idk what's so good about being bullied for putting on weight but i love it. i love when someone comments on how much im eating, and how ive "put on a little weight" since they last saw me. i love having people watch me struggle to get comfortable in my chair after gorging but still refusing to stop eating. i love that shamedul question of "did you really eat all of that?" it's humilating but each and every time i find myself saying yes i end up back in the kitchen looking for something else to shove down my throat.