#rants Tumblr posts

the one time i need to shit and it’s during school ☹️

remaking my anon list bc idk if any of the anons i used to have are still active but if you are pls send an ask and/or if youre a new anon also send me an ask :D

Kelp I'm in love with a voice

i wanna be on t bc i deserve it but at the same time acne is so painful and for what.

the thing i hate the most about memories is that they completely stain your life. something might happen and suddenly a color screams that moment, a fragance screams that moment, a song screams that moment, an object screams that moment. and you can't do nothing but wait while you beg for your mind to please please please shut off and forget everything. you'd do whatever it takes to forget. but that makes you remember everything even more. then you sob. and you just originated another memorie to weep for.

I can't believe I'm fucking training someone today like. I've been here barely a month? Idfk

I just watched a video about rise of the brave tangled dragon and discovered this one jelsa edit and holy shit???? the editing is so fucking uhhhh good??? like damn

Well group therapy was... helpful? I feel better. Especially after my therapist explained that it takes time to break out of a situation like that.

writing’s really not happening on that damn fic uh

yeah i cant do this anymore 💀

According to my year in review i posted 7k times holy shit lol

PLZ LISTEN TO MY COVER I PROMISE ITLL HIT DIFFERENT

I wish I could Cyberpunk is a good game but I’ve played two full games and both the endings were fucking shit. The gameplay is suspiciously close to playing Borderlands 3 and the story is so unoriginal it hurts me that I payed almost 100 bucks for this dumb game.  I loved my V characters and I liked Judy and Takemura but the game is so crap.  I also liked getting dumb cars and wrecking them because money? who cares. death approaches.  I was gonna do a final playthrough, romance Panam, do the last mission with the Aldecados but you know, its probably not gonna be a difference. V still gonna die. No point getting attached to a new character.  If you watched The 100, you get the chip thing. Josephine vs Clarke and what the outcome is, the only thing that didnt make sense to me with all that is when Clarke won and kicked Josephine out of her head was that Clarke was completely fine afterwards, like she had a couple of seizures and yeah nah, she’s good. Like, no you’d have aftermath after that. Your body would not be a-okay. 

Rant

Feeling kinda shitty cause ive been meaning to hang out with a friend for literal months but yk she has uni and stuff so she's busy often and when she's not, she prefers to hang out at night but i have issues about that (which include her too actually, cause one time X thing happened and she laughed and told me to get used to it lmao) so we keep trying to set dates but then when we try to actually put anything down, i chicken out a few days before the day we might hang out. I'm not saying she doesnt have her faults buuut it's also not fair of me to be doing this. I don't like to throw words out there but lately i relate more and more to Agoraphobic by Corpse. I don't think i am agoraphobic but i think my adhd+anxiety+social anxiety+depression (and also body dysmorphia) have all co-operated lmao and now it's SO hard for me to go outside. And when I do, it's alone. There are other friends that have tried to hang out with me but I can't get myself to actually go outside with them either. Oof. My mental health's actually doing better but that's the one thing that I still can't get over.

WHO is shipping Mia with Night Howl of all people???

Can someone please tell me, a trans man, that I'm still valid and a guy if I want to dress up in a skirt, thigh highs, and paint my nails?

No, Ethan and Mia are not “T4T” he’s a cishet man and she’s a terrorist

people please tag anything you think is suggestive or nsfw not everyone wants to see that shit

my coworkers thought i said in a work call that my flatmate creampies me…