, that's why I became a passive person. I distrust boys and men because of him. I don't know how to cope with him although my parents got divorced 2 months ago. But unfortunately, we're still in the same house. Please tell me how to forgive him, because he caused too much trauma for me but he denies it :( also, my mother can't help much. She's only saying I have to forget about it but she never reassured me 😢
If you see this, big changes have happened. I FINALLY MADE IT TO POLAND! I never in my life thought I could do this, traveling this far. But I did for my husband. Who I’ve missed so damn much it’s absolutely insane. So the deal is is that I’m staying for a little while. Living polish life, which mean obviously I’m not able to take pictures in game. So for now hiatus for a few months. I’m so excited to explore and be with him so I’ll see you guys soon!
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Hey everyone I am sorry for disappearing, i have gotten sick again 🙄 Only this time it was even worse then the last 🙃 and i literally couldn’t do anything. Now i am feeling little better but i am still quite week so i still won’t be super active on here.Anyway i hope that you all are doing great and are having wonderful weekend 💜 Take care everyone! 🥰💕❤️
why ts4 screenshots u edit on photoshop like even if i just crop and slightly sharpen them look 10000x more saturated on mobile than on desktop? (idk maybe this happens w any game’s screenshots u edit on photoshop)
Fundraising for Veterinarian Care
Thursday morning at approximately 2am, my one of my chihuahuas (Pebbles) essentially scalped herself. She has a skin condition that causes extreme itching, she’s on medication and gets medicated baths regularly but recently she’s been acting as if nothing is helping. It’s most likely due to the change in the weather, colder, dryer air wreaking havoc with her allergies. In less than 40 minutes, between the time I fell asleep and the time I woke up to a blood covered bed, Pebbles had removed most of the fur and first few layers of skin from of her right shoulder and side, while leaving her whole neck and chest mottled with bruises. It’s safe to say that was a very long night, the next morning I went right out and spent the last of my money on gauze and ointment and bandages. She really should see a vet, just to make sure it’s healing properly and to get refill on her medication which is nearly out so I’m going to put up my PayPal, if anyone would like to donate to help me be able to bring my dog to the vet that would be amazing. I’m also going to post of pictures of Pebbles injury under the cut, trigger warning for blood and injury of a small dog.
If you get it you get it if you don’t you don’t ….
Endwalker has been amazing so far!