#pain tw Tumblr posts

  • jennifersbod
    24.10.2021 - 23 minutes ago

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    #so tired of being miserable > 50% of the time #if i’m not having a flare/on my period it’s pmdd and ovulation pain #and if i skip my periods with this pill my mood goes haywire #personal#endo tag #medical stuff tw #venting tw #period mention tw #tbd
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  • fadingfromyou
    24.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    even looking back on my own posts or memories, I miss you so much, I wish we could’ve been by your side, it was so unfair for you to be alone

    I miss the person who lives across the street who was the sweetest person you could ever me; with a cute dog to be by her side

    I miss the person who watched over us despite their age

    I miss the person who’d I see every day to walk their dog, the person I’d come over every day to help out

    you were getting up there in age, it was really sad to watch when things got worse; I never wanted to leave you hanging and I would always take him for walks despite you telling me it’s okay

    I wanted to do anything I could for you; I wish you could join us on holiday dinners, I know it was a bit difficult, so we brought it to you

    I keep replaying your voicemail, it was something so basic but just it being your voice and you makes me cry, it makes me hurt, it makes me miss you so god damn much

    May we meet again

    #writerscreed #an excerpt from a book i'll never write #spilled writing#depressing quotes#spilled thoughts#quotes#poetry#mypost #i wrote this for you #anxitey#death tw#they died #i miss them so much #i’m in so much pain #I just wish I was with you #please come back
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  • unknownhauntedpersona
    24.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    TW!!!

    Can someone please legitimately tell me how to cut deeper or the best ways to k*ll myself? /gen /srs

    Pls dont report, this is my only safe space to fully speak out

    Also please don't try to talk me out of any of this. Thank you.

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  • katsdni
    24.10.2021 - 6 hours ago
    #💌 mail. #tw periods #idk bout suffering together when it comes to pain that’s said to be equivalent to a heart attack lmao…..
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  • continentalblue
    24.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    OH FUCK NO

    DISNEY REUPLOADS, A YOUTUBE CHANNEL THAT POSTED EACH AND EVERY EPISODE OF BOTH PHINEAS AND FERB AND MILO MURPHY'S LAW FOR FREE, GOT TERMINATED ON YOUTUBE

    THEY LASTED A YEAR.

    REST IN PEACE, FALLEN SOLDIER. YOU WERE MUCH APPRECIATED.

    #this is so sad #like it's kinda upsetting??????????????????????????????????????????????????/ #caps tw#tw caps#mml #milo murphy's law #pnf #phineas and ferb #pain. misery even #THIS HAS RUINED MY NIGHT #ventpost
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  • breezy-cheezy
    24.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    We had to make a Goosebumps book cover for class....I was so ready to do Psychonauts. What I was NOT ready for was all the dang teeth I had to paint. The teacher REALLY liked it though, so yay? Good grade? -wheeze- 

    +animated version even if gif destroys the image qualityyyyy

    #my art#dental imagery#psychonauts 2#psychonauts#teeth tw#dentist tw #loboto's world is...AOLT #great nightmare fuel to pull from tho haha #pn2 spoilers #kinda?? it's in the trailers #this is essentially a screenshot redraw tho so ehhhh #good GRIEF my hand hurt after this #soooo much painting #but I made it in time thank goodness #I do love that the teacher lets us do fanart #that's....rare in school #I usually am more subtle about it HA #there were two guys that recognized this was from psychonauts in class tho so HEHEHE #it was fun but also pain so at what cost #goosebumps#book cover#illustration#animation#kinda
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  • droidrambles
    24.10.2021 - 6 hours ago

    Trying to make sense while on drugs is.. difficult.

    #drugs tw#jasper speaks #oxy for the pain got me fucked up as hell
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  • gendercloud
    24.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    always thinking about this poem i wrote at 20 years old before i knew i was nonbinary:

    becoming

    When I was eight years old, sitting in the bathtub in my almost-too-small-because-you’re-growing-faster-than-the-other-girls bathing suit, my mother taught me three things. Shivering beneath her touch, she slid a cheap pink razor up my leg. This was lesson one, Your skin is meant to be smooth. My mouth was hot with a heavy tongue when I asked why, and she taught me lesson two, It’s what women do. I felt a sting, my skin arguing against her with a thin red line that mixed with the shaving cream, turning it pink. My eyes began to well, begging to spill over and heal my deserted, naked, angry skin, but I was brave. In the smallest whisper, she taught me lesson three, Sometimes being a woman hurts. She finished in silence, took a plastic cup from the kitchen, filled it with warm water, washed me with the consequences of becoming. The water turned body into enemy, razor into machete, blood into war paint. In the bathtub, blood sliding down the bare leg of a woman, eyes swimming with the tears of a girl, my mother taught me and I listened.
    #im not crying im fine :) #this has always been the best poem i’ve ever written hands down #which is why i don’t write poetry anymore this shit is painful #my work#words#blood tw #just in case!
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  • pepprs
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    straight up haven’t done homework in like 2 weeks (and then 2 weeks before that too) and I know i need to do it right this second i can’t afford to not do anything but i can’t even move off the ground rn mentally or physically. god fucking help me

    #my counselor and advisor are gonna be so mad at me but i have just been so low this week and like. this whole month. and things are kinda #getting back to normal now but im just done im tired my brain feels like it’s in tatters and my room is a mess again and im hungry but #refusing to let myself eat bc eating means having to go out and see my roommates and i just want to hide forever. girls who are too mentally #ill to be living on their own or taking an extra year of college and no one sees how bad things are in part bc she is very good at hiding it #but like godddddd this is bad this is really bad i just want to start over i feel so empty rn 😀😀😀😀😀😃😃😃😃😃 #purrs #ask to tag #i sure fucking hope i just have pmdd or something and i’ll be ok in a week but i really get so fucked up whenevrr.. you know and like. well #here we are and. yeah i just need to claw myself out of this chz ive been in such a funk and i have the most insane week this week. jelp #i think it’s probably not pmdd cuz it could be a lot worse maybe it’s just rly bad pms? idk. not to talk abt this publically i feel very #stupid for it but like i think i maybe actually do have a. well um a mental problem in this department. either that or ive had the most #fucked up start to a semester ever and covid isn’t over which is ruining my life. i think i need to just say fuck it and start hugging ppl #again and not tell my mom like i actually think not having any physical contact w anyone even just like touching someone’s hand or whatever #is not every good for me. there’s just a lot working against me rn i know im rambling and being insane im just hungry and in pain and #losing it but i need to stand up go make pasta and like fucking glue myself to my laptop and just do it even tho i know i literally do not h #have anything in me to do it i just need to do it #food#menstruation tw#<- sorry #i need to ask for a hug actually. fuck im crying out of nowhere now i really cant go get food FUYCK but like. thinks abt hugs. instant tears
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  • gayslytheringirlfriend
    23.10.2021 - 9 hours ago

    Hey can I ask some advice from y’all with more experience than me?

    So I’ve been having issues with digestion(resulting in a lot of diarrhea and abdominal cramps and bloating and acidic burps) and also issues with pain management while walking(hip and lower back pain that makes it hard to move, stand, etc, esp on my left leg)

    And I’m a minor living with emotionally and financially abusive parents, so going to a doctor or using mobility aids aren’t really options, or at least easy options

    Advice for managing pain and symptoms?

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  • ozyarash
    23.10.2021 - 14 hours ago

    oh so theres a chance i might need to go in to get my blood work done for fibro bc my gp mentioned its a possibility hmmmmmmm

    #awesome!!! #medical tw #specifically he mentioned that bc my mom has thyroid issues and i have chronic pain and chronic fatigue we should keep the possibility open #ill try to schedule an appointment and let you guys know how it goes orz
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  • voidic3ntity
    23.10.2021 - 16 hours ago

    the notation of seemingly significant omens, a silver tongue, tall tales spoken by elders through the great mother tongue, a dialect of silence, a translinguistic communication of mind, endlessly reflecting the elegance of youthful tears & fears, through the carnival refractions, the many cardinal errors, vast hallways of opalescent loss, plaguing the minded, the sacred soliloquies of the darkened ghostly figures, hollow clockmakers, creatures of the abysmal artifice, dimensional contortionists, darkened ghastly vapours, dwelling beyond the mundane reality, an endless void, both infinity & eternity, birthed through the seamless, the one without the second, blessed with vermilion, an allure of great majesty, etched upon such frail manuscript; another bloodborne ascension, another conjoined nightmare.

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  • ladyfarona
    23.10.2021 - 18 hours ago

    > be me, lying on my stomach in bed, eating a lil snacky snack

    > brush crumbs off bed after eating snacky snack

    > open morning medicine and dump it in a lil pile on my bed

    > get distracted by a YouTube video

    > forget I already brushed away the crumbs

    > proceed to slap my morning meditation to kingdom come

    > pills go behind the bed and nightstand

    > ...

    > I take the two pills that remain on the bed and continue to watch YouTube

    How's your day going? 🙃

    #Yeah eating in bed isn't ideal but chronic pain / illness #Don't worry I despise crumbs and make sure my bed is clean #Even at the expense of flinging my pills everywhere #Those were supplements anyway #They're now in the Twilight Zone #Sigh #Tw medication mention #Tw eating mention #Farona speaks#Personal#Funny#Chronic pain#Chronic illness
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  • amelia-yap
    23.10.2021 - 19 hours ago
    #tw character death #<<< just in case #bruh this is an entire fucking essay wtf #anyway #i dont like angst but haha pain #moving on #i don't have anything much to say except why would you do this :( #also i think i got a bit confused somewhere in-between #how #idk am i missing sth or #how did weiss die lmao #no traces sounds a bit extreme #mayb e she just got warped into another dimension or something #this is fine #i think getting zapped with magical laser beams should at least warrant some ashes #a bit cliche but did you meant that a sacrifice had to be made in order to defeat salem or #wait im confused again #well #knowing that weiss' main theme in the story is about family #this is so fucking depressing #i loved the bit of the discovery you made during your rewatch tho! #ey thanks for sharing this whole thingy #lemme know if you wrote it!! #i am imagining everything above happening in slow-mo and its making me laugh and die a little on the inside #anyway extra thought: #not me thinking how the schnee family would react to this angst-fest #another take: #rby doesn't cry as much some time after the battle they just continue on with their lives #they feel that a lil piece of their soul being torn away but they'll have each other's backs when either of them is feeling particularly sad #i have more thoughts but tumblr 'max 30 tags only' said no and i gotta go inject myself with extra fluff for today so bye
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  • chiffonlime643
    23.10.2021 - 19 hours ago

    Tag Game!

    Now -

    Wait -

    Come -

    How -

    I -

    Pain -

    Out -

    Tag -

    Weird -

    #i swear now ‘seductively’ is gonna be in my predictive text forever #can’t wait to see how you grow from here <3 #why must this happen on the day after i come back #how do i feel about it? no idea #idfk #this makes me feel real pain and i hate it #two out of three motherfuckers #i am gonna add so many tags to this cause i love it #im not tagging much cause this is kinda weird lol #(okay what in the fuck is this i dont even have words to describe it) #Tag Game#Tumblr#tag#swearing tw#saturday #more like saturday sadness #ha#lol
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  • ardysleslielovelessons
    23.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    It’s time to normalize women taking paid days off for their menstruation. 🙏🏼

    #randomobservation

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  • anaalnathrakhs
    23.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    oh hi periods-induced suicidal thoughts it’s been a long time!

    #i could deal with the pain alone i could that wouldn't be fun but i could #but noooo it has to fucking bleed also #this close to attempting freestyle hysterectomy #broadcasting my misery #periods tw
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  • donutfrost
    23.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    you’re fucked up in the head, frankie

    #frank morrison#dbd #dead by daylight #legion #the legion dbd #tw parental abuse #tw alcohol#tw blood #i think fandom frequently forgets frank is a canon abuse survivor #how much endurance has he developed against people who hurt him and neglect him? how much pain is he used to experiencing? #not to mention probably hiding it from the rest of the legion since he probably sees his hurt as a sign of weakness or thinks itll dissuade #them from liking him #i think about.. death is not an escape #and for frank its not #even if getting dragged into the fog isnt exactly death (for him) #regardless #no matter where frank is he will always be exploited for some authoritys gain #and theres nothing he can do about it. the powerlessness and the rage continue #as he tries to grasp some sort of autonomy from the world who brought him into it with none #i have thoughts.
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