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  • lnsectica
    22.10.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    for every like i get i'll make a decision that will ruin my life

    #i need drama #i'll probably date some guy with an addiction #or a mentally ill guy #hehe #i'm sorry but that's my type #i can't fight my destiny #diary#personal#drunk posting
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  • perpetually-lonely
    22.10.2021 - 58 minutes ago
    #jeff the killer #i don’t like him :( #he’s scary asf #me#personal#my diary
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  • princessaurorasdiary
    22.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    10/21 Diary

    I did a bunch of stuff today, but I’m just here to talk about the book I’m reading cause I have no one to talk to about it. It’s called Carry On by Rainbow Rowell

    I got to the middle of chapter 74 before I just had to take a break for a few hours cause it was making me sad ಥ_ಥ I decided to go back to chapter 61 and listen to the happy chapters again before continuing to the sad ones, yeah, the sad shit is progressing the plot, and just from fan art of scenes from the 3 books I know they’ll be happy in the end, but don’t be angry at him Baz, you love him, love can win!!!            /╯﹏╰\

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  • ppettygirlz
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I redid my room today inspired by the lovely reading

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  • cicada9
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I feel so alone here, I just wish I had someone who loves me, someone to take me away from this terrible place...

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  • vulcanette
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    😱😱😱 I forgot Chapel told Spock she was in love with him !!!

    #this is SPICY #personal #a small diary entry
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  • vulcanette
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    i poured my drink tonight like Sandra Lee

    #two……….. shots of vodka #alcohol tw#personal #a small diary entry
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  • vulcanette
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Hikaru Sulu chasing crewmen down a hallway with a rapier…… iconic

    #RICHILIEU!!!! #personal #a small diary entry #😹😹😹 #Spock calling him a swashbuckler at heart!
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  • ourghostsystem
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Sobriety isn’t always an option

    unfortunately, sobriety isn’t always a viable option for those dealing with addiction. it isn’t something we just stop thinking about and can easily ignore. it is a persistent, debilitating, and loud intrusive thought the second you open your eyes. until you yourself experience the fleeting feeling of becoming light and weightless with no more worries, will not give you a chance to try and convince me this shouldn’t be the way to live. yes, i’m very well-aware of my actions and the consequences that might occur due to it.

    am i scared? of course i am.

    can i easily just stop? no, i cannot.

    choosing sobriety is choosing between life or death.

    sometimes the only thing keeping us alive is the exact same thing that’s killing us.

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  • nonsensediary
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I will do anything for you

    It doesnt matter how bad it feels for me

    I will always put your need fisrt

    If you want to hurt me

    But you still love

    Do it

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  • crunchity-munchity
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Gonna start referring to my friend as my ex cuz he's being annoying lmao

    #clown on clown warfare #he is my ex technically speaking #hes the only person i e ever dated #and if he keeps trying to steal and break into my diary even tho i tell him not to im gonna loose it
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  • vulcanette
    21.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    :( another year…. Not being able to go to the goth club for Halloween :(

    #they’re having the party this year but I can’t risk my mom getting sick from corona #wish there was a blubbering crying emoji #😿#personal #a small diary entry
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  • vulcanette
    21.10.2021 - 5 hours ago

    i desire love and companionship… someone expresses the desire to know me…. i anticipate Being Perceived.., i perceive mYseLf (shudder) ???!? … I become a cicada and feast upon tree roots for several years

    #until the cycle repeats itself #it is so EXHAUSTING #personal #a small diary entry
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  • klausbens
    21.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    i genuinely do not know what to do in order not to feel. i am in constant pain. i am so tired. i just wish i could make it stop, take it out of my chest, take this heavy thing that doesn't let me breathe out, eradicate it, throw it up, carve it out with a knife or something. i am so tired. i am so tired

    #personal #diary of a fucking loser
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  • urbandisconight
    21.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    mi manca matteo pessina

    #very personal post #almost a diary entry
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  • fitmind-strongbody
    21.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    Day 6

    Didn’t update yesterday and now it’s so late that I don’t remember what I ate anyway so 😭 I swear I’m trying to be better at this whole updating thing but I’m stressed about my piano exam and it completely slipped my mind!

    Today’s workout:

    -Rest day, did walk a bit though

    Today’s menu:

    Breakfast:

    -rice cakes with kefalograviera (traditional yellow cheese)

    -juice

    Snack:

    -protein bar

    -apple

    Lunch:

    -two hardboiled eggs

    -more rice cakes with cheese

    -salad

    Dinner:

    -coconut yogurt with blueberries, oat flakes, chia seeds, dark chocolate chips and honey

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  • perpetually-lonely
    21.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    does anyone else think that “speed” by kali uchis is a little bit about meth? or is that just my tweaked out brain?

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  • deezdigz
    21.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    I don’t know if this phenomena has a name. But, I have this thing where, if I set an alarm to wake up at a certain time, I feel like I canNOT drag myself out of bed. BUT, if I don’t set an alarm, and wake up naturally at that SAME time, I’m pumped up and ready to start the day. Why does my body hate rules?

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  • heartoftheancientsea
    21.10.2021 - 8 hours ago

    I think I’m going to start reading jane eyre, maybe that will give me some happiness because nothing else is right now

    #this is turning into a blog diary but I dont care #I can’t even look at pretty pictures right now because it jjust makes me sad that im not the one who took it #that im not the one experiencing it. #because my life is just so sad. #im sick to death of thinking about jobs #I applied to 30 of them on indeed and not a single thing has come out of any of them. #and I feel so embarassed about it #like whats wrong with me that this is happening? #im not a lazy person #im trying im trying im trying #but the longer this is delayed its like the longer my LIFE is delayed. #and thats scaring me so much. #I had an interview yesterday and it went so horribly #my mind blanked out and I couldnt think of an answer multiple times #despite putting together a detailed word document of possible interview questions & answers #and I studied it. but it didn’t help. #I want an autism diagnosis but again what support will that even give me #I keep thinking really bad thoughts and im really scared #:’(
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  • idstdiaries
    21.10.2021 - 8 hours ago

    Just giving him certain looks may cause trouble – 26th May 2002

    Just giving him certain looks may cause trouble – 26th May 2002 #diary #teenagediary

    Sunday 26th  On Monday, I had a night out to Camel Club. Jonas was there too with his mates and a load of curly Scouser wigs. Paul, Dave and Mitch were all being really nice to me and Paul even hugged me at one point. Geeky Sid however didn’t really speak to me so I didn’t bother trying to make an effort cos when he’s pissed he always turns EVERYTHING I say into something bad and he sulks. Jonas…

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