#paranoia Tumblr posts

  • thefowlsystem
    26.11.2021 - 35 minutes ago

    The more we learn about psychiatry the less inclined we feel to actually trust psychiatrists. Like excuse me you want me to talk to you? And why the fuck should I do that? So you can mock me behind my back for tiktok clout?

    #txt#ableism tw#paranoia inducing #<- maybe. tagging it
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  • thetimelordbatgirl
    26.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    Took a pretty long time since me and my friend, @disneyfan50 , discussed this random ML AU on our OCs, since couldn’t access X-Girl, but thanks to Y8, now can, so here’s the black cat user of the AU, Reese Tombs/Mayri Cat (Greek for ‘Black Cat’), partner to her-basically-annoying-older-sister-figure Scarlet Maphizo (aka Ladybug!Lia, who belongs to @disneyfan50 ).

    #my ocs#reese shiba #daughter of hades!reese #alternate universes#megan's fanfiction#concepts #aka i took so long to download Y8 of paranoia of downloading stuff after killing my internet last time #but can actually access azaleas stuff again now so thank fuck
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  • carriefiisher
    26.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I genuinely think my roommate is using my loofah and have some partial proof, but he denies it when I ask and there isn't really an alternate solution. 💀💀💀

    #kadaj life #just wanna die bro #this paranoia is killing me
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  • traumatized-bpd
    26.11.2021 - 4 hours ago

    i think. i think i might need to go inpatient. because i’m literally having a really bad paranoia episode and it’s like the 3rd one this week. idk what to do anymore. and everyone i tell this to doesn’t get it and tell me to “ride it out” and i can’t even begin to try and tell them that there’s a million voices whispering all around me with a shadow person following me around constantly. i can’t function. i can’t take my meds until the episode ends because the voices tell me not to. but i can’t drive myself because i’m too paranoid. bf is working until 4p and he went in a midnight and is exhausted. i can’t burden him with this.

    it’s also hard bc the voices are telling me to kms and idk what to do. i’m alone here rn.

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  • iohodecisodisorridere
    26.11.2021 - 11 hours ago

    E se non fossi ciò che ti aspetti?

    E se non sono la persona  che tu credi che io sia?

    E se quando scendero da quell’aereo ti rendessi conto che sono come tutte le altre persone?

    E se quando ti parlerò le mie parole non suoneranno come quelle lette nei messaggi?

    E se il mio sorriso fosse solo una maschera, falso, forzato perchè dentro porto tante ferite?

    E se guardandomi negli occhi non ci fosse nulla di speciale?

    E se ti rendessi conto che sono umana?

    E fossi semplicemente io, mi vorresti ancora?

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  • fruit-bubblegum
    26.11.2021 - 13 hours ago

    You know that feeling of sitting and talking with your friends and they mention someone they know having an eating disorder and you have to sit there and ducking Pray they’re not actually talking about you

    #it’s the paranoia luv #ed #eating disoder things #tw Ed
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  • pissbabydean
    26.11.2021 - 13 hours ago

    i love looking through my old posts it’s like wow i remember the specific emotion i felt typing this out. reblog!

    #either that or i have a moment of paranoia when i don’t recognize a post. WHO LOGGED IINTO MU ACCOUNT
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  • pipebomb-malewife
    26.11.2021 - 16 hours ago

    So fucked up that we have such a hard time of viewing ourselves as anything more than subhuman that human alters are surprising wnd terrifying.

    Might be partially because of trauma. But there's a large part of our behavioral impulses across the board that scream at us to act as though we're an animal and ut usually causes problems for interacting with others. If we could just shed this body and feed those animal/hunter impulses then like. We so would. There's something fundamentally wrong with toying with the idea of inverting your joints to better run on all fours. It's actually so bad we get more dysphoria about being perceived as a person than gender dysphoria and we have A LOT of that to go around.

    #I'm pretty sure this is a mental disorder #but I'm right now so fucked out of my mind hy the mania drop and stress and the paranoia trigger #I can't think of the term #but I think this links into the urge to self cannibalize and consumption thing snake has issues with #very homophobic that this body can't shapeshift
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  • paran0id-andr01d
    26.11.2021 - 16 hours ago

    Me to myself: “I’m not in the mirror realm dumbass”

    Also me: “but you COULD BE”

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  • epicjojofan69
    26.11.2021 - 17 hours ago

    *whimpering and sobbing* please dont eat my ass minotaur

    #ik ik wereralph n all #but the house of leaves paranoia is setting in #it is so very dark and quiet #you never know how much light and noise pollution affects you #until you read that quote like find those pockets of silence #i do not know this house #house of leaves
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  • allinflesh
    26.11.2021 - 18 hours ago

    @zimwy​ sent: 👫 for kate methinks / accepting. 

    why can’t she live in peace? 

    ever since she came back, she feels like she’s been tracked to the point where she can’t live comfortably. her heart races constantly. her head aches. she just wants to relax. she wants to feel comfortable, but she can’t. not when she knows there are people monitoring her. 

    and the moment when bucky grabs her hand is when she breaks the tears begin to flow freely and her shoulders shake with sobs. she doesn’t know how long she’s been holding this in. was it since she met him? or was it long before that? 

    “i’m sorry,” she says, her voice barely audible and she squeezes his hand. she leans her head back against the wall and closes her eyes. 

    #paranoia tw#anxiety tw#depression tw#zimwy #*( KATE ) asks. #this got SADDER THAN I INTENDED.
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  • prince-adrian
    26.11.2021 - 19 hours ago

    I am once again asking tumblr to stop showing me ads that trigger panic attacks every 2 posts

    #is there any way to stop seeing certain ads #because if I keep getting ads about support and treatment for certain conditions and diseases that are effecting my paranoia really bad #like my irrational paranoid brain has me convinced that tumblr knows more than I do and I know it's probably just random but #my OCD has been really really bad. I've tried adding key words to my blacklist but it only filters user posts and not ads #vent#negative#rant#Gabeposting
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  • jzq
    26.11.2021 - 19 hours ago

    horse named "If this horse wins then judgement day is very soon"

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  • fairywithgremlintendencies
    26.11.2021 - 19 hours ago

    oh my god.

    #PLS #I USED TO GET SO STRESSED WHEN I WAS AWAKE AT MIDNIGHT GROWING UP #tw paranoia #is that the right tag?? #the video does mention that kind of thing a little so pls keep that in mind! #AND I WAS SCARED OF WHAT COULD HAPPEN
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  • imalayla
    26.11.2021 - 23 hours ago

    Today was just awful

    #fighting the urge to go dark and cut everyone out of my life #paranoia is so bad #😭
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  • familypulledfromaflood
    25.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    Do you ever want to crumple up like a piece of paper

    #God paranoia kicking again #Should've stayed off all social media for good #Idk how people share anything else but their pronouns/Internet name without feeling scared #Or venting/oversharing like how I used to #Idk how I did it for the past 2+ years #What being bedridden does to a mfer #To put it nicely I do not like being perceived at all <3
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  • predictions-ha
    25.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    Still nothing and I've caved with a I miss you text...

    Fuckkkkkkkkkkk

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  • earlymoderngothic
    25.11.2021 - 1 day ago

    sometimes i wonder if i have insomnia because my brain will just not shut the fuck up

    #when i was diagnosed as a kid the dr told my mum my brain was too active #or some shit like that #no idea when that transformed into anxiety and paranoia #but here we are
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