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  • fishbonemermaid
    12.06.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    Yesterday I cut and felt like dying, today I read a good book and listened to my favorite song, so I feel extremely happy and I can’t stop feeling in love with myself.

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  • lost-in-the-stars-for-eternity
    12.06.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    How Cyrus got his Crobat

    *after a battle*

    Cyrus: *gives his golbat a small pat* ...you did a decent job...

    Golbat: *evolves into a crobat*

    Cyrus: *confused but on the inside*

    #cyrus: all emotions are bad #also cyrus: *proceeds to own a crobat which evolves through friendship #pokemon#team galactic#cyrus pokemon
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  • neptunesglow
    12.06.2021 - 5 minutes ago
    #every time someone asks me something abt myself i gain one precious molecule of serotonin #idk many libras tbh! #wouldnt it be wild if we were both libras #alas #i am a slutty emotional cancer #twin tag#inbox
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  • canadarama
    12.06.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    I just attended what feels like the billionth wedding in the past three years and it really hammers home that I’m gonna die single

    #i'm content being single #but man i'd like to have that emotional intimacy someday #and it's really hard to get going on any of that when you're literally not attracted to anybody #and every wedding i go to really just hammers that home #that these friends of mine are moving forward in life and meeting people and they will have that intimacy #and i.....probably won't #asexuality
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  • juststopyourcryinghoney
    12.06.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    gonna be real with u folks, i did not think i would cry watching la la land. but here we are ig

    #i hate that i teared up a little lol #anyways i did not like the ending #i am too emotional for endings like this i did not like this #ik it’s life but c’mon #movies aren’t supposed to be realistic #or maybe they are and i’m just a baby but #idk #la la land #emotions#(ew)#movie#i suppose #anyways gonna go be sad or sth idk see ya later #ryan gosling#emma stone #btw disclaimer i didn’t really cry but a tear or two did escape my eye #and if someone asks i don’t have feelings #ok cool bye
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  • puppy-lovee
    12.06.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    Having a day were I feel like Victor wouldn't love me beacuse I'm to unstable haha like he'd never put up with me like this I'd just annoy him with my constant crying hahh ha. He would literally hate me he'd probably kill a person like me tbh. He would never put in the time for some one as unstable as me it's just not realistic. All I'd do is piss him off. Like even if he liked me some how at the start the first time I pull this bullshit he would literally pack his bags and leave me. He would see I'm just a crazy bitch and be like no thank you. He would never be able to stand me lol. I hate it here.

    #i will probably delete this later #like in an hour when my emotions change yet again hahaha I hate being like this so much I feel like such a mess #I literally have a crisis every other day and I'm so sorry I know your probably all so sick of me I'm sorry fuck #my blog should come with a warning 😂 #tw negative thoughts #tw negativity #tw depressing thoughts #tw mood swings #tw bpd #tw fin is a dumb emotional idiot ever other day
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  • my-desperation-is-depressing
    12.06.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    My entire personality is a trauma response and adhd symptoms bc I wasn’t given the fucking chance as a kid to be a kid and grow because no matter where I went I was in a toxic environment and it’s not fair

    I hate cptsd episodes like this but I’m tired of my life being ruined bc other people decided to treat me like shit when I didn’t deserve it

    I let myself be so easy to walk all over and everyone took advantage of that and I’m just so tired

    I want a different life

    #personal #love emotional flashbacks
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  • saltyathena
    12.06.2021 - 10 minutes ago
    #ask#anonymous#rainbowxunicorn #i only claim entrapdak fanon entrapta #yall are the real ones #sorry i got heated #i've had a really emotional day
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  • art--harridan
    12.06.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    A fanfic about Phantommy's last day alive :)

    #dream smp#tommyinnit#dreamwastaken#poetry#tw#suicide#abuse#blood#gore#death #tommys prison arc #no but like literally ive been thinking about the fact that phantommy had to die to bring back tommy sm its haunting me #what the fuck D: #like ofc ghostburs death is so emotional cos we knew him and we liked him #but phantommy?? my unknown meow meow??? whos gonna cry for him?? #anyway that is the only time i will say my meow meow idk something just possessed me :/
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  • whump-me-all-night-long
    12.06.2021 - 15 minutes ago
    #ask diamond #oho i can't wait to get to diamond's trauma surrounding their scars #which i purposely haven't gone into too much detail about #but there will be lots of ~conflict~ and ~complicated emotions~ surrounding them
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  • twinklecupcake
    12.06.2021 - 18 minutes ago

    YouTubers are watching Enchanted for the first time and I love it.

    “[Nathaniel] looks like if he was in the real world, he’d be Peter Pettigrew...”
    Me, who knows: [cackles] *-* Robert: “I really don’t sing.”
    Viewer: “You’re gonna sing by the end of the movie, I know it.” [So Close happens] “Wait, is he- oh my god he’s singing to her....”
    #all of them get emotional during 'So Close' and it's great
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  • greensaplinggrace
    12.06.2021 - 19 minutes ago
    #shadow and bone #malarklina#<3 #catch me trying to change the subject to avoid emotions lol #im still kind of anxious and depressed though #trying not to let it get to me #so thanks nonny :) #you're very nice <3 #myramblings #asks and answers #problem to is that it was one of the posts that i really kind of poured my heart and soul into #so im just... really upset #aljfdlksjdf #sorry you dont want to read this #IGNORE THE TAGS #anon
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  • puppy-lovee
    12.06.2021 - 20 minutes ago

    Having a day were I feel like Victor wouldn't love me beacuse I'm to unstable haha like he'd never put up with me like this I'd just annoy him with my constant crying hahh ha. He would literally hate me he'd probably kill a person like me tbh. He would never put in the time for some one as unstable as me it's just not realistic. All I'd do is piss him off. Like even if he liked me some how at the start the first time I pull this bullshit he would literally pack his bags and leave me. He would see I'm just a crazy bitch and be like no thank you. He would never be able to stand me lol. I hate it here.

    #i will probably delete this later #like in an hour when my emotions change yet again hahaha I hate being like this so much I feel like such a mess #I literally have a crisis every other day and I'm so sorry I know your probably all so sick of me I'm sorry fuck #my blog should come with a warning 😂 #tw negative thoughts #tw negativity #tw depressing thoughts #tw mood swings #tw bpd #tw fin is a dumb emotional idiot ever other day
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  • yatoflufflyfluff
    12.06.2021 - 22 minutes ago

    today I had an arguing with my mother. again, she said "i never said that!" and "you're over exaggerating!!" and i'm angry, yes, because i'm tired of hearing her gaslighting me. like, i'm doubting of myself. she emotionally abused my sister and i during years and the only thing she finds to say is "you're too sensitive" and "i was just awkward." really? awkward? this is why you asked me to protect you for the family therapy? it's not awkardness. it's abuse. you can't treat your children like this, without realizing it. threats, insults, gaslighting and educative violences. this is not a way to show love. when i told her that, she said it was out of context and always defensive. and now i'm just feeling like the biggest shit of this universe. i feel guilty for always falling in her wet, and i think i had deserved it. perhaps i'm just a ungrateful child, a stupid rebellious one. and agh, i fell in her wet again. damn. i know she had a hard childhood, with an alcoholic father and the divorce of her parents. but hey, this is not a reason to abuse us. now i'm trying to relax.

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  • thechaoticdimension
    12.06.2021 - 23 minutes ago

    𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴

    Middle of the night

    I sit beside

    An old oak tree

    Asking myself

    Am I not enough?

    Starry sky

    And a dark blue see

    The whispering waves

    Are they

    Conspiring against me?

    Messed up thoughts

    And the stormy wind

    Keeping me awake

    Nights and nights

    Is it all planned?

    As I try to align my mind

    A shooting star

    falls from the sky

    Telling me

    That's it's going to be alright

    All the sleepless nights

    All the chaotic thoughts

    The whispering waves

    The ruthless wind,

    Everything will calm down

    This too shall pass

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  • captainseaweedbrains
    12.06.2021 - 26 minutes ago

    The Hunger Games Reread Thoughts Ch. 9

    Things are starting to happen! This is the chapter that officially sold me on the book when I was a wee 18-year-old lass reading this in my college dorm while waiting for my ride to pick me up for Thanksgiving break. So I’m excited to have finally reached this point! Yay! Here are my emotional thoughts on chapter 9: 

    Betrayal. That's the first thing I feel, which is ludicrous. For there to be betrayal, there would have had to been trust first. // HMMMM. The mystery continues on why this could be??? But on a more serious note, Peeta just has that trusting demeanor. You feel that goodness from him and want to believe he has your best interest at heart which he does Such a good egg, Peeta is.

    But the boy who risked a beating to give me bread, the one who steadied me in the chariot, who covered for me with the redheaded Avox girl, who insisted Haymitch know my hunting skills. was there some part of me that couldn't help trusting him? // *weeps* SUCH A GOOD EGG. 

    On the other hand, I'm relieved that we can stop the pretense of being friends. // 

    I can't imagine what Effie will have to teach me that could take four hours, but she's got me working down to the last minute. // Four hours with Effie sounds horrible and I’m laughing at Katniss’ disgruntled pain because that’s just the type of person I am. 

     I've never worn high heels and can't get used to essentially wobbling around on the balls of my feet. But Effie runs around in them full-time, and I'm determined that if she can do it, so can I. // Gotta find motivation where you can. Women who can run around in heels full-time should be feared. Their pain resistance is mighty high. 

    The dress poses another problem. It keeps tangling around my shoes so, of course, I hitch it up, and then Effie swoops down on me like a hawk, smacking my hands and yelling, "Not above the ankle!"// *cackles* Hike that dress up, Katniss! Am I alone on feeling very period-esque when hiking of a dress or a skirt? 

    Smiling is mostly about smiling more. Effie makes me say a hundred banal phrases starting with a smile, while smiling, or ending with a smile. By lunch, the muscles in my cheeks are twitching from overuse. // I was in a sorority and this is how it felt during recruitment season. 

    "They're betting on how long I'll live!" I burst out. "They're not my friends!"

    "Well, try and pretend!" snaps Effie. // I do love how strategic everything is with the Games. A game within a game and I like how SC plays that throughout the series, reflecting on how celebrity culture is perceived. Such mental hurdles the characters have to go through, anticipating everyone’s moves. Katniss hasn’t figured that out yet, and won’t until Catching Fire, but it’s a good commentary on our culture. 

    she composes herself and beams at me. "See, like this. I'm smiling at you even though you're aggravating me."

    "Yes, it feels very convincing," I say. // I love them both so much. The amount of patrons I’ve had to smile at as they yell at me...good skill to have, honestly. The best is smiling as you escort them out with a ban letter. Good times. 

    Haymitch takes me into the sitting room, directs me to the couch, and then just frowns at me for a while.

    "What?" I finally ask. // This image cracks me up. You can just feel the awkward tension between the two. 

    "What's Peeta's approach? Or am I not allowed to ask?" I say.

    "Likable. He has a sort of self-deprecating humor naturally," // I rest my case on my previous statement. Good egg, he is

    "Please. I don't know where you pulled that cheery, wavy girl on the chariot from, but I haven't seen her before or since," says Haymitch.

    "And you've given me so many reasons to be cheery," I counter. // I am noting now that I love this dynamic a lot. Katniss and Haymitch are so much alike and that causes them to butt heads. Peeta has his hands full with these two. *quietly cries because found family*

    "Delight me."

    "Fine!" I snarl. // I rest my case. Delightful. 

    I'm too angry with Haymitch for what he said and that I even have to answer the questions. All I can think is how unjust the whole thing is, the Hunger Games. Why am I hopping around like some trained dog trying to please people I hate? The longer the interview goes on, the more my fury seems to rise to the surface, until I'm literally spitting out answers at him.// The reality of the Games hitting once more and how demeaning it must feel to have to impress the Capitol despite knowing that you’re ultimately going to die at their hands. Just another way they make those from the District feel small. 

    They want to know about you, Katniss."

    "But I don't want them to!// There’s that commentary on celebrity life again. We as the audience want to know know know, even if the person doesn’t want to reveal everything. A nice foreshadowing of the epilogue, with Katniss revealing next to nothing about her life post-war (especially her children). 

    They're already taking my future! They can't have the things that mattered to me in the past!" I say.

    "Then lie! Make something up!" says Haymitch.

    "I'm not good at lying," I say.

    "Well, you better learn fast. // I want to wrap Katniss up in a fluffy blanket and protect her from the world. She is so pure and innocent. A perfect cinnamon roll.

    You've got about as much charm as a dead slug," says Haymitch.

    Ouch. That hurts. Even Haymitch must know he's been too harsh because his voice softens. // SHE IS SIXTEEN, HAYMITCH. At least he notices that he’s being too hard, which means Katniss has reacted to it enough that he picks up on it. SIXTEEN, HAYMITCH. A CHILD. 

    By the end of the session, I am no one at all. // This is such a sad line. As if being  sixteen isn’t hard enough, but realizing you’re no one at all? Harsh. Katniss, you are compassionate and have a big heart. The world will see it soon and that is what will attract them. *Goes off to have a moment because I’m emotional now*

    taking out my anger at Haymitch, at the Hunger Games, at every living being in the Capitol by smashing dishes around my room. When the girl with the red hair comes in to turn down my bed, her eyes widen at the mess. "Just leave it!" I yell at her. "Just leave it alone!" // Throwing plates is extremely therapeutic. I highly recommend it, if you get the opportunity. And another example of Katniss being a scared teenager. 

    Lavinia comforting Katniss ends me. Basically anyone caring for Katniss ends me. She deserves to be cared for and loved. Give her comfort, gosh dangit! 

    she turns down my bed. I crawl in between the sheets like a five-year-old and let her tuck me in. Then she goes. I want her to stay until I fall asleep. To be there when I wake up. I want the protection of this girl// END ME. This is so soft. I want to protect her so badly. SO BADLY. 

    In the morning, it's not the girl but my prep team who are hanging over me.// Could you imagine waking up to a bunch of Sims looking down on you? Talk about a rude awakening. Were they just standing there, watching her until she woke? 

    I am not pretty. I am not beautiful. I am as radiant as the sun. // KATNISS IS GORGEOUS. And let it be known that Katniss has an appreciation for pretty things. LET it BE KNOWN. 

    *Crying over her awe at how she looks. Same, Katniss, same*

    The dress hangs in such a way that I don't have to lift the skirt when I walk// I would like a dress like this. The amount of almost face-plants I’ve had in my life is too great.

    No one can help but admire your spirit."

    My spirit. This is a new thought. I'm not sure exactly what it means, but it suggests I'm a fighter// It DOESSSSSSS. You ARRRRRRRRRE.

    maybe I don't go around loving everybody I meet, maybe my smiles are hard to come by, but I do care for some people. // It’s so interesting being in Katniss’ head and reading these thoughts on herself and then see her act the complete opposite? We truly do not see ourselves as others do and Katniss is a great example of how true that really is. Katniss cares for a *lot* of people, she ends up finding out. 

    I would never be telling Gale those things about me. He already knows them." // Maybe it’s because I’m a better liar than Katniss (I mean, I write. Gotta be creative to be a good liar baha), but this line has always struck me as...dumb. I can’t pinpoint *why* I think it’s dumb, but I hate it every time I reach it. 

    Cinna is such a great support. I don’t have strong feelings for him as a reader because I just don’t know him well enough to grow emotionally attached, but the kindness he shows, the gentleness, is much appreciated. 

    I know I’m guilty of it, but it’s so easy to forget that all the tributes are under the age of 18 and when I think about these teens being paraded around as they are, my soul crumbles a bit. I want to protect them at all costs. 

     "Cinna. " I'm completely overcome with stage fright.

    "Remember, they already love you," he says gently. "Just be yourself."// LET ME PROTECT YOU. 

    Peeta looks STRIKING. Interesting word choice there, Katniss. You sure like using strong adjectives to describe the boy with the bread. WONDER WHY THAT IS...HMMMMMM

    I avoid Haymitch, but accept Effie's compliments.// Yes, accept compliments. I love when people compliment my appearance. Like yes, effort was put into this. Please acknowledge and praise me. 

    ALL RIGHT. HERE IS SOMETHING I DON’T GET: How come the boy tribute goes first in the training thing, but the girl tribute goes first in the interviews? It is a little detail, but that just seems WEIRD. I’m probably the only one who thinks this, but I STAND BY IT 

    Obviously I know WHY for the drama in the interview, BUT WHY?

    I can't exactly shoot an arrow into the crowd to get their attention.// I mean, you COULD…

    "Remember, you're still a happy pair. So act like it."// 

    They do surgery in the Capitol, to make people appear younger and thinner. In District 12, looking old is something of an achievement since so many people die early. You see an elderly person you want to congratulate them on their longevity, ask the secret of survival. A plump person is envied because they aren't scraping by like the majority of us. But here it is different. Wrinkles aren't desirable. A round belly isn't a sign of success.// The blatant call out! Yessss. The differences between the Capitol and the Districts are so distinct, I love it. Reminds nerdy me of times when pale and plump were desirable because it meant you had status, food, and didn’t have to work outside. And then obviously how the Capitol represents Hollywood and celebrity culture. 

    I wonder what makes him decide what color Caesar dyes his hair. Why blue? To match the suit? 

    Am I alone in seeing Stanley Tucci as Caesar??????

    The sexualization of children is disgusting. Glimmer is, at most, eighteen. Gross gross gross gross

    I sit like a lady// Katniss having to tell us this cracks me up. 

    How Collins writes the passing of time with the interviews is great. It gives readers a glimpse at the other tributes while also displaying to us how nervous Katniss is. Great writing! 

    Ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuue. Precious peanut. 

    The boy tribute from District 11, Thresh, has the same dark skin as Rue// Remember when everyone was up in arms about when they casted Amandla as Rue because they claimed Rue wasn’t black? CLEARLY THEY IGNORED THE ACTUAL TEXT. 

    I just imagine Thresh and Caesar awkwardly sitting there, looking at each other until the buzzer goes off. 

    Katniss saying food has been her favorite part makes her so endearing. Ignoring that it’s because starvation Good food is hard to ignore.

    This is what I mean about Caesar. He tries to help you out.// Another beautiful narration by Katniss. It’s so funny to me. Don’t judge me. 

    GIGGLING KATNISS. PRECIOUS BEAN

    Katniss, you do not give yourself enough credit with the interview banter. 

    "Her name's Prim. She's just twelve. And I love her more than anything.// *lip wobble* It took a more recent reread to fully appreciate the sister relationship don’t @ me about my priorities but it makes me emotional. How much Katniss loves her sister, what she’d obviously do for her? God. Sister of the universe goes to Katniss Everdeen. 

    "She asked me to try really hard to win...I swore I would."// The heart of the entire series right here: a promise to a sister. 

    IT’S ALMOST TIME

    WE’RE ALMOST HERE

    I need fics where Peeta is a politician because he’s got the ~charisma 

    I also don’t feel Peeta intended to drop the ball about liking Katniss because how could he have predicted what Caesar was going to ask him? He is quick to think on his feet, though. I do believe he sees that opportunity of giving their district a leg up. 

    "Well, there is this one girl. I've had a crush on her ever since I can remember. But I'm pretty sure she didn't know I was alive until the reaping."// 

    a lot of boys like her," says Peeta// I wish we knew if this is accurate. I’d like to think it is and Katniss has been so focused on living her life that she just doesn’t care about boys and dating/oblivious when someone has a crush on her. 

    "So, here's what you do. You win, you go home. She can't turn you down then, eh?" says Caesar encouragingly.

    "I don't think it's going to work out. Winning. won't help in my case," says Peeta.// *HOLDS BREATH INTENSELY* WHY WON’T IT HELP IN YOUR CASE, PEETA? 

    Peeta blushes beet red and stammers out.// I take back Peeta taking this as an opportunity. Or do I? I can’t decide, remembering his post-interview reaction. The jury is still out on that. But if it has been decided, he’s a really REALLY good actor. Then again, I guess planned or not, announcing your crush on national television is a big deal. I am undecided. Look away.

    "Because. because. she came here with me." // *CUES THE INTENSE SCREAMING* So *this* is when I finally got hooked during my first read and I’m not even ashamed. Stamp a C on my forehead for Capitolite because I’m eating it up. 

    WHAT A CLIFFHANGER! SC sure knows how to end chapters. You can tell she’s written for television because of how suspenseful she leaves you despite knowing you’ll find out on the next page what happens next. 

    I’m dying. I’m living. I’m living my best life. 

    Choo choo Everlark train has *officially* arrived. it’ll take a stop for a couple hundred pages, but it’s FINE. Totally FINE. 

    Now onto part ii!!!

    #The Hunger Games #thgagain #This was a roller coaster of fangirl emotions #and I ain't even mad about it #Everlark#Books #Terri reads The Hunger Games #If you have lasted this long #I love you
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  • jadehillphotography
    12.06.2021 - 26 minutes ago

    I had to move back in with my parents since my mental health breakdown as my partner did not want to look after me or our son which was devastating at the time but now looking back on it I realise it was the best thing to happen to us. This is because it gave me the space to realise that I had been in an emotionally abusive relationship, I know I wasn't being honest with myself and just hoping it would get better but recently my health visitor mentioned the term ‘gaslighting’ to me and when someone from outside your situation sees what is going on it can be a punch to the guts. I am determined not to feel stupid that I let this happen to me because it happened so slowly, little by little chipping away at my sanity without me really realising what was going on. For anyone out there experiencing a similar situation, man or woman, YOU ARE A STRONG, BEAUTIFUL SOUL that can and WILL OVERCOME this period in your life. Please believe in your abilities and your Guardian Angels will always be with you. 

    Gaslighting is a form of emotional abuse that's seen in abusive relationships. It's the act of manipulating a person by forcing them to question their thoughts, memories, and the events occurring around them. A victim of gaslighting can be pushed so far that they question their own sanity.

    #gaslighting#emotional abuse#toxic relationship#menatl health#mental disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #dissassociation#dissociative disorder #dissasociative identity disorder #photographer #photographer of tumblr #nature photographer#artist #artist of tumblr
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  • splitsthesky
    12.06.2021 - 27 minutes ago

    Infinite Crisis (2005) #4 ; Geoff Johns, Phil Jimenez, George Pérez, Ivan Reis, Andy Lanning, Marc Campos

    #bart allen#barry allen#max mercury#johnny quick#jay garrick#flashfam#comics #not me getting emotional multiple times at this one (1) issue!!!!! #baby boy. baby
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