Going next week for first ultrasound and I am extremely nervous. Plus side I haven’t been able to eat anything but rice and chicken for 3 weeks now which means I’ve actually lost some weight which I needed to lose (I am currently clinically overweight). Bad news it’s triggering my fear of food so now I don’t know if it’s actually making me sick or if I’m convincing myself it’s making me sick. I went through this along with my eating/exercise disorder when younger. I wouldn’t dare step foot in a restaurant for fear of becoming ill in front of everyone. I would only eat very few select foods. I find myself thoroughly inspecting my food before eating and if something even seems slightly off I’m instantly sick and can’t eat it. Sometimes even imagining the food makes me sick. Welcome to another day in the life of is it from being pregnant or from my mental illness 😭. Trying to stay as healthy both physically and mentally. So exhausted. Just trying to talk myself through it 🤷♀️.
Oh wait last post was fully funded… well hope that person enjoys 20 dollars, not the dental post underneath!! the one for an abortion which I’ve now deleted
My husband and his brother on left, my two sons on the right. I feel like I gave birth to my MIL’s children again. 😅
EZ Reyes x pregnant!reader
Warnings: swearing, pregnancy, going into labor early, tiny bits of angst for Ezekiel
Requested by @siriussnape07: Imagine- being Ez’s wife (Emily is not in his life at all anymore) and the reader is heavily pregnant, while she’s visiting Felipe at the shop she goes into labor just a few weeks early. Felipe calls Ezekiel and he freaks out and the whole club ends up at the hospital? Or you can end it however. 🥰🥰 I love your writing so much
a/n: tweaked it just a bit, hope you don’t mind🥺 I made the focus more with the men in her life (i.e. Felipe and the Mayans) rather than with the actual labor/delivery. Thanks for the request babe🖤
Photo credit: @jdpardo on IG