I’ve heard that Marriage Story is great but I haven’t watched it cause I didn’t pay Netflix so I didn’t finish b99, Bojack horseman anyways I’m sad!!!
1Me: spent 2 days banging out 20 000 words on a Finnpoe Titanic AU no one asked for but my brain thinks it’s a good idea instead of doing my actual essay….
8why have a meltdown when u can drink grape juice out the jug on the kitchen floor at 1am
1i have such commiment issues when it comes to blogs (◡﹏◡✿)
goal for next year; stay on this blog all year!!
4Don’t get me wrong, I still like the Dragon Age series but I still can’t get over how grindy Inquisition was. I never beat the game more than once with a Elf Warrior because I couldn’t handle do all those pointless activities all over again.
3Someone commented under Nintendo’s FB post presenting Book4 Intro:
“japanese voice for global! japanese voice for global! japanese voice for global!”
I’m fking furious here. How the f dare they.
I spent most of my life sorrounded by japanese voice acting. I sought it. I was genuinely convinced it was the best top++ thing. That was until Fates forced me to play with English sound and then FEH sealed the deal. And that’s when I realized how fed up I was with the japanese voice acting in general. No more 10-15 personality stereotypes intentionally voiced by just as stereotypical choice of voices. No more severely limited vocabulary when I can get actual colorful, variable quotes that somehow stimulate my mind. No more mandatory squeeking from girls. I realized I was STARVING for voices and quotes that felt real to ME, a westerner.
Alfonse is a stellar example. If I listened to his japanese VA, I would never take interest in him. Since he is young, he gets the shota stereotype treatment in JP. “Hewwo, I’m the young hero, the protag, I’m kind.” And then you have Ray Chase who actually managed to voice a young leader who matured early. The crown prince, the mature side, the hidden teenager. You can hear it all. THAT’S SUCH A FRICKING IMPORTANT DIFFERENCE, HELLO???
And FE3H? Everyone did such magnificent job. I tried to listen to the Japanese version once and I turned it off VERY fast because I had heard the same thing 100 times already u_u
10so i just started uni and i realised it’s a place where you’re around so many people but feel so lonely at the same time. It’s really not like the movies.
5Okay I’m gonna turn this blog into my personal/rant/less nice looking blog so feel free to send me your stupidest questions and asks here
54Of course it feels good to love. Of course I’d do anything to be loved in return.
Of course it feels good to have someone who cares.
Of course its all stars and paradise.
But I will never be ready for the consequences.
For when he leave and I am left on my own, questioning my worth all over again.
For when the sparks die and I was out of breath trying to bring it back to life.
For when all the hopes in the world die, the moment he says he fell out of love.
I am not ready for that.
God knows that when I love, I love deeply.
I cant “fuck it, screw you” my feelings.
I would be drained out of energy, I would be mad shouting, I would be crying like some part of me was snatched away from me, I would be dead. I would lose myself.
And again, am I ready for that?
No, not now.
No, not when I know you are the most possible chance to make me feel whatever I am terrified of.
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