fill me to the brim and make me pop 👻💙
fill me to the brim and make me pop 👻💙
just call me Violet.. 👻💙
Here more of my favorite megachub, he’s so massive
These jeans aren’t fitting like they did a few weeks back
That belly is so huge
Y'all, my mom just called ne “chubby-cheeks”… she doesn’t know about my ed, but she is fueling it beyond words…
Sw and Cw: 222lbs
Going on Thursday when I get paid to buy a membership at a gym. Been having it shoved in my face that I’ve gained my weight back. Feeling more and more insecure. I need to push myself. Maybe once I do start this journey I’ll be able to stick with it. I really hope so anyways.
Maybe I’ll post photos as I’m going.
Damn, I’m getting fat 🐷
Tue, Oct 27th 2020
Not bad. I did ate a lot last night but I also did my #Day11 of 90Days of Fall Pilates by Moving Mango and also 29mins Stretching by Muscle Watching. Still far from my goal weight but it’s okay.
Gifs don’t work, so here’s a video. Now. Imagine that’s your hand on my belly 🤤
Okay, so, this is something that comes out of the bottom of my heart and soul.
I have always had issues with food. To an extent I dare say that I have some type of ED (because this has not been medically or properly diagnosed), however, I do know that my relationship with food has not been neither easy nor pretty. To add more salt to the wound, I have always been very thin/skinny, for years I’ve been size 0 and I’ve been proud of this. It has been ingrained in my mind by my parents that people with more body fat than what they need are not beautiful nor pretty and should not wear certain type of clothing.
This, however, has not stopped people to tell me along my life non-stop that I would look better if I could put some weight on. That clothing would fit me better if I were more thick. That I would be more healthy if I had more body mass (and this applies to loved ones as well).
Me, not being overweight has not stopped people nor my family from bullying me because of how skinny I am.
Let me tell you something. Weight is something that is a health risk factor. I have always suffered from anemia and it has been attributed to me not eating enough. Anemia is a health condition that has many other factors other than “not eating”. Anemia does not only affects skinny or underweight people. However, just as it is with people with overweight or that are visibly fat, that get disregarded about any health symptoms as to traditional doctors attributing those symptoms to their weight, it also happens with people who are skinny.
Nonetheless, your weight is a health risk factor in many diseases or illnesses, whether you are underweight or overweight. BOTH CAN MESS UP YOUR HEALTH REAL BAD.
So yeah. You’re beautiful because you’re human. not because of your weight.
You can wear whatever the heck you want because you’re not killing nor harming anyone by doing so.
Go ahead and feel comfortable in your skin. Feel comfortable with the weight that YOU feel good with.
I am grateful that I have found someone that loves me no matter what and who does not care how I look as long as I feel comfortable with it.
Everyone’s journey is different.
Never settle for someone who loves you but wants to change how you look because of their benefit. If you change, change because you want to. Change for your benefit. Not for anyone else’s.
When i tell people I have fatty liver disease, they think that means im just a slob and eat awful food everyday
In reality having fld is actually pretty rare for my age (22) and the fact that i dont actually eat that awful (my mom gets mad at how healthy/picky i am)
Abled people just dont want to hear that “fat diseases” like diabeties, fld, insulin resistance and others can happen to anyone with enough biological factors
Its scary to them to realize disabled people did nothing wrong.
Every time I hang out with friends I find myself drained. Not from the interactions but from my mind telling me that I’m too fat and ugly to be around them. I have zero clue as to why they keep such a disgusting creature around. I hate myself so fucking much
Mon, Oct 26th 2020
I gained a lot. 😩 Losing weight is hard when you’re actually a foodie but the alarm in your body is ringing since I’m reaching towards my highest weight and it’s definitely not healthy.
Don’t get me wrong I’m still doing Pilates for almost every single day (I did skipped a day and yes that’s my fault) so I did workout but this…
Who’s gonna spoil this tummy? Send giftcards to email@example.com
The rolls of fat on my stomach … They hold my fucking water bottle up …
I hate my body so much.