4/21

Fast-0

Gym-250

-250/600

I've barely fasted 24 hours but I gained weight so I'm gonna try for 100 (which is almost impossible with my mom breathing down my back)

back in the office and good things include all the free black coffee I want and only having the foods on me that I’ve pre-logged (~500 cal breakfast lunch and snacks). downside is that my boss makes sure I eat lunch as I’m a workaholic/get absorbed easily and everyone can see all the fat dripping off my body.

I get 1000 net cal today bc work and I’m stopping for flatbread pizza (130 cal/slice) for dinner. I literally do not want anyone to find out so I have to eat and while certain foods feel safe the idea of regular pizza (!!!) and the stupid salad dressing that I need to get rid of make me anxious. The work pool party with ALL YOU CAN EAT TACOS makes me anxious because it’s food and bathing suits and I dont want them to see how disgusting I am (even though they can tell anyways).

I’m anxious as hell about food today and plateaued at this stupid number.

I'm gonna write down all my followers/people I'm following so that I can find you all again if I get deleted

like/rb/follow if u wanna be in my little forever-list

He isn’t forcing me to eat anymore. He doesn’t notice I’m eating less... this is good for me

okay but can we talk about the fact that i literally use thinspo for outfit inspo because this is like, the best combo ever. i find the outfits i want to wear while also being motivated to be skinny and look as good as they do in them.

i haven’t lost anything in the past few days. at least i’ve been maintaining but i just want to be ✨thin✨

8 more hours for my 100 hour fast!! this is the longest I've ever fasted! I've lost 3 pounds so far :))

I have to be at work in half an hour but I'm crying my eyes out coz I gained 4 pounds and i feel so alone

yall lemme put you on something,, Diet sprite 

THAT SHIT IS LIKE CRACK, it tastes just like regular AND of course its zero calls!! its the best seriously buy some !!

Mdss que orgulho de mim msm🦋🦋🦋

Im 6 pounds away from hitting 50lbs lost. I can do this before April ends. I can do this.

can't believe how little I cared about what I ate just a year ago like...I ate pasta every other day for dinner wtf?? not sure if I should laugh or cry at the thought

That 12-3-30 treadmill workout is hard. After I finished it said I had burned 209 cals.

Starting a 12 hour fast today! It’s my mom’s birthday so dinner and dessert are going to be pretty high calorie, so I’m making up for it with fasting and exercise. Wish me luck!

WHY 👏 THE FUCK 👏 AM I 👏 NOT LOSING 👏 ANY FUCKING 👏

👏 Weight 👏

Day 12

I've been obsessed with eggs and sweet potatoes lately it's so good.

Especially when the sweet potato is baked long enough so it becomes even more sweet 🥴 I like my eggs runny and sloppy so I cook the egg while and mix it with the raw egg yolk with a pinch of salt

Also ✨coffee✨

I'm not the best cook but I try my best-

12 y/o me after somebody told me that smoking is an appetite suppressant

i want to be so small that i’m small enough to disappear completely

breaking my “only water” rule for most of my fasts because i need to make sure i’m getting enough vitamins n stuff. also i really want a coffee.