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  • woolonghigh
    18.05.2021 - 8 hours ago

    My brand new mix will be aired on NTS1 tonight - BST 7:00pm, JST(+1) 3:00am

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  • the-apples-were-monitored
    18.05.2021 - 10 hours ago

    the thing that honestly bothers me so much is that these so-called miracle cures for autistic symptoms always seem to boil down to doing things that cause the patient physical or psychological pain and discomfort to discourage the behavior and that's considered a "success". like i doubt anyone has successfully "cured" any autistic person of their traits and stims. you've just traumatized us into feeling shame about it when we stim in secret then immediately stop when we hear you coming. but we told you it worked so you'd stop hurting us and give us validation for being the good child you always wanted us to be. and it's like baffling to me because this always seems to obvious looking at it from the autistic perspective...but nobody ever does. it's always from the perspective of the embarrassed parent whose anecdotal evidence shows a totally cured child based on a treatment that makes no logical sense when you look at it for even a second. how would changing a glasses prescription make me walk differently? like honestly think about that for a second. i have low spatial awareness, but that has nothing to do with walking on my toes. walking on my toes is strongly connected with stims like flappy hands - that is to say, it naturally comes out with i'm daydreaming or excited. you can't fix something in my eyes and have it effect the way i've been walking since i was a toddler. this is an ingrained habit at this point, regardless of if it's more infrequent now.

    it gets me because nts act like they're so much smarter than us and know what's best but it's like...this is the dumbest thing i've ever heard in my life and some nt thought of it. this is "working" in the same way that any other aversion therapy works - by creating shame and discomfort until we hide the supposed transgression. but nts are too self involved to think we have the kind of capacity for self-preservation. because we're pure cinnamon rolls incapable of lying or hiding parts of ourselves to minimize pain.

    #actually autistic #yes i'm still mad about all this stuff about prism lenses #nts are so dumb why are they so dumb
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  • postxhuman
    17.05.2021 - 1 day ago

    persona

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  • crowacal
    17.05.2021 - 1 day ago

    god why do people get so mad when you say you know something isnt gonna work for you? everytime i say “i know [blank] isnt gonna work because i know myself” everyone goes wild and insists im wrong. ive been stuck with this bitch for 1000 long years i know how it ticks

    #nts will be like okay if we just make it more important for him to do this hell do it! #im just gonna be a lot more stressed lol #oh god. i bet im gonna have more shutdowns soon. #i know my sister. i know my mom. i know myself. i know im gonna put it off for so long. and theyre gonna get mad #and theyre gonna yell at me. and then ill go into a shutdown #and then theyll yell at me some mlre for going into a shutdown #and then demand i tell them whats happening #and then storm off when i cant even move my eyes because theyre yelling at me for so long #isnt it awesome how some nts will insist they want to help and make it easier for you but. when it actually comes time to help #they forget everything you told them. and do the exact opposite of what you need #ahh. nts. cant live with them. cant live with them #me
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  • lousolversons
    17.05.2021 - 1 day ago

    I’m not fortune’s fool, I’m yours.

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  • nonbinarychaoticstupid
    15.05.2021 - 2 days ago

    ok so you know those artist palette challenge things? that but for writers. you get a palette and you write a story that has those particular colour vibes

    #sep texxt #this will most likely not make sense to nts but here we go kjhgjklIOUHJDJH #or am i just autism tm
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  • tddd6
    15.05.2021 - 2 days ago
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  • mediwriter
    15.05.2021 - 3 days ago

    on some days, i just wake up wanting to be in another country. in another place. in another time. somewhere far away where i can start over. clean slate. and fall harder in love with the littlest things in life. maybe by then, i would never know a life of crushing sadness.

    on most days, i just wish i never woke up.

    #tw #tw: mental health #im so HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY it feels like im getting closer and closer to just yeet myself out of existence #personal#musings#nts
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  • marriageandthecrown
    14.05.2021 - 3 days ago

    So, people need to stop writing in the notes, cos even when they mean it with “good intentions” they’re getting it wrong. They’re not listening to the reasons why Jodie wanted to portray Anne in the first place. And then you read more of them and it’s full of the most inaccurate crap which they would know if they, I don’t know, read one sentence in a book. “Burned at the stake”? No, that’s not what happened. Charged with witchcraft? Again, no, that’s not what happened. I also think it’s a disservice to the events that took place which targeted Anne, her brother, and their family name/legacy; it wasn’t only because Anne couldn’t give Henry a living son. So many other events, situations, scenarios, and people all came together to make it, as Claire Ridgway accurately calls 1536, “the perfect storm” to finally destroy the Boleyns’ power and influence indefinitely, as well as their lives.

    #catherine’s death was no longer the obstacle tm it had been #henry was free to ally with the emperor again especially when France was causing problems #the seymours wanted to rule the roost now #cromwell felt threatened by anne now he felt it was her or him and she could very well win #you had the c*nts carew bryan suffolk norfolk as well as seymours and others working against her #you had her friends and family with so much power and status too their enemies wanted them gone #politics and religion played a part #you have henry ultra paranoid and all moodswing ‘happy’ and causing his own dramas (joust accident anyone) #JS catching his eye and playing her role as told #and then of course to tie everything up the death of anne’s baby boy #as the final (?) straw or an excuse of a way in to rip the rug out from under her #chapuys had (been tricked into) bowed to her/acknowledged her as queen now #maybe that was the last thing henry needed ticking off before he could turn on her completely #he had accomplished (via her brother his friend’s help) what had taken him three yrs officially #there was nothing else left so he could turn away
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  • justclyde
    14.05.2021 - 4 days ago

    It really sucks to have fucked up so badly it ruins the one intimate relationship you felt the most connection with. I feel so dejected and lost. I don’t know what I’m going to do. Still, I have to accept the consequences of my stupid actions. Inhale. Pause. Exhale. Repeat. Forgive yourself and learn the lesson you should’ve learned earlier before. Let go.

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  • hardturd123
    14.05.2021 - 4 days ago

    when people say "autistics are actually super smart. like alfred einstein" it fucks over everybody who's actually just not that smart. please don't do that, everybody's life has value. your life isn't more valuable than someone with an intellectual disability's because you have an easier time processing and memorizing things or have the power to mask your disability

    #i get wanting to one-up NTs like this if youre autistic and saying this #but think about what you're saying #because it's basically what asshole NTs say about us but now directed at other #more vulnerable disabled people
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  • curteboamusica
    13.05.2021 - 4 days ago

    NTS - Lovely Fat

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  • mediwriter
    13.05.2021 - 5 days ago

    to you, the sun will rise again to give you another shot in life. another day to celebrate each win. another day to fall in love with the littlest things. you'll be fine, love. one day. someday.

    #nts#reminder #!!!! bc the world is so dreary AAAAAAAAAAAAH #love notes
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  • astraios-s
    12.05.2021 - 5 days ago

    i just found out that people can feel time passing by???????????? like actually feel moments passing by?????????????????????? like???? I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND IT???? JUST- WHAT????????

    #adhd#adhd inattentive#adhd problems#adhd culture#adhd things#adhd feels#what #I AM SO CONFUSED #YALL FEEL TIME??? #AND IT DOESNT FREAK U OUT????? #WTF NTs
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  • truthcakes
    12.05.2021 - 6 days ago

    Do what you must and you will flourish.

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  • truthcakes
    12.05.2021 - 6 days ago

    You are worthy of time. Your passions are worthy of time. They are worthy of effort.

    You know what you need to do, or you at least have a start.

    Take an hour a day. Turn off distractions, focus inwards. Pick one topic per hour.

    -A day for work projects

    -A day for self-employment projects and research

    -A day for introspection, written out. Acted out. Felt, and witnessed.

    -A day for practicing your skills

    Take the time. Distractions can wait. Start small. An hour. Then two. Then more as the need grows.

    You are capable. It's difficult, and requires a kick-start, but you are more than capable.

    Do what you must so that you can flourish once more. You deserve this. The world deserves you. Don't give up.

    #personal #note to self #nts
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  • that-soccer-guru
    11.05.2021 - 1 week ago
    #deyna castellanos #ludmila da silva #jessie fleming#lorena benitez#delphine cascarino#daniela montoya#mapi leon#kosovare asllani#leonie maier#becky sauerbrunn#tiane endler#ideal XI #this game was hard #I am sorry if I didn't include some countries I ONLY HAD 11 SPOTS #I also have personal vendettas against some NTs so... oops? #it's MY ideal XI damn it #almost put in Blackstenius over asllani bc she grew on me in Göteborg but choices had to be made #apologies to Magull and Dabritz (and Leupolz) but I have a preferred defender #Conmebol represent boooi #woso#thanks anon#anon asks#answering asks #that soccer guru answers
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  • muchacha-mala
    11.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    I need to start drawing every single day. Even if it’s a stupid little doodle.

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  • josephgraham
    10.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    You know, love, it's... it's the most wonderful feeling in the world.

    #ballum #ben x callum #ben mitchell#callum highway#eastenders #ben x paul #callum x chris #gif#* #gbye c*nts im cryin x
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  • sariea
    10.05.2021 - 1 week ago

    When we don’t see our desire in the person (or people) we love, we give up and assume it’s impossible

    I refuse to give up

    Stop looking at man and look to Jesus, our biggest most important role model.

    Hebrews 12

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