#overthinking Tumblr posts

  • chaotic-lemons
    23.10.2021 - 23 minutes ago

    I used to not trust what I think

    Hence overthinking.

    #I’m slowly getting over it #learn to trust yourself #love yourself #it’s a hard practice #it’s so easy to be self-destructive #it takes time and consistently doing #overthinking#trust#thoughts#mind#thinking#philosophy#life
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  • confession-of-a-drama-queen
    23.10.2021 - 29 minutes ago

    They don’t know. They will only try to ruin us if they knew.

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  • littlesatansworld
    23.10.2021 - 40 minutes ago
    too many lines in the head
    on the veins
    in the notebook,
    counting down the departure.
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  • sad-dumpp
    23.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    How did you dare tell me I didn’t need to be scared of her but then talk about doing stuff with her now all the fucking time.

    I know you’re into her but it seems like you fucking don’t know it yourself.

    #heartache#breakup#heartbreak #i honestly don't know #I wish I could say I don’t care #overthinker
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  • pari-prince
    23.10.2021 - 1 hour ago
    #ryawr #THIS ISNT MEAN I DONT THINK #is it? as long as we aren't revealing personal info or being mean or anything #we are good. #which i think wr are #💌.letters #i overthink tons can you tell
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  • mossybank
    23.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Just put the pieces together on an account like.. belonging to someone I had blocked

    #thats like.. ickyyy .. making a different account to interact with accounts you know dont want to be associated with you?? #idk im probably overthinking lol
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  • rainbow-worm-on-string
    23.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Well. The crippling self doubt caught up with me

    #personal #im resisting the urge to lay down and cry #i suck at school so much how do people do this #covid fucked me up so bad my brain is no longer wired for school #i wanted to do so many things today and if anything i made backwards progress #is it really this hard or am i overthinking it and its all in my head? #also apparently i now get a headache whenever i sit down and try to study. its the same fucking headache every time #im putting myself in way over my head. am i going to try and comprehend something beyond my comprehension and end up with something stupid #is this whole thing beyond me
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  • madodreamspam
    23.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    :(

    #............................................................................................................................ #.......................................................................................................................................... #....................................................................................................................................... #........................................................................................................................................ #:( :/ :/ :( #i just said something rlly mean to her and i feel awful abt it but also like. #idk. i censor and prune my statements and wordings ad nauseum constantly every day forever so so so much #and its exhausting and yea it mostly benefits the people around me i think but it also keeps them at an arms length #and when i tell people that i do it theyre like omg nooo be genuine with me you dont have to do all that #and im like lol ok lol you do not understand that the entire basis of our relationship rn is #me being galaxy brain abt every single word that trickles out of my mouth #and sometimes i just wanna be like. no. what if i DID act genuine and didnt overthink every little thing for like. idk. a day #and immediately everyone is like wtf haha why are u being so weird im uncomfy or theyre offended #and i just like. physically become the shrug emoji irl for comedic effect bc like. what am i supposed to do abt that #be genuine more frequently so people are used to it? i dont think so... everyone is pushed away by that... new people and old friends both #idk maybe im wrong and the right people will let me do that but. what does that mean. i have to scrap all my current relationships? #idk. its stupid and i hate it and im getting resentful abt it #like. not to tmi but im very unsatisfied in a certain aspect of my life and like. i just cant do anything abt it #thats why i was being snappy with her. bc i feel like ive given all the signs and instructions and guidances and communications #ive put in so much work into getting on her level and trying to figure this stuff out with her... #ive even been very genuine and vulnerable at points to rlly get across what i want/need! #and yet she just wont. in fact the more i do it almost seems like the less interested she is. so i took the mask off for a sec #and i snapped at her. and she got upset and left. #like YEA thats rlly ineffective of me. cultivating bitterness and resentment abt something over time then snapping abt it just #hurts both people and gets u nowhere but. idk what im supposed to do! find a bew person??? l #i feel like either option hurts her. and idk how to make it not suck. idk. this is dumb sjfhsksjfj
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  • thecosmonaught
    23.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    Shut The Door

    I spoke my mind and then shut the door behind me. That is my crime. You’re upset. I was upset but that never seemed to matter. In fact, I always seemed to find myself up against overwhelming odds in matters of opinion and perspective which made me feel, my entire life, like an outsider, deficient, alien. Regardless of what I did, motivated mostly by approval, of yours and that of friends and…

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    #overthinker#peer pressure #where democracy breaks down
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  • alovethatlastsforme
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    sometimes you just need to stop and focus on yourself. no one else matters at that moment, because you are doing what you need for you

    #mental heath support #overthinking
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  • alovethatlastsforme
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    My useless mushy brain. You can overthink every gods damned scenario to ever exist and make problems out of nothing and make me genuinely miserable about my actual good relationship but you can't even try to write an essay for a scholarship that could ease a LOT of worries! Useless!

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  • introvertpanicing
    23.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    A rant about last night

    Just to preface, I don't know why I'm posting this, I just feel like I have to tell someone about this. So here ya go I guess...

    I am so mad because I got super drunk last night (my first time being drunk btw), had multiple panic attacks and cried all over my housemate and two of her friends. I have only known the two of them for a month max while the housemate is doing the same course as me in collage so I've known her for a year. They were so nice about it and one in particular gave me not only cuddles on the couch but also ran his fingers through my hair and now I miss him. He has, rightfully so may I add, gone home after a shit night of sleep and yet I am the most selfish person ever because ‘I feel like pure shit, just want him back’. I feel so bone crushingly lonely and already a crush forming. He was just so kind and nice and soft and warm and I can’t tell what I feel anymore. I need a boyfriend or something but fucking tinder is bullshit because my brain wants to actually fall in love with a friend or person from real life and I don’t know what to do because its all going pear shaped. I was meant to get my hair dyed last night, which I already felt bad about bc it was a birthday party last night for my housemate's gf and it was her night and I wanted to get my hair dyed (she had offered and two other people were also going to get their hair done but only one ended up getting it done), but it never happened and I feel bad asking her to do it but I also told mam that I was getting it done and now it’s not and I just don’t know anymore. The only reason I’m writing this is because people are still asleep and I can’t play my ukulele and I have a lot of things bouncing around my head. I just want to be kissed and for him to hold me and I was too nervous this morning to ask for a hug so will I have to get weepy messy drunk again to be held like that again because I don’t want to but if it’s the only way to get affection then maybe I’ll have to. I have only had a kiwi for breakfast which is not ideal but can’t do eggs bc people in the house are allergic and have no other food for breakfast so guess I’ll die. I want to cry but I feel like I have no more tears left and everything is all gone to shit. Why do I feel like nobody is ever really there when I need them and why do I stop myself from reaching out to people when I need them and why is nothing ever good enough for me and why can’t I seem to want to be alive? I don’t know what to do now because it’s the morning and he is gone and I have no one to hold me. Not that it’s his job specifically to hold me but he does it so well and I really liked it. It's sad that that was one of the first times I've been held properly in my life. I feel like I need more of that comfort in my life but it is so god damn hard to ask for that and who wants me around anyway? Would things be better if I wasn't here? No one would have to deal with me and quite frankly that’s a plus. Now here comes the part where I convince myself what I was told last night about being an outsider was not true and I really am an outsider invading their friend group and they only tolerate me like the way it was in school.

    #rant post #kind of sad #need a hug #crushing#crush#overthinking#stressed#frustrated #i am so sad and have a lot of emotions right now #what do i do #get me a boyfriend or else i'll do something stupid and fall in love with a friend
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  • mandalinabahcesii
    23.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    Ders günü 🧚🏻‍♀️

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  • malewifedyke
    23.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    anyone normal here i need help crafting a text message

    #i’m kidding#mostly #i am aware it’s 3 am but i think that’s on brand for me #i’m overthinking this i just need to do it
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  • vampgf
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    theres a literal lump on the side of his head how is that not the chip im going insane

    #i never noticed it before and maybe i am overthinking but it's okay bc im sexy and cool <3 #personal.txt
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