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i had an intake for res yesterday. i’ll find out when im going today. i want to try to eat as little as possible until then. starving tips?

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i kinda binged? yea but i dont feel that bad about it

today was muuuccchhhhhhh better than yesterday tho, i actually had an enjoyable lunch and felt included in conversation

i want to start restricting again so badly but i dont want to sacrifice my social life yk? id rather have friends and keep binging than skinny and alone... but honestly why cant i just stop binging and have a social life like a normal person :')

i hope you guys had a really great dayyyyy

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fucking shit today was horrible

i binged pretty badly, plus i literally started crying at lunch bc i felt isolated from the people i was sitting with (and trying to be friends with but its not really working out)

also. i gained 5 pounds. :|

im not sure whats wrong with me lately but i reallyyyyy need to get it together bc im spiraling at this point

anyways i really hope everyone had a better day than me bc yall deserve to be happy

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I told my BF that I only ate 500 calories today and he was like “that is not enough” and I told him it doesn’t really matter bc I’m fat lol and then he got more concerned so I have to eat 1,000 cals tomorrow :/

Might just say I ate 1,000 to ease his mind. But I hate lying to him about my ED habits. I’ll eat 700-900 cals tomorrow I guess. I gotta find something veggie keto. Ugh I miss bread.

How much weight have you lost in a two week period? Is it possible to lose 10lbs even if it’s temporary?

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ive been binging/overeat literally all week but tommorow im ready to get back on track (hopefully)

i actually got some school work done and it wasnt a mess so i feel good about that

(this might be tmi) i havent had my period and its been over a month sinse i stopped restricting (usually i get my period a few days after i stop restricting) honestly idrc its just unusual

as always, i hope everyone had a truly good day

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me when i’m back to the start ☹️ i just wanna make progress but i keep binging and on top of that my mom bought so much food today, hopefully the fact that she bought a lot of my old safe foods will help?? gogurt is like the only thing i don’t get sent into a binge spiral by pfft

wishing i had thin legs

So I’m doing keto with my BF. I’ve been doing it since December 1st and I’m excited to see where it takes me. I’ve only binged once but I recovered. I’m not eating bread or sugar so life has been hell but I’ll be skinny so… worth it!

SW: 268.4 (dec 1st 2021)

Cw: 259.8 (dec 5th 2021)

I lost 8.6 pounds holy shit

Also they don’t tell you how much you fuckin PEE. LIKE OH MY GOD I AM A WATER CANNON!!!

I’m doing vegetarian keto bc meat is a huge fear food of mine lol. So it’s difficult to do keto but arguably healthier than only eating meat and cheese. But yeah that’s the situation!

My GW for end of December is 245!

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i keep overeating literally during every meal, all the time, and its pissing me off but idk how to stop without just restricting :/

i didnt do any homework yesterday so i reallyyyyy need to do a lot today

not to sound overdramatic but ive been more stressed in the last week than probably ever in my life, which i think is contributing heavily to my overeating. i have schoolwork, finding/fitting in with a new social group, issues with my cheer coach, issues with other club commitments

anyways thanks for reading and i hope everyone had a great day

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still on the waiting list for res, still fat as ever

i fckng love winter. baggy clothes, everyone else is freezing too, drinking tea and coffee all the time is acceptable. it's wonderful.

Food Log Day 6 -

Breakfast : 0 Calories

Nothing

Lunch : 226 Calories

Barney bear (98 calories)

Go ahead fruit and oat apple bar (128 calories)

Dinner :

Like a few bites of churro with chocolate sauce (92 calories)

Total = 318 Calories

Burned 362 Calories

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definitely overate today but idrc that much, i dont feel too guilty. it wasnt a binge and it wasnt that bad

the last few days have been super stressful (unrelated to ed) which probably was why i keep overeating :') ive just had a lot of schoolwork, my entire friend group separated, im trying to be more social/engaging with people (which is actually going well!)`

i have a cheer competition tommorow (my last one and then im quitting cheer bc it adds too much stress and takes too much time) so im going try not to overeat

of courseeee, i hope you guys had an amazing day :))

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yall are sleeping on pickles

I had pickles sprinkled with baby bottle pop <3 not only that but I’ve eaten it with corn, and on a separate occasion had it with little bites. I am not ashamed. also IDK WHY TUMBLR TURNED MY COMMENTS OFF HOW DO I FIX THAT

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I’m going to see some friends tomorrow, I wanted to fast for 3 days so I look decent for that day, today would be day 2, so by tomorrow afternoon It would be 3 days, but I’m struggling to keep going and I’m thinking about breaking my fast and just exercise today, but idk, I think it’s gonna be difficult because today I have to eat breakfast with others, so it’s gonna be pretty difficult to avoid eating, idk what to do, do you have any advice?

(TW?) Life update or something (?) (Kinda vent ?)

Hello to anyone reading this, first of all, I hope you’re okay, youre such a wonderful person, don’t forget it

It’s been like a month since I last wrote something here, I usually say that I’m coming back to posting and that kind of things, but I haven’t ; - ; , I would like to, but I have a lot of stuff to do, and it’s been kinda difficult

For the last 2 months I been exercising, I was hoping to lose some weight by this date, but I should admit that I been eating a lot, I have basically no self-control by this point, and it’s really frustrating, I weighted myself around a week ago, and I was really triggered cause I haven’t lost any weight, instead, I gained..., I really hate myself, having no control over anything in my life is just horrible..., sometimes I wonder why my mind works like it does, like, I saw that I gained weight and instead of working harder or fasting or something, I binged, and it like hey yo wtf, because, I mean, that doesn’t make anything better but worse...

I wanted to lose weight because I promised myself that when I hitted certain weight I was going to cut my hair, It was a way of getting myself motivated, it didn’t worked, but..., I’m wondering if I should cut my hair anyways, because I know that if I don’t do it soon, Ill end up not doing it, and I think It would be a good change for me, I been waiting to cut it for years, and it’s kinda important for me, but idk..., I would like to know your opinion if you don’t mind..., so if you got any advice, please tell me ＾-＾

A lot of things have happened since the last month, things have been getting complicated for me, and I have no idea of how to deal with it, but I’m trying, I’m struggling with school, It’s very difficult to concentrate on anything at this point, I just want to quit sometimes..., but hey, I have to do it, so, it’s not like I have a lot of options...

Anyway, if you have read this far, thanks, I appreciate it, youre beautiful, no matter what, and you’re valid, take care

(If you have any advice, please tell me :D, I would appreciate it) (btw, Happy December :D)

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i ate a normal/healthy amount today, not too much and not too little so im happy about that

my (former) best friend won't talk to me for some reason plus i have a lot of other dumb shit going on so im hoping ill wake up tomorrow feeling mentally better about everything yk

i thought i was going to restrict today but (ofc) i talked myself out of it (again). i think its good tho bc id rather be eating but with other people than restricting but alone, if that makes sense?

as alwaysssss, i hope everyone had a fantastic day

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170cm/ 53 kg

not feeling very bad recently?