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  • bybdolan
    18.05.2021 - 41 minutes ago

    Reading a paper on American Protestantism and Evangelicalism right now and. It all makes so much sense now.

    #it all = why American Protestantism feels so foreign to me even tho i am protestant #turns out the geographical seperation between europe and America among other things led to very different religious developments!!! #who would have thought #tbd#tw religion
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  • jjinan
    18.05.2021 - 46 minutes ago

    i got an overall 87% im so happyfbifjskdjfkssmnxdk

    #FINALLY ITS OVER #i can think abt the other anxiety inducing things later for now im going into hermit mode #lulu.exe
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  • doctor-nightcore
    18.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    scratches head.

    does there happen to be. a different tag for monsterkin but with No Violence?

    (/lh but sorta genuine question? like i'm trying to figure out if there's more to my existing kintype[s], this now involving "scary" physical characteristics but a lot of what i'm seeing in tags are violent and somewhat triggering posts and. i do not want that. :/)

    #if this shows up in tags for that community then im sorry :'] #please dont rb? i wont be upset or whatever but if you have any tips do lmk lol #i usually delete stuff after a while so yeah #i dont necessarily mean monsterkin as in Causes Harm. im just seeing that way more than i expected tbh #im sorry if im wording things wrong #like i said idk many smaller communities so pls give me tips if you think i could use any other words :]
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  • nonbinarylowkey
    18.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    people being stripped agaimst their will in prisons isn't the funny joke marvel seems to think it is...

    #i dont even care about shirtless tom in this case #i can watch other things for that #the tentative optimism i had for this show is dwindling rapidly #especially as i see people not using any critical thinking about that clip
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  • h-anon97
    18.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Oh no oh no no no

    #hannah’s speaks #about her life #well I guess things could be worst #but I’m working on a paper that’s due tomorrow #which I’ve started and the professor gave us an extension to finish it #since it’s was supposed to be due lady Friday #another professor fixed the date for his final exam so I can do it now #for he had the wrong date on it so I couldn’t even open it #and I probably have an another final in my other class which isn’t on the same server as my three other classes #🙃🙃 #like Ughhh why? #and Idk if I’m going to pass that one #since it’s not on the same server as my other three classes I’ve missed a lot of shit #but I don’t really like that class #for the professor expect us to teach ourselves everything and it ducks #*sucks*#tw rant #sorry for ranting #don’t rb this
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  • biconjesper
    18.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    ronan and adam tho

    #that’s the whole post #i can’t even articulate how like…. intense and interesting their relationship is #they chose to trust each other with some big secrets and did some fucked up things for each other and i am in a daze #trc
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  • hypo-critic-al
    18.05.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Songs that defined/been my vent/comfort songs in the 16th year of my life:

    - Teen Idle (Marina & The Diamonds)

    - Neighbour (Mother Mother)

    - Rät (Penelope Scott)

    - Achilles Come Down (Gang Of Youths)

    - Amen (Frankenstein: A New Musical)

    #one of the things is not like the other #but it’s my regret hour and i choose my songs #i doubt those will change in the 17th year of my life #but for now #trauma#hate#shame #stay here with 16 yo hypo okay? #tommorow i’m a new person #not ready to be a year closer to adulthood #but someone new nonetheless #this is a last day i can scream teen idle and it will completely fit me #not tommorow #i won’t be 16 tommorow #<3 #glad you were with me in bitter but also in sweetest times this year #let’s gooooo #frankenstein a new musical #hypocrite’s ramblings #seriously ignore this #it’s just a list of songs i liked and i just think they are neat! #and were with me troughout this year #that’s it! #no worries <:D
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  • bokuakafluffysowlmates
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Something isn't right.

    Along the 50+ messages Koutarou has sent over to Keiji, not a single one is given a response. Not even the small icon indicating Keiji is typing showed up on his screen. Keiji hasn't been online for a while now. One hour, two hours, three hours pass. Koutarou is still left unanswered.

    Training is only half way finish but Koutarou has been feeling uneasy since this.

    The noise the MSBY gym has been flarring up, mainly the bickering of Atsumu and Sakusa meanwhile Hinata tries to be the man of reasoning, echoes across the expanse. Only for the it to be left unnoticed by one Bokuto Koutarou.

    This is a first. The only time Keiji turns off his phone is during meetings of utmost importance or when his deadlines needed completion. Koutarou would have known if a surprise meeting are to happen since Keiji always makes sure to text him the details before muting his phone for the rest of the day.

    So then, what happened?

    The news comes to him short and slow. But it's enough for Koutarou to gather his things and bolt out the door like his life depends on it.

    A fire.

    It has happened all too quickly, their captain approach him with the news flashing before his eyes, the very building that his husband works in has been engulfed in flames, the text underneath explaining the event but Koutarou has already connected the dots. Enough for him to excuse himself and depart immediately.

    By the time Koutarou arrives in the hospital, he's lucky enough to be the only one in line by the front desk.

    Keiji is safe. His room is not too far from where Koutarou is standing. The news alone is enough to bring all of Koutarou's composure back as he makes it to Keiji's room.

    His husband has been resting. From a distance, Koutarou can make up a few bandages wrapped around Keiji's arms but that's as far as it goes.

    Nothing fatal.

    From there, Koutarou watches over him and refuses to leave his side. The only time he would leave is to purchase food for himself and Keiji if ever he is to wake up soon. Which Keiji does eventually.

    It's the middle of the night when he does.

    "Koutarou?" Keiji's voice shatters the silence, his throat dry.

    Koutarou didn't cling unto his husband quickly and earnestly like he usually does the moment he sees him. He does the opposite. As if touching fragile glass, Koutarou's trembling fingers reach over to caress Keiji's face. He's here.

    He's safe.

    Keiji leans against his touch, the look on his face still trying to gain a sense of recollection. Yet, amidst his confusion, Koutarou anchors him all the same.

    "I'm glad you're awake Keiji." Koutarou speaks in between a sob and a smile. A soft smile graces his lips as he tries to compose himself. The few tears he has shed already betraying this front.

    "Hold on, I'll get you some water." The hand initially holding Keiji's face goes down to hold Keiji's hand as Koutarou bends over to get a water bottle he has purchased.

    Koutarou lets a few minutes pass between them of complete silence. He didn't want to rush Keiji. Only wanting to give him enough time to adjust again after such an incident.

    "How are you feeling?" Koutarou asks, his hold on Keiji's hand a little firmer.

    "A lot better, thank you." Keiji looks at him with reassurance, he holds unto Koutarou's hand just as much

    "Do you remember anything that happened?"

    "There was a fire and...wait." Keiji's features shift altogether. Koutarou knows that look of concern when he sees it. "How long have I been here?"

    "Around three days."

    "Three days, and...are you're telling me you've been here this entire time?"

    "Of course Keiji! Where else would I be-"

    "But what about training?"

    "It's alright, I told coach about my leave and he excused me." Koutarou continues to say with a smile, yet Keiji's concern only grew more visible at every answer.

    "Koutarou you didn't have to do all this for my sake. You have a match coming in a few days don't you? Surely this will hinder your performance-"

    "Keiji."

    The edge in Koutarou's voice alone is enough for Keiji to silence himself. Not in the way that it was meant to shut him up, but in a way that Koutarou is to pave another path of understanding for him. And Keiji lets him.

    Koutarou reaches over to caress Keiji's face again. The look in Koutarou's has never been more sincere.

    "I love you more than any victory a match could give me." Slowly, Koutarou brings their foreheads to rest against each other and Keiji swears that his warmth comforts him through and through.

    "Keiji, I would rather lose a hundred volleyball matches than lose you."

    Nothing left is said between them, not when everything else is shared. Soft kisses, hugs, and a night's worth of cuddling in each other's arms. Koutarou and Keiji let the day pass them by.

    Full of reassurance and relief.

    #Bold of you to assume I'm going to hurt Bokuaka #I would never hurt them #I'm keeping them away from all harm a a a #They deserve all the happiness and comfort #They deserve each other sm #Supportive Bokuaka? Supportive Bokuaka #Keiji is alright dw TWT #The fire was an accident too dw #I couldn't help but wonder about this scenario and a a a #Was I planning to give this a bad ending? N o. #Never #Not in a million years will I hurt Bokuaka #I only want good things for them and nothing else #Bokuaka#bokuaka#Bokuaka hurt/comfort#Bokuaka fluff#bokuaka fluff#Bokuaka drable#bokuaka drable #Bokuto x Akaashi #Akaashi x Bokuto #bokuto x akaashi #akaashi x bokuto #Bokuto#bokuto#Akaashi#akaashi#Bokuto Koutarou#bokuto koutarou
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  • iida-dori
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    INTSYS SAYS GAY RIGHTS

    #GUYS THEY ARE LITERALLY MARRIED YOU CANT CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE #fe catria #sorry idk the other ones name lol #fire emblem heroes #video games#raymbles #Ray does things
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  • alebrijediscordico
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i got the dagger out many moons ago.

    I took care of the wound, cleaned it, changed the bandages when needed. i stayed still for a long time, seeing the days go by, to let the deep cut close.

    And now, when i thought the wound finally closed, healed, when i thought i could move again like i once did... i found my hand covered in blood again.

    The cut itches terribly, the bandages smell and feel just as awful as i remember. sometimes i can feel the cold steel inside of me again.

    Sometimes i wonder if i am either impatient or its just that the wound will never close at the end...

    i hope i just need to learn how to wait.

    #coping words #ask to tag #some days things just hurt more than other times #and man do i hate those days
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  • bloodyyboxes
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I hate equipping the wrangler on engie because I scroll thru my weapons too slow and end up activating it on accident

    #tf2 tag #im practicing things other than frontier justice + gunslinger and i Do Not Like Wrangler. except for sentry jumping thats been kinda fun #boxes talks
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  • lebanesetoaster
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    okay so like... going to bed earlier than usual is a good thing

    but also, I’m so tired tonight that I didn’t practice guitar... and I also didn’t practice guitar yesterday...

    anyone feel like helping hold me accountable for practicing tomorrow?  you can reply to this post or bug me in my ask.  I really miss gif reply

    #like #I'm gonna do it #but also #if i don't do it?? #a three day not practicing streak can so easily pick up speed #if I impulse buy a guitar strap right now then I'll have to keep playing right?? #blog things#guitar things #I was gonna buy a rainbow one #and then I was looking at not rainbow ones #because like... how many rainbows is too many rainbows? #but the rainbow ones are cheaper than the other ones I'm looking at???
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  • rosefem
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    thinking abt how the only feeling i can accept from myself in the moment is hostility but when my fight or flight reaction smooths over i become so deeply ashamed of myself that a lot of the time i break down in tears over it. and then if im sad or scared im a pussy, if im happy i don't deserve it, if im angry in a non-"threatened" moment im abusive, etc.

    #kivpost #if you reblog this i'll hurt you physically an that's a promise #i need to see someone about this but idfk where to go or what to start with #i feel like a very knotted ball of twine. you know #threatened is in quotes bc it. like it's never a rational threat. it's just like. when things remind me of other things
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  • pendraegon
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #hm. i dont know what this is<3 #anyways you guys never should have said nice things about the other two poetry stuff ive uploaded now im like.. #wow maybe i can write poetry alksdjfoasjfdsaa #my writing#my poetry #ask 2 tag
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  • lesbian-babey
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    yeah it probably says something about how I feel morally obligated on social media to reblog “important stuff” but don’t talk about anything I actually like bc what if it annoys the people who follow me or I accidentally engage in something problematic or something and so I just only reblog like boring meme shit or e-begging stuff (I get it no shame just it’s like 90% of my blog). the only really “free” reblogging I do is to my aesthetic acc and my pots ones bc I have no followers so I’m not inconveniencing anyone. On my blog. Ab my interests. hmmm

    #something something morality obsessions something something realizing something ab myself in chidi #I just always feel obligated to reblog any kind of call for help since that’s all I can do really #and I kind of want to add like a boost tag to them but is that wrong to do like it feels like thats just taking a cheap way out n ignoring #but #like I have multiple things I follow and like stuff for but I don’t know anyone else who likes it so I just don’t talk about it #which I recognize that like it’s mental to try and curate a completely morally healthy sound and positive page #and feel morally obligated to never make light of serious situations but at the same time i feel like o can’t ever take refuge on soc media #does that make sense? like I cant engage in my own interests because compared to all this other stuff it’s stupid and childish #which I know isn’t true but like... brain rot yk #yeah yk something something my therapist making note that I called myself unpalatable something something #:))) #love it here! (mental illness)
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  • samdyke
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #shes not very interesting theres a sort of hell politics plotline that couldve been fun but no #unfortunately shes just another hot evil redhead and nowhere near as fun or interesting as the NEXT evil redhead (rowena) #sorry! but shes not around for SO long theres other things going on #kora.txt #asks#anons
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  • shanastoryteller
    18.05.2021 - 2 hours ago

    ONE GOOD TURN, THE NEXT PART OF CARTWHEELS IN CLOUD RECESSES, IS UP!

    #progress report #here's some context for some of the bullshit i've alluded to in the rest of the series #did i write this all today bc i feel bad how long it's taking me to write other things #yes #is that counterproductive #also yes #don't look at me
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  • muttever
    18.05.2021 - 3 hours ago

    it occurs to me that my favorite romance tropes are just. excessively demiaro. i cannot change this.

    #natch friends->lovers is like. the only thing i care about. if you arent friends what the fuck are you doing #but theres other things that i cant be assed to say directly lol
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  • alltouwell
    18.05.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Some of y’all: omg I’m almost at my next thousand followers!!! <3

    Me: I’ve had the same 80 or so followers for a while now, half of whom are most definitely bots. Welcome to the crackhouse

    #this is not a not like other girls post unironically lmao #it just makes me laugh to think about having that many followers on tumblr.com #especially as somebody who basically only reblogs things #and has no organization system whatsoever #love my mutuals tho u guys r the best 💖 #you are who i return constantly for
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  • jericholeader
    18.05.2021 - 3 hours ago

    The sexism in gaming is off the charts.

    #out of charisma #tbd #[  Since this is a video game muse blog I feel this is not entirely out of palce #*place #even tho DBH is a console story game so encountering sexism in the actually gaming experience is less likely (from users) #but in online gaming or any public gaming the sexism is Out Of Control #by men who feel threatened among many other things ]
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