hey i really need feedback!! this is like from last night and i feel HUGE today so lmk
FOODLOG !! (27/10)
breakfast: 203 cal
lunch: 150 cal
dinner: 246 cal
tot: 599 cal
burned: 294 cal
net: 305 cal
im making this post to keep myself motivated and held accountable. i will stay under my cal limit everyday expect for halloween, diwali, my brothers bd, my grandmas bd, christmas eve/day and new years. these are the only days where it will be ok for me to eat over my limit till the new year!
can somebody in the ed community message me....i really want to interact with ppl who know what im going through! i found ed tumbler comforting and want to be able to return that comfort by being there for other ppl <3 ill try to be active as much as possible!!
ive eaten under my cal limit for the past 3 weeks so that on halloween it would be ok for me to eat as much candy as i want...only 2 more days!!
I both love and hate going our w my friends, bc I avoid the high cal dinners at home but also the encourage me to eat constantly hhh
anyone wanna be friends? we could exchange body checks and weigh-ins and food logs, and keep each other motivated, and have someone to vent to <3 and we could share tips and recipes and work outs, and just generally have someone to talk to about ED shit since most of us don't have that luxury in person
id prefer if you were
- a teenager
- anamia/ binge-restrict/ ana / something similar
- living with parents
- cw is deemed as "healthy"
- living in the UK
you obviously don't have to be all of these things, i just thought that if at least a couple of them apply to you, we'd be able to relate to each other more and be able to share common experiences etc.
DM me, telling me a bit about yourself, if you wanna be friends :))
MOM PLEASE STOP OFFERING ME FOOD
i want to fucking die
i was on a high from my fast and i binged so bad
im probably at like 1000cals rn
i look fucking pregnant
my gf is probably going to see me naked tomorrow
she gonna see how large my stomach is compared to last week
she was able to touch under my ribs
now you can barely even see them
i want to relapse so bad but i dont want her to see it and it ruin the mood
i just want to die
why cant i just die in my sleep or a robber break into my house and shoot me
then no one would feel bad for not helping me
i need my death to look like an accident
id totally pay someone to kill me
HI, I'm mag (17 y/o) (she / her)
this is not a pro ana blog (don't follow me if you're an ana coach/ana buddy) and i don't want to romanticize eating disorders or self harm. FOR ME THIS IS JUST A SAFE PLACE WHERE I CAN TALK QUIETLY.
if you want to talk contact me, it would make me very happy !!! I will also try to help you get better if you need it
YOU ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL, OKAY? <3
my mom will force me to have breakfast at the cafe tomorrow BUT I can't find any low calorie food
i finished a 21 hour fast
i feel ok even though i ate a good amount when i was breaking it
Yeah, I know, I'm trash. Luckily I log my food on multiple sources so I could backdate this.
Pretty crap month so far. Must be better.
calories in edibles do NOT count
FOODLOG !! (26/10)
lunch: 77 cal
dinner: 231 cal (??)
tot: 307 cal (??)
burned: 424 cal
net: -117 cal
my mom blended all my dinner and now i can't figure out what and how much i ate, shit