#personal rant Tumblr posts

  • villainsandvictimsalliance
    25.09.2021 - 17 minutes ago
    #Shan's asks #Shan's personal rants
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  • villainsandvictimsalliance
    25.09.2021 - 17 minutes ago
    #Shan's asks #Shan's personal rants
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  • disregardcanon
    25.09.2021 - 37 minutes ago

    I am truly back to the “constantly on the verge of tears” level of depression

    #personal ranting #mental health log
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  • sappho-no-she-didnt
    25.09.2021 - 46 minutes ago

    It's been almost a fucking decade since I last spoke to my mother. I have been adamant this whole time about not wanting her in my life and having no need or desire to "forgive" her for anything. So why did I still have to read yet another fucking pages-long denial of every beef I've ever detailed having with her yesterday? Why are my other family members continually disrespecting my wishes to literally forget she exists and trying to facilitate communication I. do. not. want?

    They are making it impossible for me to have relationships with them. I have to sit here the next fucking day with my heart rate and my blood pressure and my negative effects of stress that are slowly killing me because I just can't stop thinking about the things she has the audacity to lie about.

    It's just easier not to have a family at all, for me. It's quantifiably healthier. Like. Do they fucking get that? IS there actually a point at which they might care?

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  • p1anether
    25.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

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    #ignore this i gotta rant about my sisters lmaooo #my 2 sisters will sit and talk shit about my 94 year old grandma all day long #and then when i call them out on it act all innocent lmao #like they sit and say the most horrible shit about a 94 year old woman lol #and then think it’s ok bc they go oh but i love her #and it’s amazing that they have so much to say bc they aren’t the ones living with and taking care of her lol #like i for the past 2 years now have been the only one taking care of her #like u 2 come visit sometimes and then act like ur life is so hard bc u had to eat one lunch with your grandmother #i can’t do my homework until after 1 am bc i have class and work and i have to take care of her at the same time lol #and like i’ve seen her cry because she knows she’s about to die soon and it’s terrible #and you 2 sit there and talk about how horrible of a person she is #bc she like didn’t see u in the kitchen and was in ur way lmao #and the reason why it bothers me so much #is bc before my cousin died my sister was constantly going OFF about how he’s selfish how he’s stupid and he’s only in the hospital rn #bc he’s this and he’s that #and i told her that whole time stop saying shit like that #and then when he died she had to act like she didn’t regret saying it but she obviously did #like our whole family doesn’t even like talking about him bc so many people feel guilty about being mean to him before he dies #and i’m trying to get u to avoid that #like nothing this woman does is that bad that it warrants u spewing hatred over it #she can’t even remember what she said to u 2 seconds ago #i accidentally told her we’re having a party for her birthday and she was like don’t worry i won’t tell anyone #and then like 10 minutes later was like my birthday is coming up are we having a cake
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  • electromistress
    25.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    I've only recently realized, how much having someone around who constantly expects and forces your to change, actually impedes your ability to grow.

    Forced with the constant pressure to change, you end up becoming entrenched in your current state, vicariously defending your right to be yourself. And while doing that, you start rejecting even the changes that come from within, because you still haven't managed to prove to the other person, that you're worthy the way you are right now.

    The saddest thing is, if it weren't for that pressure to change, your natural growth might have actually taken you where the other person wanted.

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  • swan-swanno
    25.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    is toei ok

    #swan rambles #IM TALKING ABOUT KAMEN RIDERS DONT MIND MY PERSONAL RANT SHABDJ #listen ive been a huge fan of kamen rider est kamen rider ryuki #but sweet lord i think the theming is getting a little outta hand now #What is Up with fucking kamen rider revice man #WHO IN TOEI THOUGHT THIS WAS OK #this is why i stopped watching after half of zero one #i think i didnt bother watching kamen rider saber too
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  • theardentmedicalcrab
    25.09.2021 - 1 hour ago

    It’s really good to see people from other countries easing back to their normal lives. Almost three years into this pandemic and Philippines is still far from achieving that coz of this nasty government. Damn it.

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  • beware-thecrow
    25.09.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Personal rant, you can disagree of course (most likely you are going to disagree)

    My friend Lia and i tried, like, reeeeaaally tried the berserk series for the classic stuff and boy, i’m just gonna say it. This series is heavely overrated. Guts has the brain development of a four years old with little to no agenda. He’s the most dumb and boring guy on earth. Like...he wants to fight. That’s it. Then he wants to kill Griffit for what he did to Casca, but it comes across as flat to me because he’s just so fucking dumb all the time. Is not even endearing dumb, juts plain stupidity.(besides he has this rapey moments i find pretty disgusting)

    Griffith is the biggest bitch who ever bitched, As my friend put it “the gayest homophobic” imagine my distaste to find a very umpleasant villain. Me, a profesional villain fucker. The sad part is that he’s umpleasant not because of how evil he is, but because HE’S BORING AS FUCK. Casca is the only person who works in this series. She’s the coolest, and yet she’s constantly pushed to be someone love interest or being behind some stupid asshole without an ounce of critical thinking. She’s shown to be smart, brave and strong, and yet all of that goes right out the window the moment the plot needs her to be in love, which is sad because she’s better than any of these birdbrained men.

    The way i value a series is by putting myself in there. How would i fit in the worldbuilding and what kind of relationship would i develop with the characters. If i where to be put in Berserk, i would probably just hit half the characters with a shovel and then set myself on fire.

    #no disrespect to miura #but yeah #is not that great #cool art tho #personal rant
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  • mrs-cameron
    25.09.2021 - 2 hours ago

    intercity is fun until you have to choose a seat and you don’t know which direction the train is going and your ass doesn’t like sitting against it

    #not even because i get nauseous it just annoys me #you get what i mean #ok I bought a ticket lets pray i got the right seat #personal rants
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  • hannahhsolo
    25.09.2021 - 5 hours ago

    i just watched summer of 85 and now I need a glass of wine, a cigarette and to scream into my pillow for 3 hours

    #it’s 11:11 #and I’m getting hammered #if one more person kills a queer character i stg #rant
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  • zukothebigspoon
    25.09.2021 - 5 hours ago

    lol, not me breaking down in the middle of the clothes store because everything that's cute and fashionable is small or extra small and the one thing I could that fit me is this grey long and baggy t-shirt that was long enough to be a dress in the first thirty minutes.

    #im.. so tired. #like. im not morbidly obese but i am overweight. #and super short. #so clothes shopping is like hell on earth for me. #jingyi rants#jingyi speaks#personal
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  • zuckarr
    25.09.2021 - 6 hours ago

    Telling truths with a low guard

    So... lately, a few people have let down their guard with me and made comments that left me a little speechless.

    Me and my grandma were outside, she was in her car and I was standing in front of a pharmacy. I met a friend who was walking her dog, and I greeted her. This friend knows my grandma as well, and I noticed she stayed in the car, so, thinking it would be nice for them to chat a bit, I told my grandma to get off the car and be with us, using a lively voice. My friend then suddenly said 'oh, come on, you're always so...' and she never finished the sentence.

    I'm always so... what? My anxiety immediately led me to think that my friend finds me demanding.

    Another episode happened at work: I work in one of the Covid-19 vaccination centres, and my job is to collect the parents' documents so that they can vaccinate their kids. I see plenty of people every day, including people I know - and this time my hairdresser showed up. She recognized me and greeted me, and we chatted a bit as I was printing stuff, until her husband asked me 'when will the doctors begin the vaccinations?' (the doctors hadn't started yet that morning) and I answered, in a bittersweet way 'eh, when they feel like working' which intentionally meant to inform them that the time depended on the doctors' shitty and lazy behavior. The husband reacted in a passive way, as if he expected such a thing, but the wife (my hairdresser) replied with 'oh why are you always so...!' and then she laughed it away.

    I'm always so WHAT?! Blunt??? Is that a bad thing??

    Last but not least, today I was jokingly told 'I'm a person who works, unlike you!' by a co-worker who apparently believes I do nothing just because I am sitting in front of a PC. Dude. People here can barely open an e-mail. I am more needed than he would ever know.

    So yeah. I'm saddened by this, it feels like some people who seemed to appreciate me actually don't really do it after all.

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  • javisfreckles
    25.09.2021 - 7 hours ago

    I'm thinking of starting a new blog again

    #this blog has 1850 followers and im pretty sure 98% of them are inactive now #but this blog has been going for so long #like 10 years of ranting about shit & reblogging other people's work #& even though theyre mostly inactive i love that over time ive gotten so many follows #personal#idk#just thinking
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  • electromistress
    25.09.2021 - 8 hours ago

    I've had to go outside, run errands and interact with people literally every day in the past week; and I swear to dog if I don't spend the next few days at home building LEGO and reading a book I am going to fucking lose it.

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  • hip-hip-bourree
    25.09.2021 - 9 hours ago

    okaaaay so i think i am definitely experience some form of “burnout” right now and it’s been so hard to focus and get things done :( last term was tough, but my work ethic was at it’s best. this term is also tough and my work ethic is a MESS. i know i need to “reset” by taking a break but i literally cannot afford to take a break. there’s such a short amount of time to get all my shit done and damn there’s so much to do  :’( i’m trying to get motivated and hyped because my courses this term are all interesting and class sizes are much smaller so i feel more comfortable (even though it’s all online, the smaller class size is waaay less intimidating) i have a MUUCH smaller todo list for Saturday so i hope i can get things done by 4PM and then chill for the rest of the day but idkkk sigh

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  • dinopegger
    25.09.2021 - 9 hours ago

    redownloaded tiktok for all of one day before remembering why i deleted it in the first place and got rid of it again

    #kpop tiktok is so toxic #it’s either mlm fetishizers or edgy stans who try so hard to not be cringe that they just turn into an asshole #like how are you gonna insist that an idol doesn’t like ___ people #i get its a joke but #i see too many jokes insisting that being straight is somehow a bad thing??? #and i get the aahah straight people are the worst jokes #but tiktok takes it too far w those kinds of jokes until they’re just borderline harassment #liek coming from a mlm that shit is just mean and honestly not funny anymore :/ #not saying heterophobia is a thing tho #or reverse racism #but it’s not cool to be a jerk for no reason #ALSO i’ve seen so many videos of people making fun of dancers at random plays and it makes me so sad #why is everyone so mean #personal rant#tiktok
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  • oflove-and-razorblades
    25.09.2021 - 9 hours ago

    the self destructive cycle has started and i was going to treat myself to subway but im fucking broke

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  • eds-scribbles
    25.09.2021 - 9 hours ago

    Ah, police questioning for an hour that started at almost 6am, classic g-town

    #the lesson you learn here is to literally not trust a single thing if all of it is words #if you see someone legit causing physical harm then call but if they're yelling and ranting you can't trust what they say lol #especially if they then start damaging property during their rants #like 'hmm yes but maybe damaging their property isn't going to make you look good' #especially when then the 'accused' is perfectly calm and so is their partner when faced with a person foaming at the mouth #who has been shouting on the street and trying to knock down the door for an hour straight #if you're owed £700 love maybe don't break his door or his window like you have cos if they can't find shit on him and his partner- #you'll probably be made to pay #and if you are £700 short you're about to be £1400 short soon if they can't prove your shouts #and nobody on this road is going to be in your favour either since we can hear you for the past hour screaming your bloody head off #and trying to knock down their door #rambling
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