The next best thing from fucking the pain away is at least getting nudes
I took 13 oxys in two days just to numb the pain and get through my days.
Esse Weltschmerz schon zum Frühstück. 😅
And you know what I’m great at? Ruining every fucking thing for every single person in this world. :’-)
I am no good for anyone. I don’t even want myself. I do no good for this world. Fucking tired man. Just let me be someone else or let me be fucking dead.
I finally have a good reason to starve myself, I feel so numb anyways.
I should fear this darkness, I should be running away and seeking help but instead it’s like an old friend as returned to say hello and stay for awhile…
I want to be happy again..
Can it get any worse…
We have to know when let our pain take over and dull the edge of it with a good splash of vodka
Kids numb the pain, thats the only way we will survive, we use it to get strong then we must numb the pain so we dont just destroy ourselves
I just wanna die. but I don’t wanna die.
I just want all of this to end.
I just don’t want to feel.
02/20/20 1:21 am
I read a quote that said “there will be days when you’ll feel sad and you don’t know why. ” That’s me today. There was no fighting. There was no yelling. There was nothing to be upset about. In fact, I was so happy! I went to see a movie with my mom and we went shopping and picked up cool clothes. If I was happy for the first time in a bit, then why am I sitting here at almost 3 in the morning just sad and numb at the same time?! Ugh!!!!
and never been more dead :’)
– melanie martinez
sesi güzeldi kokainden exten en afilli sexten.
why can’t i just fucking cry and get my emotions out i’m so tired of being bottled up but i’m too numb to do anything
I just really feel alone right now
I haven’t posted in a while
Unfortunately that’s not cause things have been better
Though to be fair they’re not too much worse :P
I don’t know how to do this anymore
I’m just so sick of feeling lost
And oh.. so… tired….
I will keep going
I’m such a stubborn ass that I have to
I don’t think I have it in me to not keep on and to give up
That trait comes in handy during these times I suppose
But it’s also gotten me into more than it’s share of troublesome scenarios…
Anyways I suppose I’ll just have to keep drifting through for now
I feel so numb, like everything around me is dull background noise
Yet at the same time I have all these vivid feelings that scream to get out every now and then
I think they’re getting bored too
They know they can’t be let out right now but they’re not going anywhere
At least it’s nice to know I have company