Maybe I’m starting off my blog wrong but I don’t care.
Everyday I feel like I’m on loop, my conversations are the same, the people are the same, how I feel is the same.
Theres no changes, I try to change but I see no results. Yet I can’t bring myself to end everything, why is that? Do I enjoy my mundane routine. Is it because I know what happens in my life but I don’t know what happens when I die.
Is heaven and hell real, do I reincarnate, or do I just lay in a black abyss. I don’t know, I’m too scared to find out. One day though I know my feelings will change, my sadness will fade, and I’ll become happy with the way things are.
Not now, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not in a year but one day.
This blog will help maybe.