Traitor: Lee Heeseung
This is inspired by Olivia Rodrigo’s song Traitor
You held him tightly that day. He was at his worst, yet you still loved him, I guess that didn’t matter. Now all you were able to is look at his brown, guilty, doe eyes from afar before he looked back at his new lover.
You walked into the school with your puffy eyes and your eyes went to his seat. He was with her, it took him only 2 weeks to go off and date her.
You betrayed me, and I know that you’ll never feel sorry
You went to your seat and put your head down. Your friends came to you and comforted you. "How about we let the school know what he did?" One suggested.
you’d talk to her when we were together, loved you at your worst, but that didn’t matter
You cried at your desk every night while writing lyrics to express your hurt. You’d see how he’d bring her everywhere like he used to do with you. He showed her off to all his friends as they looked at you from across the cafeteria with a sorry look.
She went home with him after school, Lee Heeseung when she sleeps in the bed we made don’t dare forget about the way you betrayed me. You traitor.
You asked him so many questions he tried to avoid. “Heeseung where were you?” You’d ask. “I’m tired, I’ll tell you another time.” He’d reply. All the twisted games you’d play with my heart, won’t be forgotten. Ain’t that funny?
Now you stood on the stage of the talent show singing your pain away.
“God, I wish you had thought this through before I went and fell in love you. When she’s sleeping in the bed we made don’t you dare forget about the way you betrayed me. Cuz I know that you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt. You’d talk to her when we were together, you gave me your word, but that didn’t matter. It took you 2 weeks, to go off and date her. Guess you didn’t cheat, but you’re still, you’re still a traitor. Yeah, you’re still a traitor! God, I wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you.”
You stepped off the stage and went backstage as your friends congratulated you for being so brave and beautiful. Next thing you know,” Y/N can we talk?”
“Heeseung, you know that song is about you and now you know how I feel. So why are we here? I thought this was yours and her place now, not ours.” You spoke bitterly.
“I’m sorry Y/N, I can’t control what my heart wants. We just need closure-“ Heeseung tried to speak.
“No we don’t need closure, I don’t need you anymore and that’s that. Go back to your lover. You made me realize our love was never true. Go be true with her.” You gestured back inside.
Heeseung nodded and thanked you while you weakly smiled back. He walked in through the doors and through the windows you saw him kiss her cheeks, the exact way he used to kiss yours. Unconsciously more tears ran down your cheeks as they disappeared from your sight.
“God I wish you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you. Lee Heeseung, be happier with her, be true to her, love her.” You smiled sadly to yourself.