#personal posting Tumblr posts

  • emeraldcas
    19.01.2022 - 6 minutes ago

    the scrunkly scrimbo tiny angel blorbo from your scrumblo show

    Based on your likes!

    #this is so indecipherable to the average person. if you understand it you're spending too much time here 💚 #cas posting#spn#cas#supernatural
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  • elenadoeslife
    19.01.2022 - 9 minutes ago

    My ex reached out through Instagram, years after I asked them to leave me alone. I told them again that I didn't appreciate them contacting me and blocked their page. I'm still struggling mentally and sexually because of that relationship, so I have no interest in any kind of contact whatsoever.

    If you're snooping around on my Tumblr as well -like you have done in the past- then gtfo my page.

    #had to get that off my chest #moving on #my new monitor gets delivered today #i'll post pictures later :) #personal
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  • nbvethbrenatto
    19.01.2022 - 10 minutes ago

    lowkey rude that i haven’t written any of caleb n marion conversing

    #magnus tries to write #kinda ??? #not anythign rn bc i just havent been writing much latly #but i also havent written widoest in Such a hot second and liek just i love convos between caleb n marion #where both marion n caleb very much know hes in loove wiht jester #and i just think its rude i havent written one personally #anyways this was spurred from me again watch cr2 thinking abt them #look im having a good time watchign cr3 but its gonn abe a long time #and it makes sesne to be obessed still with the campaign that got me into cr and like that i caugh tup with in the finaly fifteen or so eps #anyways this is all folks #rly i do wanna do a thing where i upoad a new fic every day for like a week or so like i did a couple of months back #mostly bc atm i am lwokey getting drunk more thn is good for both me mentally and mostly for my bakn account #so like if i have an actual achievable goal that might be less likly #anyways #i think ?? those are all my thoughts that can be vageyly related to this post lmfao
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  • strawberrypony
    19.01.2022 - 24 minutes ago

    The most help I’ve ever gotten was always from people whose contempt for me was palpable, so why would I ever try to endear myself to anyone?

    What good is love? What good were bashful glances against the cold from home I couldn’t escape? Sweaty palms amongst all the others that would never touch me to comfort me. 

    Some only liked me because I was skinny, and for that would never offer the food I was deprived of. But the girl who hated me for being skinny would bring me candy on the days we saw eachother. I can’t think of anyone else to feel more gratitude for during that time, no matter how much she hinted that she spit in it.

    And to the one who would shout at me how she hated me, she would hit me. Sometimes with her backpack full of her textbooks. And one day I let her into my home, where she stormed into the room I was moving into and picked up all the trash my brother and his friends had left before he moved out.

    But out of love? Silence. Pointed avoidant stares. Stalking, theft, intimidation. I barely even remember it, as opposed to...

    #personal post#recovery #borderline personality disorder #maybe someone looking through that tag will read this and understand a little more #the borderline aspect
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  • a-lamb-for-azazel
    19.01.2022 - 43 minutes ago

    I don't know what to feel. I want to be close to someone so badly I feel an ache in my chest, but at the same time I can't help but be so paranoid of people.

    Why do you want to talk to me? What do you want? You do know I'm not a girl? Do you? Do you? Are you trying to use me to get close to someone I know?

    What do you want from me? Because I can't imagine you actually just want to be friends.

    I just want to stop overthinking for just a second about simple human interactions. I want to stop trying to find malicious intentions where there is (probably) none.

    #Ꮚᵕ̣̣̣̣̣ ہ ᵕ̣̣̣̣̣̣ Ꮚ.mine #personal vent#vent post#mentally drained#socially exhausted#mentally exhausted
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  • amalgum
    19.01.2022 - 51 minutes ago

    re-entering my castiel era

    #it never ended but the hyperfixation & identity issues are BACK BABEYYY #u ever just remember that u Are a certain person and then its like oh shit #whippets opened the brain cage & i am Free #idk if im a new castiel or an old one so im not tagging this :3 #amalgum posts
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  • dollarydoos
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    SCREAMS. I LOVE MY BLORBOS.

    #soapbox #i feel like that one post where that person was like 'sorry i havent been posting as much about bts im on mood stabilisers now' #but the opposite #james (psychiatrist) this is what you get for taking me off olanzapine
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  • protosstar
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    "based on my likes" continuously showing me the most annoying ass posts i've ever seen

    #its like -mundane popular tweet that i see every few months tweeted from a different person- level of shit #or soemthing i just know was posted by a teenager #quasigh
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  • bts-trans
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    220119 J-Hope’s Instagram Post with Jin’s and V’s Comments and J-Hope’s Replies

    🥶 #outfit

    J: 옷 입기전에 저렇게 깔아두는거야? 귀엽네ㅋㅋ 
    JH: 바쁘다.. 바빠.. 현대사회.. 😢

    J: You lay your clothes out like that before wearing them? How cute haha JH: Busy.. so busy.. this modern life.. 😢

    J: 죄홉 갑자기 모르는 사람들 게시글이 엄청 많이 뜨는데 이거 왜이래? 추천이라는데 추천받고싶지 않아 JH: 형 그거 나도 알아보는중요... 미치겟슘.. 😢

    J: Jwe-Hope suddenly so many posts from people I don't know are popping up, why is it doing that? They're calling it 'recommended' but I don't want recommendations JH: I'm figuring that out too hyung... it’s driving me crazy..😢

    V: 쟌 쟈홉 눈이 오는데 우리 ㅎㅈ? JH: ㅎㅈ...??😮

    V: Jyan, Jya-Hope, it's snowing, let's get a dr*? JH: A dr...??😮

    (T/N: *Short for 'drink'.)

    J: 한잔ㄱㄱ? JH: 저녁에 일정이... 😂

    J: Drinks, let's go? JH: But that evening appointment... 😂

    V: 쟈호 쟌 내가 오늘 눈이 내려서 기분이 좋아서 그런데 스케줄 취소가능?😍 JH: 우리 내일 아니었어??ㅋㅋㅋ😢😮

    V: Jya-Ho, Jyan, I'm in a good mood because it snowed today so can we cancel our schedules for today?😍 JH: Aren't we doing that tomorrow??hahaha😢😮

    V: 쟈호 마음으로 10초만 세봐요 JH: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

    V: Jya-Ho just count to ten and think about it JH: Hahahahahahahahaha

    (T/N: Jwe-Hope, Jya-Hope, Jya-Ho & Jyan are purposely misspelled versions of J-Hope & Jin.)

    Trans cr; Aditi @ bts-trans © TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS
    #220119#j hope#hobi#jin#seokjin#v#taehyung#instagram#insta#post#comment#reply #bts using instagram as their personal messaging service yet again hahaha #bts#bangtan
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  • limerenze
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    dating adrian pucey!!

    as told in photos <3

    masterlist

    -

    here is a treat while i work on my million and one wips, love u guys

    #adrian pucey #adrian pucey fluff #adrian pucey x reader #adrian pucey imagine #dating adrian pucey #writing: mine #except it’s not writing #adrian pucey headcannon #maybe i’ll do a matching hc list of dating adrian based on these pics #idk but u can find MOST of these on my pinterest board which is linked in the source of this post #it’s also on my about me which is on my masterlist #i THINK tumblr botched the quality of these photos #i do in fact think he’s the most romantic person ever #and he DOES exclusively wear black high top converse idc idc idc
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  • candyradium
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    wheres that fuckin "i just have to get through this week" image. thats me after three weeks without dnd

    #candy posts #I MISS ITTTTTTT GODDDDDDD #the lack of regular social interaction (other than being bombarded w questions about my upcoming campaign) really did a number on me #and now i do not like answering dms <333 #[coping] playing dnd again will fix me #nah but fr tho. Im Struggling #if u see this and we r irls/in the same dnd discord server. then i am Sorry. but brain machine broke #on the bright side i did go to rehearsals in person for the first time in 2 years and nothing bad even happened. #i was the cool returning ex-student with dyed hair who chats casually with the teacher. ME. the ball of anxiety. #the secret is to act like you know what's going on and you're supposed to be there (because i did know and i was supposed to be there) #(but that didn't stop my brain from screaming at me lol) #im also??? better at playing bass than i thought??? its gonna be a Hot Minute before i take bass to any rehearsals bc STRESS but ya #reading bass clef is getting easier and easier which is Wild because ive been doing that for like. three days total max. #still dont know which notes r which BUT im getting good at matching written note to (guessed) tone sooo #its less reading music and more playing by ear without actually hearing the music. which you'd think would be impossible. but you're Wrong #this post is a great example of me swinging wildly between extreme anxiety and wild hubris. this is just my life now. help #(i am going to talk to therapist today 💕💕💕)
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  • disintegrates-you
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    I mean I'm glad that whatever the fuck was happening in my brain in a situation I relayed to my therapist made her laugh, but also?? am I really?

    #personal #haha this person constantly overthinks minor things #I mean I do love being funny but like #vent post#text
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  • mtntownshenagians
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    anyone else.. who deals with.. very very high emotions.. its so crazy i feel shit way too intenstly

    i think its cause im an empath i feel negative emotions from people and the happy emotions.even from my own posts 

    #personal #well i am an empath #if its neg post i feel that energy and its just ugh do i want the energy in the world no. .dleete #emotions are annoying
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  • officialryoasuka
    19.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    somethings brewing at d in d

    #louie.txt #SLASH NEG. #Something is not right idk what it is but the universe has had me feeling like a little extra neurodivergent lately #Guys me when it is so hard to connect with people and i want to just be normal so bad that it makes me want to crawl in a pit 🤣🤣🤣 #It's not al anymore... it's . DUNK #God is a popular girl and i am the neurodivergent person he treats like a little pet #Genuinely nothing is worse than when you so badly just want to be able to socialize normally and not be a fucking Outlier for like 5 #damn minutes. What yhe hell . I'm a creep i'm a weirdo what the hell am i doing here #I heart when i finally feel normal for once and then before i can even like get used to the feeling the stupid ass #Being trapped in a strange glass box feeling comes back #What if we all facking blew up. WHAT THEN. #Something about my inherent lack of social skills + total failure in most every social department has combined #to create something Wretched and Bad #anyways that's how i am doing now. #sorry for vent like amongus on the dunkaccino post
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  • pandoranrabbit
    19.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    //Genuinely in an au where Rabbit stays with Hyperion? He doesn't see Vasquez as a boss at all and it shows. Rabbit only does what he asks because he prides himself on being a good worker for Hyperion, he wants to keep up Jack's image (his actual boss). Meanwhile Rabbit will call Vasquez that *or* Hugo if he's feeling particularly bitey.

    The fact he doesn't take orders and isn't scared to talk back shows just how little he means in Rabbit's eyes because he normally has a hard time saying no/sticking/standing up to folks higher in power then him

    #like rabbit rarely called Jack his name. Always boss. Even after fleeing theres always hesitation and Rabbit only very very rarely disagree #d with Jack #ooc post#borderlands oc #Basically i am.saying rabbit mimics shooting Vasquez in the back and whats he gonna do huh? Send him out to space? As if. Vasquez once move #d rabbit way down and suffered cause of it so rabbit quickly was back in his escort/bodyguard position #and now hes stuck as Vasquez's personal one (atm in my head) and rabbit HATES IT so so much #Jack never chose to have a personal guard and Rabbit respected that
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  • gellavonhamster
    19.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    this new “Look at this post you made!” dashboard feature is very annoying because in half the cases it shows me the posts that were flagged by the algorithm, only now it isn’t possible to send an appeal to unflag them... this achieves what exactly except for getting on my nerves

    #also there's a 'based on your likes' thing now #and i thought it is turned on/off by the toggle that says something like 'include stuff from your tracked tags' but apparently it isn't #at least now it is showing me posts by a person i follow? #talk talk talk #tumblr things
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  • rowanhoney
    19.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    not to sound terminally lonely but the most important thing to me has always been and will always be the bonds and connections I make with people

    #i mean im not actually lonely #but like growing up very detached from any sense of family #and oftentimes having close friends move to distant places #really helps highlight what is valuable in this life!! #can reblog if it resonates I guess #like it’s personal but not a personal post so🤷🏻‍♀️
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  • aes52hz
    19.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    I MIGHT END UP MAKING THIS MORE THAN 1K WORDS?? HI??

    #several tag #i guess. #god bless the trope of a flashback scene in the middle of a fic #i've written almost 250 words in like 50 minutes im a fucking beast #i really really hope to finish this either tonight (VERY ambitious) or sometime tomorrow (still ambitious) #the sad thing is its an oc thing and the oneshot gives no context to the characters situations so its literally going to make sense to #-one single person shoutout to my bestie leigh youre gonna love this. to the rest of u good luck i guess #i wont be posting it as a post or anything but i might share the ao3 link to it
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  • biome-rambles-sometimes
    19.01.2022 - 2 hours ago

    little vent ig, nothing too serious tho. its safe n shit just personal.

    fvgbh its valid for systems to not have or not want hosts ofc but like. saw a couple posts abt how great not having a host is or how nobody should have a host and. like. am i not good? why am i here? i’ve put us in danger before. i’m not that good at my job. i’m constantly stressed out for no reason and blue and tubbo especially have to deal with it. it would make sense to not want me around anymore, or to at least not want me to be host anymore. what if i fuck up? maybe not being the host would be better but thats. a terrifying thought. but so is hurting my headmates again because of me being stupid. idk we should sleep or somethin. if anyone’s read through this drink some water, take care of yourself <3 /g

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