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  • yeah-im-venting-so-what
    30.11.2021 - 2 minutes ago

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    #Yeah I may feel like shit but I'm used to that #she needs me right now #I'll be fine #I'm so tired
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  • 90calibre
    30.11.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    i updated my rules a bit for more clarity  !!  please check it out  !!  also added a lil tidbit on like dfjkbvd my response time as a idk warning i guess  ?  i just don’t want ppl to think i’m ignoring them when i’m a very low energy  +  anxious  +  forgetful person  😭

    i genuinely wanna chat with as many ppl as possible and i try my best but i get very easily overwhelmed sometimes jkfdbvd i’m so sorry  !!!  i am more chatty when it comes to discord servers tho but it’s hard for me to have 1-1 chats sometimes dkfjbvdf i’M SO SORRY EVERYONE i love u and i am so happy that ppl try to chat with me and i promise i’m trying to be better about chatting AND I THINK I’M DOING GREAT considering for the past 3 years i barely talked to anyone outside of my abuser lol so dkjbvdf thank u for ur patience and i promise i’m not intentionally ignoring folks  !!!  i am just very nervous  /  forgetful  /  often spoonless dfjkb

    #(   out.   ) #(   tbd.   ) #NOW LET'S SEE IF I CAN FINALLY GET SOME WRITING DONE #i lost my starter call i have to look for it #im going to change my tags man i can't find anything w this formatting #dfnkjbvd
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  • brilliant-soul
    30.11.2021 - 3 minutes ago

    Somebody come over and help me brutally go thru all my makeup and clothes

    I'll supply drinks and snacks, you will provide me with willpower

    #personal#/hj #i need to do it #i was supposed to do it pre-moving but i didnt #so now were here #but i wont buy new makeup bc i have too much but ive had some for so long i need to turf it #but like it feels so wasteful!!! #ughghgh
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  • carolinelamb
    30.11.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    you know what's a good ass movie? all that jazz

    #it's on tcm right now go watch it
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  • socondis
    30.11.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    hey does anyone have the image of the shoes in the pool?

    #the one from the 'I miss rebloging shit like this on tumbr too bad it's a ghost town now' post #socondis nutz
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  • cinnacorn-art
    30.11.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    [image ID: a drawing of dark world kris floating on a black background faintly speckled with colours. the red soul (a heart) is glowing in the middle of their chest, illuminating the picture and slightly blowing their hair and cape back, while kris’s hands hover around it. their light world arms sprout from their shoulders, the left hand holding a knife and the right holding up a birdcage. kris’s face looks distressed and uncertain.]

    six years ago, just after I got a drawing tablet, my first finished piece was an undertale fanart piece of frisk. instead of redrawing it exactly, I decided to take the concept and draw kris.

    comparison to the original under the cut!

    [image ID: right picture: a drawing of frisk floating on a royal blue background in roughly the same pose with the red soul as the above picture of kris, but with a peaceful smile on their face and with a stiffer pose. the soul is glowing but the lighting is not as dramatic. out of frisk’s shoulders sprout chara’s arm on the left, holding a knife, and asriel’s arm on the right, holding a golden flower. in the bottom right corner is written “Nov. 2016″ in white.

    left picture: the same picture of kris as above, with “Nov. 2021″ written in white in the bottom right hand corner.]

    so like, I don’t hate the old picture of frisk, but it does feel very stiff and static, and I really did not have any practice with lighting at the time. I’m definitely still learning and practicing, but I am proud that I’ve definitely made progress. :D

    also for almost the whole six heckin years, the fact that chara and asriel’s hands are missing a thumb joint in the first picture has haunted me and I am so glad to vindicate myself y’all

    (p.s. I actually copy and pasted the heart over from the original to the new piece, thought it’d be a cute lil easter egg)

    #maybe someday I will do an actual redraw of the original drawing of frisk but right now my new job is taking all my time and energy lol #deltarune#undertale#kris dreemurr#kris deltarune#fanart
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  • drxwb
    30.11.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    {open starter; somewhere around cryptid cinema }  @salemstart

    Over the past years Andrew had seen and heard enough odd things to make him question his own sanity, yet his inherent willingness to understand his surroundings appeared to keep him whole — or at least he liked to believe so. He exhaled deeply as a cold breeze passed through him, allowing it to take away the unsettling thoughts circling his head; at a slow pace he walked the night in an attempt to keen on the bright decorations that now seemed to cover the entire town, but it didn’t impress him at all. It was that time of the year again and while the man couldn’t be bothered to care, there were alway great events on and about Salem, and for him it did not have anything to do with the Winter Wonderland. “Nothing is too wondrous that can’t be explained.” he rambled distracted as he tried to make amends with his own endurance. He looked up only to find someone staring at him and abruptly stopped before bumping into them. “Holy—” he gasped, ”You scared me.” but smiled while catching his breath.

    #imma alive and back #its not much but i'll leave this here #and get to my replies now!! #;drwtalks#salemstart
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  • mccoys-killer-queen
    30.11.2021 - 5 minutes ago

    Archiving this review I just left for a former employer on Indeed

    Long story short, this company is a timeshare company, which means they're born to scam people, including their employees. I was 18, and flattered into taking a job within Cabela's where you essentially stand on your feet while not moving at ALL for 6 hours straight while trying to scam people walking by into booking a vacation. I was told I was "mature for my age" and "carried myself well" and was given an "offer" that was made to sound special. My boss and the person who hired me were both so nice to me and made me feel so good and confident, and it felt nothing could go wrong. It was horrible. Their politeness and personability were what they used to cover up the fact that they weren't telling you anything about the job- because they knew the only way people would take it was if they were young, stupid, and easily flattered. They used that against me and at least 4-5 other teens my age that I met and worked with. You had to memorize a sales pitch as well as answers to questions in order to quite literally manipulate complete strangers into buying a vacation "deal". Heck, we even had to memorize BODY language in order to manipulate people properly. Part of this sales pitch is that you have to tell the customers to attend a timeshare preview while on their "discounted" vacation. One of my coworkers found out that if the customers don't attend this preview, they get charged the FULL amount of their vacation instead of the discounted amount they commit to, which- trust me- is a LOT more than what they agree to pay. So we were being trained to LIE to strangers, and we weren't even told we were lying to them. This company trained literal teenagers to lie to innocent strangers who are trying to shop at Cabela's, and scam them out of their money. Most of my days were just me standing with a stack of papers for random people to fill out once I dragged them over to our little stand. I was so exhausted from standing all the time that I would go straight to bed after getting home at only 6:30-7pm, and then I'd wake up to go to work the next day. For a company who takes so much pride in their 35 hour work week, I felt more taken up by this job than I did working 40 hours a week because my legs hurt THAT bad. I essentially stood in the same 15 foot radius for 6 hours straight. There was nowhere for us to walk and it was torture. You had to swoop in on passers-by like a vulture and bother them into filling out a paper so they could receive spam calls- that's what 98% of our days were. And our boss? She made money from those papers that WE got people to fill out. SHE made all the money off of them. This company is cold-hearted and dishonest to the extreme. I was never told this job position would be 100% standing until AFTER I had taken the job, I was never told the pay until AFTER I had taken the job, and I had never been told what my job duties were until AFTER I had taken the job. They said you would receive commissions, but only if you successfully convinced someone to buy a "discounted" vacation. They wanted you to have 2 sales a week or something- which was quite literally IMPOSSIBLE IN EVERY CONCEIVABLE WAY. Take it from me, I made one (1) sale in 4 days, which is a friggin miracle (and I didn't even get any commission money from it. It all went to my selfish fake-happy boss, because that's how your first commission worked, apparently). I guarantee you you'd be lucky if you made 2 sales in a MONTH or two, let alone a week. I worked here for 4 days (6 if you count the weekend). I quit because I had had enough already. My legs were in so much pain, I spent most time off sleeping from the exhaustion, and I was NOT going to be the type of person to ruthlessly scam innocent people who came into Cabela's just to shop for a coat. Quitting was the best decision I ever made in my working career. This job made me extremely depressed, and just recalling it makes me want a drink. Do yourself a favor and curse the name of this horrible butt stuffing, stuck-up, compulsive liar-run company.

    #find this tag #the company is bluegreen vacations #don't fucking work for them #gonna go get a drink now #bluegreen vacations #it's been 2 years #time to expose
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  • gonzocoded
    30.11.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    i love the time of night when all of my mutuals are online :) a happy little family of people hanging out online together :) just like in the muppets from space :)

    #remember how they had that house together #? #that’s us on the dash right now :) #a.txt
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  • vicsdeangelis
    30.11.2021 - 6 minutes ago
    #god csnr vic PLEASE be my first kiss #actually can anyone be my first kiss???? this isn't funny anymore #this already wasn't funny when i was 17 and it's extra unfunny now! #sorry i went on a bit of a tangent here djsnsksnssksk #also someone stop me these are getting way too long #ask
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  • mihotose
    30.11.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    all the little details in the itsukushima outfits <33

    #gemitus #literally just looking through my photobooks now bc that fic summary pissed me off
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  • jakobchychrun
    30.11.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    karel vejmelka u BEAST

    #i’m love him #this is a czech hockey players stan acct now #vejmelka#PHX
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  • sahara4k
    30.11.2021 - 7 minutes ago
    #naur..... NAUR #u guys are seriosuly sick im crying #CEASE THIS MADNESS ! #howeever. ludwig on the smp would be the best day of my life #im seriously lightheaded like what da hell are we talking abt right now #anon#asks
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  • youremywonderwallll
    30.11.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    the way i still use tumblr dot com is so funny to me like years of my life have been documented on this blog in ways that other forms of social media could never. 

    #personal #to my friends irl that follow me here hi #the way i used tumblr as a distraction from my homework when i was a student #and now im using it as a distraction from doing work at my corporate job #life is funny and it comes at you fast
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  • k0diak-k1llz
    30.11.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    i'm in this weird state of mind where i feel like absolute dog shit and the entire world is going to collapse in on me every minute and i will suffer and suffocate alone and feeling extremely social and hyper and i don't know if i want to feel either of them

    #was uhhhh close to grippy sock vacation like 5 hours ago and now look at me #got my head out of my ass and surpressing everything for the sake of thinking about a slasher with a dad bod #i can't take anti depressants or take a trip to the ward so this is where i'm at igjrojitha #kodiak.txt
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  • dante-to-dust
    30.11.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    decided i won't eat until my cat moves from my lap 😇

    #shes been on my lap for about 40 minutes now #lets hope she stays for hours!!! #☁️.txt
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  • runawaymarbles
    30.11.2021 - 8 minutes ago

    you know what? fuck you *rasterizes you*

    #guess who can't be resized NOW #guess who's not a VECTOR ANYMORE #YEAH #BECAUSE YOU HAVE TOO MANY ANCHOR POINTS AND KEEP FREEZING ME UP #design shennanigans #fuck this fuck you meme #op
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  • swallowedteeth
    30.11.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    talking to my 30 something year old crush two years later made me feel so old

    #the way i have aged every year of my life since i turned 17 is horrific #i felt the deep urge to be like i am so sorry i was so insane at 19 i’m normal now i swear
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  • carrinth
    30.11.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    Hahahahah I did it! I drew every NSR Artist! HAHaaahaaa.... *curls up to cry* *__*

    Why did I do this. So much pain. So much reference checking. Why did I decide draw a comic showing all these guys. I should just stick to drawing 1010 exclusively because same face syndrome actually works to my benefit in that situation 😅

    Still got the colours to do and maybe fix the positioning of Yinu and Sayu, looking a little crowded there.

    #WIP stuff #five metallic boys #all the nsr artists #i drew everyone and now am super tired #carrinth is overly ambitious and has been humbled
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  • misohelps
    30.11.2021 - 9 minutes ago

    messy “breakups” with long-term rp partners are so painful. 

    #i'm really having A Time right now.
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