also, one last thing for today (I hope so),
I was just out there trying to talk with my mom about how much I loved my psychology class today and she was paying attention but she wasn’t at the same time. It makes me wonder whether they can see the excitement on my face and just choose to ignore it? I mean I honestly really love psychology and that subject is very close to my heart. It’s just that I wish I could tell people (at least the ones who mean a lot to me) what things excite me the most. It’s just that there are things that I excitedly wanna rant about and tell other people and they just wave it off. It really hurts. Kinda. I end up ranting to my own self as if everyone’s listening. How cruel is that.