January: pretty normal and good bc school was open and I could see everyone but I did get outed and then had to go to the person’s (the person that outed me) birthday party 💖
February: this was probably the prime?? I think?? I don’t remember much so it probably was
March: confusing and weird, lockdown was like hey!!!! and I was like great!!
April: lonely?? didn’t do much except scroll tiktok and ignore schoolwork so
May: fine ig, hung out with ppl a few times, that was fun. My sister came home for like a month, that was great. oh also my BIRTHDAY, which was kinda underwhelming, I also somehow felt SUPER shitty that day
ended up vomiting 💖 my body was like nope
June: pretty gucci, hung out with ppl, started talking to som1 more, school was also done with so that was nice
July: also gucci, started dating someone (was on call with him almost every night lol) anyway, fourth of july was kinda wacko.
August: okay except for one thing, I’m pretty sure it was that month
September: the okayest month I’ve been through I think. Nothing rlly happened, except for school starting again but whatever
October: My sister came home for two weeks, that was fun. October was pretty good. except for like the last few days. Halloween kinda sucked
November: I mean, Trump lost the election so, I’ll give that to November, but other than that, shitty as HELL
December: so far still shitty as hell, only 2 days in though, will prolly update when we get farther into the month
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Told yall I would post a pic of Baby J in his other suit. This is after church!
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Rachel: “I dreamt you were 6-months pregnant!”
Eliza: “Oh God, I would never do that to all of us.”
Rachel: “Big belly. Like you were holding a watermelon under your dress.”
Eliza: “Gross.”
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We are back! So excited to share with you all Jeanette’s story..
Here’s a snippet of what to expect on her 2 part series. Her episode will air 6pmPT/ 9pmET I’m happy to slow things down a lil bit and really get into topics most moms don’t talk about. #Miscarriages and Postpartum Depression I hope that @jeanette_bayliss story help others who are experiencing loss get through theirs and that there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel..
#Motherhood #MomLife #Marriage #Pregnancy #pregnancydiary #PregnancyLoss #WomenEmpowerment #Therapy #MentalHealth #PostpartumDepression #DepressionIsReal #LifeChanges #Vision2020 #NewYear2020 #LA #Philly #Wellness #Health #momsofinstagram #Podcast #SelfImprovement #PostpartumJourney #MommyBlogger #WomensPodcast #SafeSpace #MomLife #NewPodcast #PhillyPodcast #lasvegas (at Las Vegas, Nevada)
https://www.instagram.com/p/CISNvH9gPPR/?igshid=js7w2d0snrbc1If anyone can give me a better explanation by why my parents are so offended and invested in changing my mind because I keep saying I have no desire to be ever be pregnant and just want to adopt I would appreciate it because right now it just sounds like either a gender roles thing or don’t kind of race/class bias against adopting bit neither is good and I’d really love to be able to give them the benefit of the doubt.
(also, is it really that weird that I don’t want to physically have children? I have a genetic hypermobility disorder that causes me a lot of pain, is incredibly heritable, and has been known to get worse during and after pregnancy. Not to mention my mother and my grandmother both had to have emergency c-sections due to complications and both of them and both my mom’s sisters all had really bad gestational diabetes with each pregnancy, even when they adjusted their diet and exercise accordingly. Being pregnant just sounds awful and since I’m aspec I’m also not really super motivated by the process of creating said baby either)
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