In the bio I mentioned I was sexually assaulted 5 years ago but it’s actually 6… Almost 7 and I am still affected by it…. That wasn’t the only time it has happened before but it was the time that I had finally reported it. I feel sometimes no one understands or just thinks that I’m stupid for letting it happen more than once… I don’t honestly even know how to talk about it sometimes cause it seems everyone just wants to push it back deeper inside me so they don’t have to be bothered by the fact of what has really happened to me… You know… A lot of the times I just feel that I don’t matter… No one really cares even when I am the one who always listens and cares for other people… This is why I’m making this page so that other people like me can have a voice and resources for help if you’re in need of other forms of help I.E. therapy! I have gone to therapy for a very long time and strongly recommend it but I do know it can take some time to find the right therapist or you just simply cannot afford it… I encourage anyone who goes to therapy to pitch in and help with showing ways that others struggling without any support can cope with these horrid ptsd flashbacks and panic attacks!