(TW: DRUGS) Ash stared at the letters behind the lines until the backlight turned off and even then they didn’t make sense. Just the name alone made her heart pound and she’d held her breath as she read the simple words over and over
Are you having a good trip? Are you having a good trip? Are you having a good trip?
It was only a few seconds of the backlight going dark that she realized the background on the lock screen had not been hers and for different reasons, her pulse quickened again.
Ash leaned forward over the phone with her rolled bill and took the lines, leaving only bits of dust behind that she guiltily wiped away with a damp hotel towel. This was NOT her phone.
She would be discrete about putting it back after she left the bathroom and got back into bed and the question had already burrowed its way into her mind but thankfully, as the drug kicked in her care to wonder slipped completely from Ash’s mind. Unasked.
Why is she still texting you?
Imagining Shane and Sebastian cuddling me/Zephyr when crying makes me :)
TW for venting + s//cidal and self h//rm thoughts if you look/accidentally click on the tags. Sorry about that.
I opened my eyes from my nap and felt joy knowing I can read the lesbian body and the butch-femme reader sometimes you find happiness knowing you can still read sappho’s poetry and every day women love each other and sometimes they write it down
I give my technology names.
So my first laptop is Asa, my first smartphone is Elite, my first wireless earbuds are The Voice of Night Vale, and my current wireless earbuds are RRRRRIIII-ITA!
I never named my current phone and I have new earbuds i rarely use, but I'm thinking of naming the one Vespa and the other Buddy so they're Vespa and Buddy, Buddy and Vespa.
Two left? 🤔 You don't say.
Lemme be greedy here. I've been craving these for weeks and now that I have it, ppl are teasing me they'll take it out of the refrigerator to eat.
So I moved it to my candy jar and am now scared it'll melt. Consensus between me, myself, and fictional candy thief: Eat it for dessert to no longer worry about it. 🧋OK!
Why can’t she just for one fucking minute let us be happy and fucking not control one of our fucking lives. I would have never fucking left LA if I knew that she was going to pull this shit. I should have never fucking cut her off so now she’s going to fucking make Dominic miserable? Motherfucking cunt. Why can’t you just love your goddamn fucking children.
Also known as "John's obsession with Stephan's plumes"
Act 1: “Plumed maniac”
Act 2: “It was well past teatime, but so near to Midsummer Day, late-afternoon light still flooded in, haloing von Namtzen like a saint in a medieval painting. He looked like one of those German saints, too, Grey thought a little abstractedly, admiring the cleanly ascetic lines of the German’s face, with its broad brow and wide, calm eyes. The mouth was not particularly sensitive, but it did show humor in the creases beside it.”
Act 3: “Sure enough, Stephan von Namtzen, Landgrave von Erdberg, had arrived in all his plumed glory […]. [Grey] was in fact more than pleased to see the Hanoverian, but the thought of being enthusiastically embraced and kissed on both cheeks, which was von Namtzen’s habit when greeting friends…”
Side note from the German: We aren't exactly the hugging and kissing type, especially with people we aren't close to. Think coconuts: hard shell, soft core. Stephan's either the exception to the rule or he's decided over the course of just two months (probably less) and a few meetings (that we know of) that John's worthy/deserving of all the hugs and kisses in the world.
people misuse my kindness and then when i express my anger and call them out i turn into a bad person.
What I personally and pettily love about specifically Hellenic polytheism is how unapolagetically unwelcoming it is towards transphobes. There are ways to misinterpret and misuse any religion, of course, but one such as this is hard to be forced anti-trans agenda into simply because there are examples of both heroic and godly figures in it that embraced their transitive nature, that were trans, that were beloved for being so as well as for being intersex, too; hell, Gods’ nature is transitive.
So personally, as someone who absolutely believes in gods seeing right through us and our intentions, and that the ones harming others always get their karmic blow, I can’t help but chuckle when I see transphobes claim devotion to Hellenic deities. You are either a hellenist, or you’re a transphobe. You can’t be both by definition.
“I might be leaving but I’m never leaving you” “See ya kid.”
idk.. i guess i just wanted you both to stay..
these days, my fandom experience is somewhere along the lines of making gay little scenarios in my head that i tell no one about and then crying over them by myself with nowhere to put my feels
A Smythe, good, Hunter’s little spies can keep him happy.
I hope this one doesn’t cry when we’re done...
I'm just... Having a really bad time. My posting is either going to have huge influxes or I'm gonna ghost and shut down
Going back to a movie theater for the first time tonight :’)
If I can get through this workday first :’)
can't even post here in peace. d*pp advocates spamming my mentions like i said the most outrageous things about a victim of abuse. if you go to my og post it's just me trying being reasonable. i'd like to think thatt i'm not a hypocrite either bc i research the sh!t i have strong opinions about or i stay open-minded to both possibilities. ofc i could be wrong! i'm human!! but i'm not gonna harrass a woman who could prove she was abused in court because that man and his pr are obviously out on a smear campaign. amber's ex-wife already spoke up about her "domestic violence" case and said she was a victim of biphobia and that /surprise/ cops are a$$h0les. let's not ignore how d*pp is bffs with m*rylin m*nson (to this day!!) if we're gonna dig in their pasts lmao. idk man if you can't see or will deny the sexism from his stans then that's a you problem.
welcome to another late night episode of ‘nat has a crisis’!!! what’s it going to be tonight! Will I be confused by gender and sexuality! or a long discussion about mental health! will I scroll through jensons Instagram and try not to cry! or maybe just have a breakdown over the bgp001! tune in to find out!!!!1!!